Alright, good and bad folks, here is the continuation:

Simone Pabst, a friend of mine, who had experience working for CCHR, (the Citizens Commission on Human Rights) against abuses of psychiatrists ("psychs"), tried to see me in the mental "health" hospital of the University of Munich, but the psychs did not let her in, despite I wanted to talk to her.

Georg Stoffel, who was the head of CCHR Germany for many years cowardly did not show up. From all staffs in the Munich org, that is the guy who's behind I like to kick most. He is a criminal infiltrator of the orgs, who is no Scientologist at all. If you would ask him to explain why Scientology is a religion, he would fail terribly and would just lough like a chimp. He was sent in by a German secret service to infiltrate the org, to occupy the position of the CCHR in charge, so that the psychs come away with their crimes and innocent people that became target of the psychs would not get the held they needed. Stoffel was rightfully declared SP by Matthias Patel, but he sneaked his way back in the orgs, because he had a connection to somebody at SCN Int, who made that illegally possible for him. There is also a rumour on the web that Stoffel was my senior. He was not. My senior for many years was Kurt Weiland, and Kurt was neither supressive nor stupid, but Stoffel is both of it. After Kurt was promoted to FOLO EO, Stoffel grabbed his position as AG Public Relations, but as I was always on mission in Dusseldorf or elsewhere, Stoffel had no chance to be my senior. I would not have let him order me around anyhow, because Stoffel was a bloody wog and I am sure he still is. I would have replaced myself immediately. I never would have accepted him as senior.

Helmuth Bloebaum managed to see me a few times in the institution at Nussbaumstrasse in Munich. He really wanted to get me out of there. He told me that my best chance would be to work with attorney Bluemel, but I wrote already before why I did not want Bluemel to represent me. Helmuth became the President of the Church of Scientology in Munich after me.

(Just a brief remark as to Martin Ottmann's criminal actions against me and Scientology: He published a corporate document of the Church of Scientology Germany that is over 20 years old. He wants to be an "expert" on Scientology, but he makes him just ridiculous by saying that he would not even know who the presidents of the organization are since Stettler. He did not only violate international privacy laws by over and over publishing without my consent and against my expressed wish my home address on the web to endanger my personal security, he also is misleading the world about the corporate past of the Church of Scientology Germany, which is another criminal act. Martin Ottmann should be incarcerated.)

However, Helmuth Bloebaum told me that district attorney Keltsch had raided the Munich org after they had committed me. Keltsch looked very much for any document that could be traced to me. But as I was not criminal, evil Keltsch did not find a thing, that he could pin on me.

Jurg Stettler, a guy originally from Switzerland, who was the President of the Church of Scientology Germany, before I took over, was forced to resign as president by Matthias Patel and his mission. Stettler was also properly SP declared, but sneaked his way back into the org, just as Stoffel did. Stettler sold me out to the psychs. He told the psychs that he would work together with them, because I am "of no use anymore to Scientology". What real Scientologist would ever do anything like that? If I would have been the psych I would have asked Stettler:" Well, Mr. Stettler, tell me, when did you first feel an urge to use people?" But as psychs are not bright, they did not ask him that and I was committed instead of Stettler. Stettler was also the only one who had a photo of Mary Sue Hubbard on his desk, instead of one of L. Ron Hubbard, as most of the other Munich GO staff had. By the way, Stettler was put originally on the post as AG Munich, the position to become President, by criminal Jane Kember of the UK.

Anyway, around Easter 1985, after eight months of being wrongfully committed, mistreated and tortured, they did let me go, but took my passport away, so that I can't see Marty Rathbun (de Rothschild) in the USA and can't testify on his behalf. They did not tell me that, but I know that was the reason, why I was not allowed to travel.

Still being legally incapacitated, the German still Nazi government hauled me before the courts with charges against the Munich org and me personally. However, I was allowed to act as my own attorney. So, if I really was incapacitated, how come I was allowed to represent myself before the courts? District attorney Keltsch told me: "You don't need a lawyer, you can defend yourself just fine." He hoped that I would be in a disadvantage without an attorney, but it turned out that I won all (!) the cases that were fabricated against me and Scientology. It is not that German judges are saints. I believe I won by surprise. The judges were not prepared for me. They all knew I had a guardian, (who never showed up to help me or to otherwise say anything,) and they calculated I am an easy target without legal knowledge or arguments to be just overruled. One of the judges said to during the hearings that this guardianship just exist on the paper, but he did not issue an order to cancel the situation.

I pushed my divorce through from Mr. Schwarz in that time. He had an attorney, I acted on my own behalf. The judge knew I was legally incapacitated, but he also found it perfectly alright that I can stand in court and get my divorce.

I was told that I can't vote. That did not bother me a bit. I did not care to vote in Germany, because one political party over there is as rotten as the other one, and they are still secretly Nazis.

The most interesting case that I handled in that time was the one before judge Doukoff. He got the case for which I was kidnapped for by German authorities from Copenhagen and arrested in Lubeck. That case was a trial, but without a jury of course. The public was barred, the media also and all Scientologists, only a few corrupt German officials sat in the audience and made notes, hoping I would say something that could bring me in troubles and could be used in new cases against me or Scientology.

Rosemarie Bretschneider was allowed in. The anarchist always got a special treatment by the corrupt German government. Keltsch made his case and concealed that he ordered me being kidnapped from Danmark and how I was denied legal counsel and how I was abused under his watch. He said that I intimidated Karbe at the phone to not hold his international deprogramming event. Karbe was there so his friend Gudelius. Karbe lied in the witness chair, Gudelius said she was not sure if she heard something or not.

Once more, folks, deprogramming is criminal. It is depersonalization, kidnapping and deprivation of liberty and a denial of constitutional and other rights. It is typically German to file a case against somebody that protested violations of the law and just tried to protect her own and others human rights. The district attorney should have gone against Karbe and Veronica Carstens and others that held and participated in that event, that introduced deprogramming to Europe, because I and others became later the victims of the result of the event.

I represented myself and the judge acquitted me. But he also did not issue any order against the deprogrammers neither did he cancel the guardianship, despite he very well saw that I was sane.

Keltsch came after me and told me that he is very disappointed in the judge, because he had agreed with the judge prior to the trial that I should be pubished with something, anything at all, but something. The judge must have changed his opinion about me and Keltsch did not like that at all. Keltsch became later a judge. Let's pray for all those that he judged.

Read in part 13 of this series, how I got rid of the guardianship.

Barbara Schwarz, December 3, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 13: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 3 Dec 2002 10:01:03 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212031001.34f482ea@posting.google.com>

Well, here is more:

I had to earn money, but as I already wrote, Germany discriminates terribly against Scientologists, just like they did against the Jews and it is hard to find a job, even if you are qualified. I took a job as a temp. It was not good paid, but they always needed people and they ignored me being Scientologist, because many people don't put up with a temp slavery-job. I worked in German companies as BMW, Nixdorf, Deutsche Bank, Castelli, Laser-company Suss and many more. I often worked directly for their executives. Nobody of them knew that I was legally incapacitated and if I would have told them, they all would have thought I am joking. I got several offers to stay permanently, but I also knew the moment I would tell in the companies that I am a Scientologist, they would kick me out, it doesn't matter how good my work was, because the German government and media poisoned everybody with their hatred against Scientology.

Same time I had to get rid of the guardianship. I went to see a psychiatrist ("psych") in Munich and asked him to write an expertise about me being sane. He doubted not one second that I am not sane. He told me he would be no friend of the psychs of the Uni of Munich, but it would be a long and hard battle, because they don't like being proven wrong. He asked me to see him on a regular basis to work that out, but the last that I wanted was to see a psych on a regular basis.

I picked another one, a psych that had Indian nationality. He went to work right away and tested me with those stupid ink spots on cards, asked me lots of questions, sexually harassed me in between, stopped me right in middle of the IQ test, saying that the test results are already high enough and there would be no need to find out how high my IQ really is. However, he certified that I am sane and the guardianship is not justified.

Helmuth Bloebaum, the one who became President of the Munich org after me, told me I shall give lawyer Bluemel another chance, if I want to get rid of the guardianship. I knew that Helmuth wanted to help me to get my independence back and that he also had a point, because professionally trained attorneys have more weight in court than a pro se party. I was still hesitating, but gave Bluemel one power of attorney to just represent me in that one case. I was hoping that Marty was not thinking that just because Bluemel represented me in that case that any other information that Bluemel forwarded to him about me would be true.

A while later I had a hearing in that case before at least three judges. I did not like how Bluemel represented me and I did not win with Bluemel. The judges made one thing very clear: They don't have the guts to overrule a decision that is made by psychs from the Uni of Munich. In Germany psychiatrists have more power than judges. Judges don't dare to contradict them, it doesn't matter how wrong they personally feel that the psychs are.

Bluemel blamed the Indian psych. He said he would be an "exot" and that is why he is not credible. He was somehow right with this, because Germany discriminates against everyone that is not of German blood.

Then I came up with with the solution, and I did it without Bluemel or anybody else. I knew I had to turn those Uni of Munich psychs around. So, I worked out a plan. I called psych Kapfhammer and told him that I want to talk to him. He agreed right away, but I had a bad feeling going back in that horrible institution. After I entered the closed ward, I saw some of the girls were back, that were discharged as healed before. They were back committed and looked awfully.

I smiled the nicest smile that I could produce and asked monster Kapfhammer to please assist me to get rid of the guardianship. My kidneys were hurting while I spoke to him, and I rather would have punched him where it would hurt him most, but I knew if I would do that, I would be toast. He made clear that he only would write to the court in favor of me, if I admit that I was mentally ill. He was blackmailing me! It was outrageous. He was the one that suffered on a mental illness, but he could not confront to admit that he was wrong.

I bit my teeth together and said that I was flipped out, and I thought, flipped out because of the outrageous criminal treatment they had for me. This did it for Kapfhammer, but as he is a coward, he told me that he would only write to the court on my behalf, if the other psych Nedopil would also agree.

Short time after that I had an appointment with psych Nedopil. He sent his assistant to the door to ask me if I am Mr. Nedopil's wife. If I would have said yes, Nedopil would have made a pass at me in his office, but as I replied, that I am absolutely not his wife, I think he was not very encouraged.

I told him that Kapfhammer would only agree to write a postitive statement to the court on my behalf, if Nedopil would agree as well. I gave Nedopil also one of my killer-smiles, despite that I rather would have slapped his face for the many months of deprivation of liberty and the discriminatory lies he wrote about me in his "expertise", that he wrote by collecting information about me only from second hands.

He told me that he would of course agree with Kapfhammer, but they would have hoped that I would turn against Scientology. They wanted to have a high Scientology official as I was to destroy Scientology in Germany. I told him nicely that I am not this kind of a woman. He told me that he tried all psycho drugs that are available on himself. I was thinking he looked and acted exactly like that, but I just flashed my lashes. He told me that his problem is that his patients don't want to know him anymore after the treatment. I thought, so am I, and carefully prepared my departure. I left him giving him one last sweet smile.

Back in the streets I wanted to jump to the sky for joy. I was on the way to get my precious freedom back and fooled those inhumane idiots, by just telling them what they wanted to hear, but not what I thought of them.

I however did not receive any order from the court that the guardianship was cancelled, because Rosemarie Bretschneider stole the order out of my mail and appealed the determination without my knowledge. But I accidentially found the judgment from the appeal court later. The appeal court denied Ms. Bretschneider's motion, saying they don't consider it anymore successful to try further deprogramming attempts on me. I had it black on white! The only reason why they kidnapped me and put me in the institutions and under guardianship was, because they wanted to deprogram me from Scientology and not because I had a mental illness.

Rosemarie Bretschneider also bribed the mailman to give her the certified letter from the court with my returned passport. I just got my passport back from her after I threatened I would break in her antique desk with force to get my passport, if she would not hand it to me on her own.

I asked her so many times to get a life of her own, to leave me alone and that her actions violate my constitutional rights. She replied word for word: "You and rights? Bah!"

Yes, this is Rosemarie, the fanatical German. Read in installment 14, what kind of "relationship" I have with her today and that something (not much), but something started to change within her.

Barbara Schwarz, December 3, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 14: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 4 Dec 2002 10:09:07 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212041009.7237f08f@posting.google.com>

Before I go on, friends and enemies, let me make a brief correction to my sequel number 12, esp. the last paragraph. Correct sentence is: "Keltsch came after me and told me that he is very disappointed in the judge, because he had agreed with the judge prior to the trial that I should be punished with something, anything at all, but something."

Sometimes a typo slips in my postings, because I indeed use a noisy public library to post or e-mail. (But please folks don't come down here to stare at me or try to make contact. So many people do this already and it is a pain in the neck and it gets worse by the week.)

Rob Clark, aka PTSC got his info that I post from a public library from a German secret service that fanatically watch every step of mine. (Isn't that right, Robs, you little American traitor?) They are also in charge of his missing manners. I strongly suspect that he eats his dinner not at the table but underneath it.

The reason why I post from a library is economical. My 2nd hand computer broke badly down and as people are obsessed with kidnapping me, I am used to lose my property. Why should I invest in expensive electronical equipment when I have to run from private or governmental kidnappers sooner or later again and leave everything behind? It has some disadvantages to write in a public library, e.g. lots of people, lots of noise, it's not really clean and the computers shut down after a half an hour, or an hour and there is often no time to read and correct the postings or mail, also because the next patron wants your chair, so sometimes typos slip in.

Anyway, let me continue with my story: I make a big jump from fall of 1989, when I received certified mail from the Munich office of the psychiatrist with the glass eye, indicating that they want to commit me once again, because they heard that still I claim that the Germans are bad to the bone. As I already wrote before, there is no freedom of speech in Germany. If you dare to speak your mind, they come and get you! After all I have suffered, can anybody blame me that I fled much further than Danmark.

In October 1989 I headed to California. I checked in Los Angeles and Sacramento governmental offices and courts to find any trace of the case that the Germans filed under my name without my knowledge and consent against Scientology and Marty Rathbun (de Rothschild), but any information hereto was concealed before me and that conspiratively.

I settled not in California but in Utah. I moved in a little hotelroom and got myself a job as waitress in an Indian restaurant. The owners of this restaurants were from the religion Sikh. I am not going into any details as to my adventures with those people, because it would fill another book, I jump right forward when one of the Sikh men came to my room with a surprise. Guess what the surprise was? Had a lot to do with glue. It was Rosemarie Bretschneider saying she wants to live with me!

As first I wanted to get rid of her right away, but when she told me that she in meantime is convinced that the German government is really out to get me and that I would be better off in the United States, I did let her stay.

Back in Germany in summer 1989, I had filed a penal complaint against primitive Scientology infiltrator Gunther Wessels, who defrauded me. He stole almost 4000 German Marks from me, but I had to make the experience that the Munich district attorneys, just want to prosecute innocent and good Scientologists and not the criminal infiltrators, so they did nothing to investigate criminal Wessels. I also complained to the Office of the Scientology International Justice Chief, but as Scientology Int is same infiltrated as the Munich org or any other org by criminal non-Scientologists, they did not correct Wessels.

Same time my Munich bank started to defraud me. They arbitrarily did not record the deposits that I made to my own account and in addition bluntly stole money from my account. This ourtageous fraud was committed by the Norris-Bank, which belonged to one of the richest, if not the richest woman of Germany, Quelle mail order business owner Ms. Schickedanz.

In both cases I had the paperwork to prove very detailed the fraud and provided the Munich district attorneys Emmrich and Keltsch and with the evidence. But as they are still Nazis they did nothing to file charges against the criminals. (By the way, district attorney Keltsch was once in charge to prosecute Neo-Nazis in Germany to "prevent their growth". Does it surprise anybody that under his watch the Neo-Nazis boomed? He let them deliberately grow.)

However, Rosemarie Bretschneider told me that they (whoever that is in detail) researched my claims and found that my claims about the fraud of Wessels and the bank are correct. She finally got the cognition that German government is not protecting any of my rights just is eager to deny all my rights. She told me that she brought my paperwork to others, including professionals not working for the German government, that suggested that my case would qualify to be presented to the United Nations. The idea of the professionals were to make the United Nations force Germany to grant my rights and end the persecution, so that I can live in Germany in peace. In my eyes, however, that is all senseless, because even if the UN would issue such papers, the Germans would always find a away around it, just as Saddam Hussein does it. And I don't want to live in this creepy Germany anyhow.

Let me also clear up right here that Rosemarie Bretschneider is not my biological mother, but she thinks she is, because the Germans mindcontrolled her into that, after they kidnapped me as child from the United States, out of Ron's home, (yes, L. Ron Hubbard, that is) to give me to Ms. Bretschneider, because they knew she would be the most fanatical Anti-Scientology mother Germany could provide.

Rosemarie has two pictures of two different babies in her photo album. She claimed I would be both of those girls, but everybody with non-hypnotized eyes can see that those are two very different children. One is very pretty, the other one is not very pretty. Guess, which one is me? Rosemarie's real baby had a medical condition. In Germany they call it the "Basedowsche" Illness. That baby has eyes as big as golfballs. This is Rosemarie's biological child and she had it together with her WOG, the oriental gentleman Mohammed Kermantschi. I am absolutely certain that he knew that I was kidnapped from the USA and that I was exchanged with his child. I also know that Ron did all he could to get me back to the United States, but that the German still Nazi government started to organize a campaign against him, destroyed is reputation and denied to him access to Germany to get me back to him where I belonged. The biggest mistake that the Germans made was to kidnap me in the first place. They should have known that I have a similar sharp mind as Ron has and I can figure it all out, which I did.

Read more in sequel number 15.

Barbara Schwarz, December 4, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Re: Barbara Schwarzkook accuses me of being a Nazi secret agent
Date: 5 Dec 2002 10:19:12 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212051019.11cc9d0d@posting.google.com>

Thomas Gandow <gandow@dialogzentrum.de> wrote in message news:<3DEF3F91.8040102@dialogzentrum.de>... > ptsc nym alias wrote:
>
>
> >
> > I have a confession to make, though. Really, I didn't use Google to find
> > all that stuff. The Nazis gave it to me. Why would I use Google when I
> > have a global Nazi conspiracy at my beck and call?
> >
> > (Whoops, I wasn't supposed to say that.)
> >
> > ptsc
> >
> And why did You change the clock of Your computer for more than an hour in advance?
>
> TG

You, see folks, I happen to know that Rob Clark, aka PTSC is not very computer literate, but that a German Nazi secret service runs him through middle ear implants. They tell him what to say, write and otherwise do. He is one of their little remote controlled robots. They are also clogged through the waves comming from messages channelled to his middle ear parts of his brain, to be specific, those parts that are important to develop better language, manners, decency and yes, actually adulthood.

Barbara Schwarz, Dec. 5, 2002

From: ptsc <ptsc <at> nym <dot> alias <dot> net>
Subject: Re: Barbara Schwarzkook accuses me of being a Nazi secret agent
Date: Thu, 05 Dec 2002 13:52:06 -0800
Organization: Busts Your Rips!
Message-ID: <niivuug8mmlft77tife2qtsaen08ujm2t9@4ax.com>

On 5 Dec 2002 10:19:12 -0800, BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz) wrote:

>Thomas Gandow <gandow@dialogzentrum.de> wrote in message news:<3DEF3F91.8040102@dialogzentrum.de>...
>> ptsc nym alias wrote:

>> > I have a confession to make, though. Really, I didn't use Google to find
>> > all that stuff. The Nazis gave it to me. Why would I use Google when I
>> > have a global Nazi conspiracy at my beck and call?

>> > (Whoops, I wasn't supposed to say that.)

>> And why did You change the clock of Your computer for more than an hour in advance?

>You, see folks, I happen to know that Rob Clark, aka PTSC is not very
>computer literate, but that a German Nazi secret service runs him
>through middle ear implants. They tell him what to say, write and
>otherwise do. He is one of their little remote controlled robots. They
>are also clogged through the waves comming from messages channelled to
>his middle ear parts of his brain, to be
>specific, those parts that are important to develop better language,
>manners, decency and yes, actually adulthood.

>Barbara Schwarz, Dec. 5, 2002

I was hoping nobody would notice the wires coming from my ears and the little headphones I always wear with little swastikas on them, but I guess you're just too smart for me.

ptsc

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 15: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 5 Dec 2002 08:58:00 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212050857.5f58bdd8@posting.google.com>

Here more information from my life, folks, and yes, everything happened right here on earth:

Rosemarie Bretschneider settled in Salt Lake City to be with me. She returned a few times to Germany, but came right back. She still hated Scientology, L. Ron Hubbard and Marty Rathbun (de Rothschild), who she never met. She still had secret contacts with Reginal Alev and other Scientology attackers and likely also American governmental officials behind my back, and she still had lots of withholds. She had a heavy brown handbag, that she carried with her where ever she went, and she slept with it under her pillow. When I came close to that bag, she got almost a heart attack. According to my perceptions, that had something to do with the case that was filed by the still German Nazi government and international Scientology attackers in my name, but without my knowledge and consent, against Marty. She clearly had a bad conscience and often could not more look in my eyes.

There is no doubt in my mind that Rosemarie conspires against Marty and me, but she doesn't like at all if somebody conspirers against her. If she gets evidence that somebody crossed her, e.g. filed already a case against Marty in 1984, forged her signature on affidavits and other documents, ect., she will turn against those in a snap. Nobody in the German government, any other government, nobody in any anti-Scientology movement will be spared. I know her better than anybody, she will demand fullest prosecution of any judge, district attorney (including Keltsch and Emmrich from Munich), any police officer, any attorney, any psychiatrist, any Anti-Scientologist as Alev, Pricilla Coates, Cynthia Kisser, Ingo Heinemann, Birgitta Dagnell/Harrington, ect., anybody who was somehow involved with crossing her.

Rosemarie is a psychopath, but she has no Alzheimers. She got old and physically handicapt now, but still is alert enough to support me in a case against the German government and all criminal Anti-Scientologists and co-conspirators, that targeted Marty and me. Some people might ask why I don't wish her to be dead after all she did to me. My answer is, that I don't wish her death, because after the many things that she did wrong in her life, she can now finally do something right. And she will, because she got in meantime already very suspicious of the German government herself, and she is also suspicious of Ingo Heinemann, Pricilla Coates, Birgitta Dagnell/Harrington and some other Anti-Scientologists. She will even bust her old buddy Reg Alev, as soon she gets any evidence that he conspired against her too and used her, which I felt already in 1990 when I had a chance to take a look at that slimeball.

I am also certain that she would like Marty, because he is such a wonderful person. Her problem is that she is biased before she ever met a person. She hated Mr. Schwarz before she knew him, later she wanted to adopt him. (I explain later to you all who Mr. Schwarz is, because he needs a special introduction. Don't get a heart attack, Mr. Schwarz, I am not asking for your execution, but you know that I have a real big bone to pick with you, don't you?) On top of it, Marty is much more amiable as Mr. Schwarz was and is.

Of course I don't want Ms. Bretschneider live with Marty and I, after all she did, but she got old and tired now, and the monster lost lots of her energy. If Rosemarie does not get help from a government or other criminals, she is not much of a problem anymore for me. I saved her life a couple of times. Her Asthma got sometimes so worse that she could not more walk to a phone to call the ambulance. I had to do it for her. If I would have walked slower, she would have suffocated. Again, I want her to live, despite that she is biased towards Scientology, because she will fully support my claims against the German government and the Scientology attackers that are involved in framing Marty.

My sister Ulrike does not know much. Rosemarie Bretschneider used her sometimes, but did not fill her in on the details. Ulrike in meantime regrets her participation in the 1987 kidnapping to Herrsching. (She drove me under false pretense to the house in which the kidnappers waited, told me to go in, she would right follow, but she drove off and I was locked in.) She regrets her action now. When the speech comes to what I had to suffer in life, she does not say anything but big tears roll over her face.

My brother Frank was always good. He is a wonderful person. I love him very much. He never plotted against me, he never disappointed me. Ms. Bretschneider suspects him to be a Scientologist, because he was always so fair to me. She never told him anything, because she knew he would come right to me with it.

My sister tells me today that she did everything that Rosemarie asked her to do, because she wanted to be loved by her, but now she found out that Rosemarie loves everyone in the family more than her. I told her that the Rose doesn't even love herself and my working for Rosemarie, Ulrike became sort of like Rosemarie, that is why Rosemarie does not love Urlike, but rather Franky and I, who are nothing like Rosemarie.

Rosemarie wanted to hire a rapist once, to rape Ulrike. The rapist should impregnate Ulrike so that she has to leave her German husband, that Rosemarie did not like. Her German (now ex-husband) was and is scum, but I don't know any woman that would want to mary her rapist, just because she got pregnant from him. I held a lecture to Ms. Bretschneider told her that two wrongs don't make a right, painted the hell she would live in for hiring such a man in such vivid colors, that she burried the idea forever. My sister was lucky to have me as sister, a bit luckier than I was with having her as sister. But as I said, she regrets today that she was not more on my side, instead of Rosemarie's.

Rosemarie Bretschneider is one anarchist, but she is an old and tired anarchist now. She still can get another credit from the German government to pay kidnappers or whatever for other criminals, she still can make a phonecall to hire those, but without organized crime that supported her (but also used her) sofar, she will not come far. We are in contact. Me not being in contact with her would be more dangerous for me, because she can't live without being somehow connected to me. In case of disconnection she would go back to her old criminal kidnap ways.

Ms. Bretschneider does not live in Munich anymore. She moved to another part in Germany. I have not seen her since 1998, when she had to return to Germany for surgeries. She wants to badly see me again. Her last proposal for me was to sneak into Germany under a false name (which would be criminal under German law), cut of my hair, eat a lot to get big, that the Germans don't recognize me, and to live secretly in her house to take care of her. What a proposal! Could there be any life more tempting than that? I rather stay a sort of gypsy in the USA.

On the other hand, she is saving money to return to the United States. If I don't show up in Germany soon, which I will never, she will return to Utah to live with me here.

I actually wanted to stop posting alltogether after this sequel 15, but I received mail that I shall also post about my earlier life. My earlier life is also very unusual and it might hound you, folks. You might get nightmares and you will blame me, but what the heck, I'll tell you anyway, so watch out for sequel 16.

Barbara Schwarz, December 5, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 16: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 6 Dec 2002 08:56:39 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212060856.3446d8c1@posting.google.com>

The information that I will provide in the following installments of this series may be very contrary to what you have heard from other sources before, however, I am absolutely certain that there are CIA officers, officers of other secret services, other people and Scientologists that know that my version of the events are true. I know that there are something like wrong memories, but I kicked everything out of my mind that does not feel hundred percent right. Some of my memories are as sharp and detailed as that what happened to me yesterday, some of what I write up is the logical conclusion of matters.

I let you in how I figure things out: I play each possibility of what could be or have been in my mind. The variation that fits best in the puzzle of my life turns out to be the truth. It is not really complicated, isn't it? My mind is like a safe, if the combination clicks, it's bingo, if not, I kick it out of my head and continue to search till it's clicks.

Some of you will want to burn me more than ever as dangerous or crazy witch, as soon as you have read the postings to come. If we would live some centuries back, you would certainly go through with it. However, if you work on building a stake, make it big enough, because I don't burn easily.

And here is the continuation of my personal story: You know by now that I am not Rosemary's baby, right? You all saw the movie, it just can't be me. I was kidnapped from L. Ron Hubbard, from the USA to Germany and given to Rosemarie Bretschneider. I don't know my exact date of birth. I got the date of birth of Rosemarie's real child, the half oriental girl with the gulfball sized eyes, which is August 31, 1955. I could be a bit younger, I sure hope not older, but I believe we are of pretty the same age. I sure could try to figure out my real date of birth, but who has time for such relatively unimportant things. As I look 25 years, seven months, four days and two hours younger as I actually are, I just continue to ignore my real age.

Seriously, from Ms. Bretschneider's photoalbum I know that I was not only exchanged once, but several times with her real baby. Rosemarie had her biological child approximately the first five weeks, then the Nazis ordered me to be exchanged with her kid and Rosemarie was hypnotized to accept it. You have seen on TV how easy many people can be hypnotized, Rosemarie is one of them.

She has then photos of another baby that has lighter skin, looks not oriental, but American Jewish, has no double chin, normal sized eyes and is plain gorgeous. That's me of course. I know I was kidnapped when I was just around five weeks, but then returned to the USA, because Ron found me. The Germans gave Rosemarie her real baby back and hypnotized and mindcontrolled her into thinking that was the baby that she had all the time.

The Nazis kidnapped me again when I was approximately 2 and 1/2 years old. Rosemarie has suddenly pictures from me, the pretty girl. I also remember that time in Germany. She was hiding with a hunter in a hunting lodge in a German forest. Ron should not find us, that is why the German secret service picked such a remote home for me. Rosemarie and her hunter often walked the woods and shoot animals, but unfortunately not each other. This is just the kind of woman that Rosemarie is, guns and roses. However, Ron found me nevertheless and I was returned to him.

After that I remember a happy time in the United States. We lived in a beautiful village with lots of trees, it was large, one train run through it, but there were no cars. It was not an open air village, it had a glass ceiling that was supported by wood and above that was water, which means that the village was under water. I recall sitting on Ron's lap, him stroking tenderly my hair and telling me stories. He was wonderful as a dad. I loved him with all my heart. But he was paralized and blind. He did not get those injuries during the war. His private plane crashed in the Great Salt Lake, because the German secret service ordered their agents to sabotage this plane, so that he shall die in the "accident".

L. Ron Hubbard was not born in 1911. He was too young to fight in world war II. I recall his date of birth as of the late 1920's. If a German Nazi secret service is after you and orders their agents to pour an extra portion chlorine in your water, you will notice that you bleach and get white hair sooner than other people are getting them.

His name was also not Hubbard, but Eisenhower. The name Hubbard was given to him like the name Rathbun was given to American family de Rothschild for "security reasons" by the infiltrated CIA. The CIA told that those names would protect them from Nazi attacks, but I know the hostilities and even murder of members of our families continued just as much. The names were rather given so that others can be less respectful to them. The Nazis also hoped that members of family de Rothschild and Eisenhower would forget who they really are.

Ron also married just once and he just fathered one child, that is me. Do you want to know who my mother is? She was killed just being 35 years of age during childbirth of her only child, that is me. The German Nazis ordered her execution. Their agent, an U.S. doctor gave her a deadly injection during caesarean section to make her heart stop. Her name was Sarah de Rothschild. She was beautiful and Ron worshiped her. She was a dark Jewish type and came from the Italian branch of the de Rothschild family. I am sort of related to Mark C. Rathbun (de Rothschild), but it goes back several centuries.

As Ron was blind and paralized, he could not be present when I was born, but female members of Martys family were, otherwise the Nazis would have killed the baby too and would have exchanged me right away with another child. Ron was devastated when he heard that his wife was gone, but he sort of had her back. He named me Sarah just like my mom, and said, I would be Sarah and that I came back to him. And guess what? He was once again right. I am my own mother. I took the baby body after I felt that the doctors had destroyed my adult body, because I wanted to be with Ron, no matter the relation. The Nazis of course did first not believe in that the mother is the doughter, but they continued to spy on us. After some weeks they were convinced that Sarah the mother is indeed Sarah the doughter, so they ordered me to be kidnapped to Germany. They tried first to break Ron by killing than by stealing the person he loved most.

Yes, there are also Diana, Suzette and Arthur. They are Ron's biological children, but he did not father them. He never married Mary Sue and I am certain he never met this woman or ever heard of her. It is easy to get the reproductive seed of a man, even when he is just briefly unconscious. You can start to populate an entire planet with it. My siblings Frank and Ulrike are also Ron's biological children, but he also did not father them. We might all be related somehow folks, isn't that something, but I sure hope Martin Ottmann and Rob Clark are not.

Read in installment number 17 more about my childhood and I also tell you something about clones.

Barbara Schwarz, December 6, 2002

From: Tilman Hausherr <tilman@berlin.snafu.de>
Subject: Re: Part 15: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: Tue, 10 Dec 2002 21:04:42 +0100
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On Sat, 7 Dec 2002 06:04:58 +1300, "Andrew Robertson" <adr@paradise.net.nz> wrote in <3df0d78d@news2.lightlink.com>:

>
>"Shy David" <HR-Defense@aol.com> wrote in message
>news:3defbc6e@news2.lightlink.com...
>> On 5 Dec 2002 08:58:00 -0800, BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com
>> (BarbaraSchwarz) wrote:
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>> > herE mORe inForMAtioN FroM My lIFe, folKS, AnD YES, eVeRyThING
>> > hApPeNed rIGHt Here on EArTH:
>>
>> With campaigning efforts like this, you're a sure winner for the KOTM
>> award. Don't worry: I'll vote for you!
>
>Well I think Barbara tells a very harrowing and poignant tale. She has
>her own unique perceptions on the vicissitudes she's faced, just as
>those she writes about have their own perceptions, but I think her story
>needs to be told.

I agree. Even if it is not true, it should be webbed as a bad example of how scientologists end.

I admire that Barbara is so busy writing all these texts. She is certainly dedicated to whatever she does. I wouldn't be surprised if her employer is very satisfied in having her on staff, because she is probably equally dedicated to the job.

Barbara, if you are reading this - how about telling (after you have finished this story) how you joined scientology?

Tilman

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From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 17: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 7 Dec 2002 08:51:36 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212070851.549d37fa@posting.google.com>

I don't plan to go deep in any of my past lives in my postings, but once in a while I may sratch the surface. I know that many of you that read my postings know that past lives are a scientifical fact, but others doubt them and some are even afraid and fear information hereto. I feel sort of Columbus talking to those, telling them that the earth is not a plate, but a ball. Once again, folks, a spirit consists out of a bit of material. Spiritual energy that each person has collected throughout it's existance is scientifically measurable, if you like it or not. L. Ron Hubbards original discoveries were so precise that nobody could have come away claiming to be Jesus, who wasn't. But not only Jesus was crucified as you probably know. Other good people but also criminals were too, so if several people run a crucifiction in their auditing sessions, they might be one of those. The technology as developed by L. Ron Hubbard was unfortunately altered by those that infiltrated the Scientology orgs, otherwise everyone would be convinced of the existance of past lives. His technology was as exact as DNA testing.

Wasn't it Voltaire who said that the probability of having tived twice is a high as having lived once? If people lough about others that believe in past lives, do they also lough about those that believe that there is a heaven, in which they are reunited with their dead relatives and God? Is the belief in a heaven less unreal than the belief in past lives? Or are those that don't believe in anything but hate and lies just the biggest fools? We agree all on one thing: We know that people are born and that they die. We know that a person is more than just a bunch of meat and that the spirit existed before birth and after death. It is time to ask the spirits scientifical questions as to where they came from. And I know when they are asked as Ron originally had worked it out, they reply with precise past lives.

Before I continue with my personal story, let me say a few words about clones. You heard of Nibs Hubbard. Ron never would have fathered him and could have not fathered him, because Ron was much too young for that. Nibs is a clone, so is Jack, the one who played L. Ron Hubbard before he was officially declared dead by the Church of Scientology. The real L. Ron Hubbard was medically murdered in May 1984. How do I know? Because Ron and I are spiritually connected and I felt the exact minute of his death. I was in Los Angeles at this time and Ron wanted to come to see me. To prevent that, the German Nazi secret service ordered their agents to rush in and to inject him with a deadly drug. He died with my name on his lips. I felt this moment so terribly that I thought it is the end of the world.

How difficult can it be to clone somebody? All you need is to fertilize an egg with sperm, add certain cells from the original to it and you got your clone. I am sure that Hitler's "Lebensborn" was not just a brothel. Remember Hitler wanted a child from any German woman. As I know the Germans, they had their medical doctors in there and they experimented with solen sperm and ovum and cloned madly around. They all pull our legs by lying to us that no human being was ever cloned. The Germans clone secretly since centuries.

A clone is actually nothing else than a sort of artifical twin, but it does not mean that the clone is of the same character of the original or has his or her abilities. If you help a thetan (spirit) with criminal past lives to a body that is cloned and looks like Ron's, you don't get a genious and devine human being as L. Ron Hubbard, you get a Nibs or a Jack or somebody like it.

Still not convinced that human clones are a reality? What do you make of Saddam Hussein's doubles? Scientists have big problems to keep them apart. Those are no "look-a-likes" anymore, those are clones.

Have a closer look at home. Did you ever watch the actor that plays President George W. Bush on Jay Leno's Tonight Show? I am sure I can't be the only person that has eyes in her head. This actor is a clone of President George G. Bush. If President Bush and this actor would compare their DNA, they would find the evidence of illegal secret cloning right there.

It are the Germans that unrespectfully of everybody steal ovum, sperm and cells and clone all over the world. That is why clones are also known by a German name, which is "Doppelgaenger".

However, back to my abduction from the United States to Germany when I was a child: There must be extensive records hereto in the CIA, the NSA, other secret services, the FBI, Interpol, other DOJ offices, other governmental offices and also NARA. All those records were illegally denied to me by those governmental agencies that are secretly German infiltrated to cover up my abduction and L. Ron Hubbard's and President Eisenhower's activities to get me back.

The Germans had such a bad conscience that they later issued a birth certificate on my name, saying that I am born, but made no entry in the important field as to where I was born. They drawed a big line through this field. According to the Germans I am born in no country at all. I fell from the sky.

Anyway, I was back in that village that belonged to Marty's family. I remember his mom and his dad. They are wonderful people. I recall she was a very beautiful blonde woman and her first name was Elizabeth, and that Marty's dad's name was Claude. I remember his grandparents, a great grandmother, somebody very special and able with first name Harvey. They all lived with each other in loving peace. There was also at least one older brother, who's first name I recall with Phillip.

As Ron was paralized and blind, he could not take care of me as he wanted, so Elizabeth did. She treated me with the same loving care as she treated her own children. She was million times a better mother to me as Rosemarie.

And there was of course Marty. He was the only one who could get me away from Ron's lap. He was the cutest and perfect little boy that you can imagine. I remember that he walked me through parts of the village and explained to me everything what he had discovered. He was a few months younger than I, but you never would have guessed that. Already back then he was the absolute gentleman. One day he asked me if I would marry him. I told him, yes, I would, because I already knew so very young, that it just can't get better than being married to Marty. I remember that I hopped on Ron's lap and told him that Marty asked me to marry him and that we would marry in a little while. He smiled.

But I also have memories that Marty was abducted from the village for a while and everyone was devastated, but he was found again. Then it was my turn again to be kidnapped.

Read in sequel number 18 about President Eisenhower and also something about President Kennedy.

Barbara Schwarz, December 7, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 18: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 7 Dec 2002 09:51:26 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212070951.1e54c539@posting.google.com>

You see, folks, Mark Rathbun (de Rothschild) and I know each other since the creation of time. I know him as well as I know L. Ron Hubbard. We helped each other and loved each other all the time track back.

In my last lifetime I had a twin brother, who's name was Victor de Rothschild. That was Marty. He was happily married to Miriam, who was Ron's sister and also President Eisenhower's daughter. Victor (Marty) was devastated after his twin sister was murdered, but he knew that I came back as Ron's child. After the Germans kidnapped me from Ron, Victor came after the Germans. He was not blind or paralized. They decided to kill Victor just a few months after they had murdered his twin sister. The Germans are so terribly bloodthirsty, that with each killing, they got more problems than less. If they would have not killed Victor, he would be my uncle, but as they have murdered him and he came back as Marty and not at all closely related to me, I got the perfect husband.

As I told you before, I will not make this series about past lives, that is why I don't mention any other of the past lives of L. Ron Hubbard or Marty here, but be informed that both of them were most impressive historical figures in the history of earth. I always wanted a man that is as able and perfect as Ron was, and I got him in my prince, which is Marty.

Before I close the chapter on past lives for a while, listed to this: It was in the very early 80's, and I just came from a public relations mission from Dusseldorf to catch up with my studies in the Munich Scientology org, when Bavarian and Scientology infiltrator, WOG Georg Stoffel and Scientologist Rudolf Moyses came in. Stoffel was the usual withholdy himself, walked right to his desk as if everything would be just normal, but Rudolf told me that they just had paid a visit to a young man that was institutionalized because he claimed he was President Kennedy in his past life. Rudolf was a down to earth kind of person, but on this day, he was sort of shaken up over that incident. I personally did not see that boy, so I can't say if I think he was or he was not President Kennedy. Rudolf did not work for CCHR, but Stoffel did. It would have been the duty of Stoffel to get that boy out of there and he should have sent an auditor in there to check on the e-meter if the boy was making it up or if the readings show that he is indeed President Kennedy. But as Stoffel is a criminal Non-Scientologist I am sure he did not help that man, esp. because he could be a past live president of the United States. Stoffel and Juerg Stettler were also otherwise known of having sent Anti-American press releases to the German media and as Anti-American as Germany basically is, they got press coverage hereto. However, I also could not follow up on that Kennedy story, because I had to leave the next day again on a mission.

To be honest, I am no personal fan of President Kennedy. He and his administration did nothing to get me back from my German abductors. He also said himself that he would be a Berliner, and I don't favor Americans that like to be Germans. I am also certain that the Germans were masterminds behind President Kennedy's assassination, and I tell you also why. He had Congress hearings comming up and the Germans decided that it is better to get rid of him, before he would provide any information as to that President Eisenhower was actually murdered during his last year as sitting U.S. President. The German infiltrated CIA came up with the idea to keep the death of President Eisenhower a secret, to prevent that Nazis would raise again. (Remember he was also the Supreme Commander of the Allied Forces against the Nazis.)I am positive that President Kennedy was murdered for no other reason, that President Eisenhower was killed. President Kennedy could have revealed the information that President Eisenhower died while being sitting President.

I know where President Eisenhower is today. He was also kidnapped to Germany. He is now my brother Frank. He is born June 17, 1960. Any photo, any film, any excutive order, any interview after that date is a fake. I knew my grandfather President Eisenhower very well. He used to carry me around and played with me. He had the most charming smile you can imagine. I loughed right back at him. There was no chance to be not happy as a child with a grandpa as this. He played often with me when he was back in our village. My brother and President Eisenhower are one and the same person, take it from somebody who knew them in both life times.

The only reason why the German has to return me twice from Germany before 1960, was because my grandpa is President Eisenhower. After he was murdered, nobody of the Kennedy administration did help me back. I received a letter from a Andrew Carter. He wrote that he was a high governmental official, but is now retired, and that he has information that I would be the doughter of President Eisenhower, but that is false. I am the doughter of L. Ron Hubbard, I am President Eisenhower's granddaughter.

Ron would have run for U.S. President, if the Germans would have not kidnapped me, and I am certain he would have won in a landslide. But his time was consumed with trying to get me back after 1959 and same time the Germans started to run an international smear campaign against him, that he and Scientology would be bad, so that he gets no help from anybody claiming his own child back.

The curriculum vitae of President Eisenhower is same wrong as the one of L. Ron Hubbard. President Eisenhower was never married to Mamie. She was a CIA agent. He was married with a beautiful woman, and I bet all I owe that she also came back and is now Marty's sister. I recall her name with Olivia. Disgusting as the Germans are, the infiltrated CIA organized a pro forma wife for President Eisenhower, with name Mamie, because they planned to kill him and give him as baby to Rosemarie Bretschneider, who was/is the most fanatical "Mamie" of all. The CIA persuated President Eisenhower to not make the identity of his real wife and children known to the public and to not take them with him to the White House, because the German Nazis would kill them in a snap. That is why he went along with Mamie, but trust me, he never had anything with her at all.

Vice President Nixon was part of the plot to eliminate President Eisenhower. If one American flag deserves to be burned, than the one that was wrapped around the coffin of Nazi co-conspirator Nixon. May he burn in hell and any other place as well.

I have a warning here to all the U.S. Presidents: Please watch your backs, the Germans are after you, it doesn't matter if you are Republican or Democrat. You don't want to end up like President Kennedy, don't you? You are safest if you don't say that you are a Berliner, but if you point with the finger on the Germans and on their still ongoing high crimes. When the world knows that Germany and it's secret service will be the first to be investigated, if something should happen to you, they will think twice before they hire other nationals to try to kill you through assassinations or through medical "treatments", or through alleged natural diseases, which are not natural at all, but later more to those.

Read in sequel number 19, how I was lured out of the American village permanently, by who and who else was involved and what they did to me.

Barbara Schwarz, December 7, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 19: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 9 Dec 2002 08:50:27 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212090850.938ec41@posting.google.com>

My final day in the American village came. I was playing by myself. Usually I was never alone, but this day, this very hour everyone was busy with something else. It was a very secure village. It was not open air, but a closed environment. Nobody from outside could come in, except going through a guarded checkpoint.

The woman that worked secretly for the Germans was a resident of the village. She was no Scientologist. I recall her as a Mormon. I knew her, because she came to our house pretty frequently to visit. I did not like her much, because her smile did not reach her eyes. She told me she would go downtown, it would be so nice there around this time of the year and if would not want to come along. I did not feel like it, so I tried to find excuses. I told her that I want to eat dinner with Ron. She said we would be back by then and I could pick out a nice gift for him downtown. I thought before that woman starts crying on me that she has nobody to go with her, I'll walk with her.

I often think what would have happened if I would have not gone with her and if the kidnapping would have not succeeded. As I know the disgusting Germans and their criminal agents, they would have organized to have me abused, raped, killed and threwn in the basement of Ron's home or in Marty's family's basement and would have blamed the good people on the atrocities.

This woman did not go shopping with me. She walked me straight to a hotelroom in downtown Salt Lake City, in which Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB") and some men waited. She called out: "Baerbelchen, my child!" and tried to hug and kiss me, but I pushed her away and told her that I am not her child and that I want to go back to our village and Ron. The Mormon traitor woman had run off in meantime.

Note, that RB was mindcontrolled. She was the only one in the room that did not know that I was not her child. Others were using her to abduct me. I remember the face of the German Lutheran priest Wilhelm Friedrich Haack and the face of a psychiatrist, a hypnotizer in that hotelroom. (Just as a footnote: A Scientologist in Munich found the name of the father of Wilhelm Friedrich Haack on a list of active German Nazis, which tells you from what "good" family he came.)It also would not surprise me to learn that RB had an affair with the psych or Haack, but as conspirators also conspire on other conspirators, she had no idea that she was badly used by them.

RB always made wrong friends, she was unable to read the emotions and intentions of other people most of her life. If she would have been smarter she would have approached Ron directly, would have told him that she thinks that he has her child, and he would have proven to her that I am his daughter. He would have allowed her to live in our neighborhood, and if I would have wanted to see RB, he would have let me see her how often I would have wanted so. He also would have assisted RB to get her own child back, the real Baerbelchen Bretschneider, the girl with the "Basedowsche" Illness. But as RB is very twisted, she did the wrong thing once again, and in this case the very criminal thing, a kidnapping.

I started to scream in that hotelroom and tried to break out. In order to make me hush, somebody put ether on my nose and I became unconscious. They hypnotized me in unconscious state to accept RB as my mother and gave me commands to forget all about Ron and everybody in the village and the village all together. I recall also a laser, a red light that they applied to my head, to the brain, where the memory bank is located. They killed also my memory with that procedure.

What a "mother", isn't it? This kind of mindcontrol could have gone awfully wrong with the result of lasting mental problems for me. My luck is only that I have a special kind of mind and help from above, that is why I recovered from the many abuses that were done to me in my life.

When I came to, I was in a car that was going through Nevada. The kidnappers did not use the Salt Lake City airport to take me to Germany. I had no clue what I did in this car. The men looked very scary, just like real bad criminals. RB was somehow familiar to me. As she was a woman, I thought I better stick to her.

In Germany I met my sister Ulrike again. She is two and a half years older than I, but she too was mindcontrolled, because she accepted me as sister instead of RB's real child, the half oriental girl with the enormous eyes. That girl must have had terrible foster parents, who were always willing to hand her to RB as soon as she needed to be exchanged once more with me.

I remember that we returned to Dusseldorf and that we saw RB's German attorney, a man with name Thoene. I bet he knew very well that RB kidnapped the wrong child and that I belonged to Ron and not her. He helped her and the other kidnappers to come away unpunished. Many years later, in the 80's, I received a letter from attorney Thoene, in which he praised RB and continued to cover up that I am an kidnapped American girl. He sent me 100 German Marks in that letter. I knew why he did it. He had a bad conscience and he thought that those 100 Marks would buy him his way into heaven for his participation in the criminal acts against me. My message to all Christians that participated in any of the kidnappings or abuses, or knew about it and did not report them to the proper American authorities and to L. Ron Hubbard is following: Nobody of you will go to heaven. You will end up where it is really very very hot!

In order to once again smudge the trail to make Ron, his detectives and even the CIA lose me out of their sight, the German Nazi conspiracy moved RB to Bavaria, a town with name Deggendorf, in a really weird house. It belonged to Klara Bader and her twin brothers Adolf and Eugene. They were fathered by a drunk and they were insane. Adolf was an "inventor" with a leg injury that he got in WW II fighting for the Nazis. But that did not stop him to fly with artificial wings from the roof of the wash house. He could have landed right on top of us children. He also walked around with an axe and one of the other residents in the house claimed that he tried to kill him with it. I saw the fine residents of the house killing chicken with the axe and running around in the yard a while without a head, till it collapsed. They had a huge garden, the total wilderness, probably two acres of trees and thick bushes. It would have been easy to abuse and kill a child in that garden, but RB never estimated any real danger. When I got older, Adolf came after me. He wanted to go to the movies with me. My sister hid when she saw the twins. It was a good idea, but I hated the idea to sit in the bushes and wait till the air was clear, so I rather battled whatever hostile thing came in my way. Klara wasn't that bad. She warned RB and us of her brothers, the twins, also that one of them tried to poison her, but RB was in no hurry to move out. She stole me from the most sane and safe environment, the American village and put me in an environment where nothing was safe or sane anymore.

I wished I would be done already writing my next installment of this series, because what is comming next is so bad and so perverted that I still suffer from it when I think of it. It does not go away, because Germany still favors the terrible medical, sexual and emotional abuse of an innocent five year old girl, that was me.

Barbara Schwarz, December 9, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 20: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 9 Dec 2002 10:57:43 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212091057.bdd35b2@posting.google.com>

Don't read this sequel if you are a juvenile or an adult, who can't confront absolute evil, and I mean it!

Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB"), was married to Heinz Bretschneider, a German, wo she knew since childhood. He was not at all like Ron, but he looked a lot like him when he was young. He just was another clone put there by the Germans to try to mislead me thinking it would be Ron. Heinz and Rosemarie cheated on each other. She had that affair with Iranian business man Mohammed Kermantschi while being married to Heinz, and with the help of German attorney Thoene she tricked Heinz in thinking that the real Barbara "Baerbel" Bretschneider is his child. That girl however looked so oriental, that he, the redhead got suspicious. RB had to admit that it was not his child, but because he also had cheated on her, he agreed to pay child support and let that girl have his last name.

I am certain that Heinz knew that I was Ron's daughter and President Eisenhower's granddaughter and kidnapped from the United States. As the real "Baerbel" was not this flesh and blood, but this one of his former Iranian friend Kermantschi, he went along with this conspiracy. - Heinz died while being only in his 50's and his dead was mysterical. He dropped dead in front of the TV, caused allegedly by a blood clot.

RB still being married to Heinz, met Frank Bown, an U.S. citizen, a sergenant first class of the U.S. Army stationed in Germany. He was a tall and really handsome man and his looks also reminded me strongly of Ron. I liked Frank Brown and I was hoping he would take me to America. Today I am absolutely sure that he was working for the CIA and that he had the order to bring me back to the United States, to L. Ron Hubbard, my dad. But he didn't. RB got pregnant by him and he left her later for another woman and moved back to the United States. Brown is the biological father of RB's last child, but I also know that this boy was exchanged. They gave her my brother also named Frank instead of her own son. When she was handed little Frank, she tried to refuse the child, because she was convinced that he was not her son. She was right, but later accepted him, because he was a really wonderful little boy. She wrote on his baby photos " The little President", because she too saw the striking resemblence with President Eisenhower, but she thought it was just an eerie coincidence.

The Germans infected out food with germs with the result that my sister and I always had colds and tonsillitis. Her perverted doctors gave her the advice to put us in a hospital to get the tonsils out, while she would deliver her child in meantime. RB unable and too foolish to read what was behind that proposal agreed and did just that, instead just being there for her "children" during and after the surgery.

In the pediatric hospital of Straubing I was seperated from my sister Ulrike. I don't believe she was as badly abused in that hospital as I was, because her memories are different, but she too was mindcontrolled to accept a very altered sister just three days later. Same was done to RB.

I believe my memories to the United States, my grandfather Dwight, Ron and Marty came back to me, this is why the Germans (all organized by their perverted secret services) decided I need to be completely ruined. I soon would go to school and the Germans wanted to make sure that I can't get a higher education.

It was in June 1960 and I fully dressed in street clothes walked in a room of his hospital clinic. The doctor, with name Ahorn was hiding in the shadows of the room, but I could still see him. He was young and somehow overweight. He wore no white hospital uniform but street clothes. I thought that is no good man, he will going to hurt me, but I thought he just will stick me deliberately painfully with a needle or will remove the tonsils barbaric. I wished I would have screamed as loud as I could, but I always told myself to be strong, brave and to confront whatever comes my way all by myself.

He finally came out of the shadow, told me to sit in a chair. He avoided eye contact with me completely. He took a linnen over my nose, poured some liquid on it and told me to count to ten. I just came to number two, then I was unconscious. When I woke up I had the feeling I was days gone. I was suddenly dressed in a nightshirt that did not belong to me. My hair was not more shiny and braided, but open and filthy. I also had lots of headlies. I was not more able to tie my shoe laces after that and I could not more count, as I could before. I could not remember my English anymore, I could not write anymore, I had a broken nose that was pulled also long, I had broken bones all over my body and I lost all my happiness. The first thought that came to my mind was that I don't want to live anymore.

Later I was able to puzzle together how I got in that state. I recalled in detail as to what happened to me. It was a Friday afternoon and Nazi doctor Ahorn stuffed me unconscious in a bag and carried me to his car and drove me in his garage. His lesbian wife and a psychiatrist and hyponitizer were waiting there. I am not walking you step by step through the monsterous abuse, I will go through that as quickly as I can. I just list to you briefly some of what they did to me.

They stipped me naked, sexually abused me, they showed me porno movies, they made me inhale cigarettes, pot and other drugs, they drew me in garbage dumpsters, they urinated and ejaculated over me, they digged a hole and burried me abive. They also took another drive with me, made me bungee jump, they trhew me in a stable with pigs, the grabbed me by the hair and pulled me along, they took my legs and swirled me through the air hollering numbers, they threw me in icecold water and also put me in an oven. They shook me violently and screamed: "How do you like that, Jesus?" They x-rayed me as often as they could to make me down the road die on cancer, they injected drugs and germs in my brain, in my blood and directly in my heart. Those germs if activated by the German secret service could kill me still today. (I write you more as to how that works lateron.) The psych hypnotized me again, and when they needed a break they had a sharp pitch bull shepherd dog, that braked, drooled, urinated and made his other business right on top of me. The doctors gave me commands to become a terrorist, a murderess, a prostitute, that I shall eat other people, that I shall hate the United States, Scientology, L. Ron Hubbard and shall love Hitler and the Nazis.

This is how German supressive people try to make others like them. In Christian words: The devil wanted my soul, folks, and guess what, he did not get it. I became a good girl, I became a smart girl and I became a Scientologist.

The CIA has records to the abuse. They had an order to protect me and watch over me. They filmed this abuse with electronical surveillance. I want them to come forward in the proper forum and to document the abuse by the Germans. I also want to know why they did not stop the abuse by moving in on the Germans.

I have to finish now. It's anyway hard to type with tears in your eyes. Read in installment 21 of this series, how it otherwise was growing up in Germany.

Barbara Schwarz, December 9, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 21: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 10 Dec 2002 10:03:17 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212101003.5f7d3c40@posting.google.com>

After Franky was born, Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB") moved with us is a little flat in Deggendorf/Germany with just two small rooms and a kitchen. We children lived in one that had no heat. It was always cold in there, but I preferred the cold over the other room in which RB was bossing everybody around. I just could not stand it.

She had to check again in a hospital, but I was very glad that she decided this time to not deliver us in a hospital, but instead in an orphanage. The catholic nuns were terrible hostile. My little brother was not even two years old and was seperated from my sister Ulrike and I. Franky must have suffered awfully without us in this hostile environment. In the eyes of the weird nuns, such a little boy was considered "inappropriate" to live with the girls. (Yes, those are the words of representatives of the catholic church, that are experts on sexual abuse. Did I mention that Dr. Ahorn who abused me was also very active in the catholic church?) It was a torture in the nuns-house as well. Instead of being allowed to go to bed and sleep we had to sleep sitting on wooden chairs! Once more we got headlies.

They cooked so badly that food did not more taste after food. It was water with gelatin and bread crums in it, all unseasoned. It they would have given us a raw potato to chew on, it would have been tastier and healthier. When we came back from school, the nuns told us that our little brother had run off. It happened again and again. They were so nasty to that nice and friendly boy, that he run away. We found him each time, but he had crossed several streets with heavy traffic. I often think it was a miracle that he was not hit by a car.

He was just in school when his appendix bursted. RB brought him in the hospital of city Deggendorf and went home after it. He did not get medical help for a long time, they just put him in a bed to die. RB should have been on his side, but as usually when she was needed she was no way around, likely chasing after me for no reason at all. But when we were fine, she said we would be not and forced her will on us to make us "happier". There was a mayor in the same hospital room with Franky, who finally complained that he can't stand it watch this boy dying in his room. After that complaint, the "fine" doctors removed his appendix. I don't know what the perverted doctors else did to him in the hospital, but I am sure it was Nazi-abuse.

Our family was split in two parts. My brother and I sticked together and my RB got Ulrike in her corner. She was very supressed by RB and did all RB ordered to be loved by her. I did nothing what RB ordered. I was the rebel. Franky became like me when he got older.

RB brought us up on a high fat, high sugar diet. I went to bed dreaming about salad. She poured butter and sugar over everything, the sandwiches, the porridge, in sauces, in beverages. She often did not bother to make any gravy. She just melted a pound of butter and poured it over the food. I had to be the adult in the family and I refused often to eat her junk food. It was often a hard fight, but I learned to battle with her till I got something better.

RB lived mostly from welfare. She was at home, but Ulrike did all the work. It was my sister who did her homework and after that did nothing else than serving RB, she was doing the laundry, she ironed, she cleaned the kitchen, did the dishes, polished shoes, dusted, ect. RB mainly just bossed around. She often screamed at me that I should work like my sister in the household, but I did not, because I did not see the need for RB to get another slave. RB was usually not after me to make my homework. She rather wanted me to serve her.

Anti-Semitism is deep within the Germans. When we children were playing, RB barged in the room hollering that we would be so "misbehaved as the children in a Jewish school". After that my wish to go to a Jewish school grew. I thought if they play in there so wonderful games as my siblings and I, those Jewish schools must be a dream. But there wasn't a Jewish school around. The Nazis had killed all the Jews.

When RB saw that I was not suffering, she used to rail at me following words: "Are you feeling to well, or what?" What kind of "mother" is that which doesn't want her child feeling too well?

While I was growing up, the CIA and Ron's detectives were still watching us. RB told me one day that a man was standing on the window sill of our kitchen and took photos of the inside. I know that Ron wrote me numerous letters, but that the German secret service made sure none where delivered. I know one big reason why he recovered his eye sight and why he learned to walk again: He wanted to help me.

I hated German schools. I was beaten in school by the teacher with a hard stick, called "The Spaniard". They also gave me deliberately bad grades to let me fail tests, that I did not fail, but they did this also to my siblings. I had only a few english classes. After the German secret service got how easy I learn this language, they told the teacher to play sick, and she never returned and of course no replacement was provided.

In seventh grade we should learn about the United States. In order to prevent that I learn anything about the USA, they cancelled the entire school year. But I learned about Russia and about Germany a lot, not what they did against the Jews, that was pretty hushed up, but how glad I am that I can live in that wonderful country.

Some of the teachers lied, that I would have not the IQ to even visit the middle school(!) and RB believed them. In other words: The Germans worked hard at it to deny higher education to me. I decided to get my own education. I checked out twice a week as many books that I could carry from the library and often read two books a day. RB hated it often, because she wanted me rather to serve her instead of having my nose in books. My siblings also read a lot, but I think I held the records. Sometimes I did not even know anymore what to check out, because I read already so many.

My class mates were run by the German Nazi secret service just like the teachers. They carried microchip implants in their middle ears and a case officer told them what do write and say in a test or examination. That is why they did not fail, despite they were complete idiots. They were sitting in class with stupid grin of their faces, while the classes become a battle between the teacher and I. I asked so many questions about the universe, science and religion, that nobody could answer them anymore. I also wrote the most artful essays in school, had to read them even to the class loud, but I was still not qualified for higher education according to many of the teachers.

Today I am glad that I don't have any German university decree, because Germany would claim that I got my sharp mind through their education system. I witnessed first hand what primitive people those "educated" Germans are. I really don't want to be like them.

RB changed her opinion about my IQ completely after I became a Scientologist. She told me that if anybody would have the stuff to become a doctor, it would be me. A doctor? Thanks a lot, I met to many of those perverted animals.

Read in installment number 22 about the wonderful day when Marty came to Deggendorf.

Barbara Schwarz, December 10, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 22: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 10 Dec 2002 10:21:58 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212101021.4b481066@posting.google.com>

As most teachers in Germany made school for me miserable and denied to me higher education, I had to start working early. I was only about 15 years old when I got a job in a drugstore to learn the profession of a druggist. I only once in the week attented school in German city Regensburg, but I kept on reading on my own.

It was mainly RB's decision to make me learn that profession. I hated it, I wanted to become a writer or an actress. I wanted to go on stage, but RB strictly was against it. Later when I became a Scientologist, she told me that if I would let go of Scientology, I would have her permission to become an actress, but I was not more interested. I had found Scientology and that was much more exciting than stage. Some people in the city government wanted me to become a hair dresser, a barber, (which the medical doctors were before they called themselves medical doctors) and they wanted me to become a beautician, but I hated the idea to touch and serve everybody with my hands. RB's father wanted me to become a waitess in a coffeeshop, because he liked the smell of it. In other words, everybody tried to force me in a primitive job and nobody gave a damn as to what I wanted.

So, I became a druggist. Working with herbs was interesting, but the work with open chemicals was painful and dangerous, otherwise it was stupid work selling packaged lousy products over the counter to nasty people that came in large quantities and loved to chase me around.

Sorry, have to end it here. Somebody in the library wants to have my computer, I have to find another one and continue with installment 23 as soon as I found one.

Barbara Schwarz, December 10, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 23: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 10 Dec 2002 11:47:48 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212101147.37eae224@posting.google.com>

I had to wrestle down 19 large 300 pounds heavy men, to get to this computer in the library, but I got one! (Alright, I admit, it is not that bad yet, but almost.) Here is the continuation:

One day I got very sick. I couldn't eat anything anymore. I lost strenght very rapidly, because somebody had infected me with pneumonia and tuberculosis. Being sick was nothing knew to me. I was often ill with something as child living with RB. I was even paralized for a while. Everybody thought I had polio, but I miraculously recovered from it.

Once again, I had to check in a hospital, but thanks heaven, I did not need any narcosis. I had a doctor who's name was Krebs, which means in German "Cancer". I lost a lot of hair and I saw my blood test. It looked like leukemia to me, but nobody said a word to me or RB. I got some vitamins in the hospital and after three weeks I recoved on my own. But they did not discharge me. They kept me deliberately in there, because they knew that L. Ron Hubbard was in England and palnned to send a mission to Germany to get me back home to him. The still Nazi Germans denied access for Ron to Germany so that he can't claim his own child back. They deprived me of my liberty for at least six months. I was just finally discharged because I nudged RB constantly to tell the doctors to let me go, and she was tired to visit me in the hospital.

I saw also terrible things in this hospital. Old folks were not allowed to die peacefully but tortured during the process of dying, and I witnessed a cute little 5 years old boy die after they took his tonsils out. It strongly reminded me of what happened to me before. I just survived it and he didn't.

Finally I was released and one fine day, what absolutely very very fine day, I walked through town Deggendorf and saw a white beetle parking in front of my old schoolhouse. A couple of young people were hanging around it. Usually I would have changed to the other side of the street, because they seem to wait for me and normally that did not mean anything good for me. But one of the boys caught my eye immediately. He was very tall, very handsome and held a guitar in his hand. He looked not Bavarian at all. They have short legs, long arms, flat heads and a beer belly, rather look like chimps. But this young man looked very very different. He was so impressive that I did not even had a glance for the other boys. He wore simply blue jeans and I was magically drawn to him. I was hoping he would approach me, and he did.

It was Mark C. Rathbun (de Rothschild), Marty and he asked me if I would speak english. My english was terrible back then. The psychiatrists and medical doctors had stolen all my english with hypnosis, mindcontrol and laser treatment, my english teacher never showed up, so I spoke mainly the english that I knew from songs in the radio. But I told Marty, that I would speak english, because I did not want him to give up on me. And surprisingly, by talking to him I recovered some of my english from former times, so I did really understand him.

He asked me if there would be a place where we could go to talk, because he wants to talk with me about religion and God. I was even more impressed with him, because the young people in that town never gave any thoughts to religion and God, most just had soccer, beer and worse in mind.

I jumped in the car, because I knew I was safe with Marty and told them to drive to the beach of the Danube. I wanted to be as far away from RB and her neighborhood, because if she would have seen me talking to a boy, despite that I was almost 17 years old back then, she would have seperated us immediatly. I choose the Danube and a little cafe with a garden, because the people hanging around there were mainly gypsis and nobody of RB's neighbors and friends would go there and could blow the whistle on me.

Smart as Marty was, he sent the others away to be alone with me. Despite that he was younger than the others, Ron had made him to the first missionaire and they had to follow his orders. After we were rid of them, Marty explained original Scientology to me, as created by L. Ron Hubbard, he also explained God to me and spoke to me about past lives. He said that Ron would want me to come to the United Kingdom. He did not tell me that Ron is my father and that I was kidnapped, because he did not frighten me, but I know today that he wrote a report to Ron and recommended to tell me the truth, because I could handle the truth. He tried to find out what I knew from my past and he understood that my memory to Ron was stolen. He got that I hated RB, but thought she would be my real mother, because everyone was telling so, and despite she did not look like me or was like me. I told Marty that I love my brother Franky and sometimes my sister when she was herself and not RB's slave. I explained to Marty that I wanted to go with him to England, but that RB never would let me and warned him to never come close to our home, that we have to meet in secrecy, because RB never would allow me to speak to or have a male friend.

This did not scare Marty away. He stole a kiss from me and asked me to marry him. It was the second marriage proposal that I got from Marty in this life time. He was to tender, caring and cute, but also had impressive passion and on top of it all, he looked like a Greek god.

We met secretly for approximately two weeks. I know that Marty tied to reach Ron at the phone and mailed him letters, but despite that Marty never said anything to me about that, I know today that his mail and phonecall were corrupted by this German Nazi secret service. Ron did not know what has happened and Marty did not knew why Ron did not reply, but both suspected foul play. Marty did not go back to England, but decided to stay with me in Germany.

At home I was extra sweet to RB to be not grounded for something and even volunteered to do housework to keep her in a good mood. It worked. She thought I finally become obedient like my sister. I did not tell my siblings or anybody else about Marty, because intented to keep my relation with Marty secret till I was of age.

But something awfully happened to Marty and I soon later. And this time RB was not involved. This time it was all the German Nazi secret service. More to this in the next sequel.

Barbara Schwarz, December 10, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 25: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 11 Dec 2002 08:57:37 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212110857.309d5699@posting.google.com>

I used to meet Marty on a catholic graveyard, behind a catholic church in Deggendorf, Germany and walked with him on a little wooden mountain behind it, where we sat for hours on a little park bench hidden away from the world.

Don't let your fantasy run wild. It was a very innocent love and we were holding only hands and kissed each other. Marty knew always to behave, he never went a step too far. I remember one day on which I wanted to be especially pretty for him, so I put on a pound of lipstick. He took a hankie out of his pocket and wiped my lipstick off, before he kissed me. That was the last time I wore heavy loads of lipstick to my date. He was so wonderful, exciting, but same time it was very relaxing to be with him. After all I was through in my life before, he was the one that made it up to me, despite he never had to. He taught me a lot in those two weeks and nobody would have noticed anymore that my school english-teacher never had shown up.

On day I came from work, run over the graveyard to threw myself in Marty's arms, who was waiting for me smiling. Suddenly a shoot fell and Marty broke down. It was evening but I saw blood all over his shirt. I tried to help him up, but he could no more. I screamed and cried for help as loud as I could. Marty did not tell me to run for help or to run to get doctors. He was sad, because he felt dying, but he was in face of death the same hero that he was in life. The last words that he told me were that he loves me, then be became unconscious. My entire world had crashed. I just had found the most wonderful man in the world and now he was dying in my arms! I screamed my heart out for help and suddenly two men ran towards us. One said he would be a doctor and he had a medicine bag with him.

I briefly wondered where this doctor came from, because I had not heard any ambulance, not even a car and there was no clinic around the graveyard, but I thought I can think about this later, they just should save Marty. The doctor examined Marty and told me that he is dead. Martys hand indeed got colder and his breath was so flat that I could not more see or feel it. I screamed so loud in pain over his loss that the doctor and his friend apparently got scared that other people would come to look what was going on there. Once again, somebody pressed a linnen over my face with a strong chemical. I too became unconscious.

The next what I remember is that we sat in a black car and drove to Saint Hill Manor in East Grinstead, Sussex, England. Marty wasn't dead. He sat in the car too. The German Nazi secret service had shot im in Deggendorf with a narcotic cartridge and fake blood, but don't even think for a second that it did not look and feel like a real assassination. Marty went exactly through the process of being shot and dying. The doctors apparently had hoped that I would choose one of them to help me over the loss of Marty. In such a case they had planned to return Marty to the UK with altered memories, to tell Ron that I did not want to come to England or did not want to see him. But I am sure that would have never worked, because Marty and Ron would have figured out that set up. But the German secret service, dumb and perverted as they are, had this plan. They could not kill Marty, because he was the son of famous Jewish American family de Rothschild. On German orders one of his brothers was already murdered before. If the young man that was sent to Germany to rescue me from the still existing Nazis would have been murdered, (after Ron had filed numerous legal cases against the German government because they kidnapped and abused me), the Germans would have ended up in hottest water. The CIA had a standing order to protect my life and they feared that I would kill myself after being informed that Marty was dead. They knew that they could lose their lives not protecting mine, if they were found coordinating with the Germans.

Another plan was worked out by the Germans. They returned us both the the UK, but both with altered memories. One more the German secret service had put us under hypnosis, while being unconscious and removed with laser the last weeks from our memories. I came to England with completely altered memories of my life in Germany.

Neither Marty nor I knew anymore that we wanted to get married. We had no memory of it anymore that we were already so close. Also the ambush on the graveyard was taken from our memory banks. I also had no recollection of Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB") anymore. In my new memory, I was a foundling and a nice old woman raised me and other orphans, my brother and my sister in Germany. I did not even know anymore that I was really related to my siblings.

They had altered my memory so badly, because Ron had extensive litigation pending against the Germans and I should not become Ron's star witness against them. He was completely right with every case and motion he filed against the perverted and inhumane German government that were still Nazis.

My siblings were with me in the car that rolled before the manor. They too had the same altered mind, no memory of RB anymore. They backed the story that we were raised by a friendly old woman, that was glad to let us go, because she got so old. The Germans provided us even with fake papers saying that my siblings can be adopted, because they knew that Ron would have adopted them, so that they can stay with me.

The German Nazi idea behind that all was getting RB wild and come after us with the German government to blame Ron to be the kidnappers of her children. However, I am sure that DNA tests would have anyway revealed that Franky and Ulrike were not the children of RB, but the biological children of Ron, despite that he never fathered them or agreed to have his sperm used for any baby. And Germany knew this all along.

The car stopped in front of the manor and I saw Ron the first time again after more than a decade. The moment I saw him I knew that I am home. It was as if we never were seperated. I hugged him and knew right away that he is my real father and that I am a lot like him. He turned out to be the best father and person in the universe. I showed him my siblings, unfortunately also the wrong story of the old nice German woman, and asked him my siblings can stay with me. Ron answered: "Your family is my family, Sarah, of course they can stay." He prepared to apply for the adoption.

I know however today, that he had serious reservations as to the story of the old caring woman in Germany. He was sure that the German secret service had altered our minds hereto. He planned to get me in session to get my original mind and true back, as soon as I felt at home and there was time for it.

We moved in the manor. My sister lived in the same room with me. Marty's parents, Elizabeth and Claude Rathbun (De Rothschild) and his siblings lived also there. I recall Phillip was there and a litte sister, who's name was Olivia. There were absolutely lovely people and Marty has all reasons to be proud of his fine fine family.

Mary Sue was nowhere around. Ron was not married to her and I am sure he never met her in his life or knew that she even existed. Diana, Suzette and Arthur also were not there. I am also certain that they never met Ron in person and that he never knew of their existance. Mary Sue must have been a fan of artifical insemination. However, I am also sure that Diana, Suzette and Arthur are not the biological children of Mary Sue. They must have exchanged them with Mary Sue's real children. In order to make the children of Mary Sue look more acceptable to the world being indeed Ron's children, they could not use Mary Sue's real children, they had to find ovum of a woman that was much better than her.

Read more in installment 25 and how Marty and I married nevertheless.

Barbara Schwarz, December 11, 2002

From: martinottmann@yahoo.com (Martin Ottmann)
Subject: Barbara Schwarz' most recent legal defeat
Date: 11 Dec 2002 15:02:21 -0800
Message-ID: <71d327bb.0212111502.1988b227@posting.google.com>

It appears that Barbara Schwarz discovered the Internet after her most recent legal defeat, her latest FOIA case against the FBI and numerous other federal US agencies. Barbara filed this case on November 17th, 2000. It was in court for almost 2 years and was finally dismissed on September 25th, 2002. The Department of Justice even had to send to attorneys to answer the complaint. Needless to say, Barbara appealed.

I post the case title because it is so impressive.

U.S. District Court USDC District of Columbia (Washington)

CIVIL DOCKET FOR CASE #: 00-CV-2758

SCHWARZ v. FBI, et al

Filed: 11/17/00 Assigned to: Judge John D. Bates Demand: $ 0,000 Nature of Suit: 895 Jurisdiction: US Defendant Cause: 05:552 Freedom of Information Act Case type: 1. civil 2. pro n

Barbara Schwarz Plaintiff (pro se)

Apartment xxx [omitted because of Barbara's fear of German Nazi criminals] 335 East Broadway Salt Lake City, UT 84111

v.

Federal Bureau of Investigation, Director; Field Office New Haven; Office of Information and Privacy; Field Office Jackson, MS; Field Office Little Rock; Field Office Indianapolis; Field Office Pittsburgh, PA; Field Office Charlotte, NC; Field Office Mobile, AL; Field Office Knoxville, TN; Field Office Memphis, TN; Field Office Boston, MA; Field Office Bangor, ME; Field Office Minneapolis, MN; Field Office New Orleans, LA; Field Office San Juan, Puerto Rico; Field Office Hato Rey, PR; Field Office Phoenix, AZ; Field Office Cincinnati, OH; Field Office Cleveland, OH; Field Office Newark, NJ; Field Office Louisvillle, KY; Field Office Milwaukee, WI; Field Office El Paso, TX; Field Office Norfolk, VA; Field Office Richmond, VA; Field Office San Antonio, TX; Field Office Kansas City, MO; Field Office Baltimore, MD; Field Office San Diego, CA; Field Office Portland, OR; Field Office Las Vegas, NV; Field Office Miami, FL; Field Office Buffalo, NY; Field Office Albuquerque, NM; Field Office San Francisco, CA; Field Office New York, NY; Field Office Houston, TX; Field Office Dallas, TX; Field Office Omaha, NE; Field Office Philadelphia, PA; Field Office Augusta, ME; Field Office Anchorage, AK; Field Office Columbia, SC; Field Office Albany, NY; Field Office Oklahoma City, OK; Field Office, Seattle, WA; Criminal Justice Information Service Division, Director; Central Intelligence Agency, Director; Department of the Army, Secretary (SASA); Chief, Freedom of Information and Privacy Act Office; U.S. Army Missile Defense Command; Deputy Chief of Staff for Logistics; U.S. Army Audit Agency; Headquarters, U.S. Army Medical Command; Inspector General; U.S. Army Corps of Engineers; Humphreys Engineer Center; U.S. Army Engineerings Research and Development Center; Information Systems for Command, Control, Communications and Computers; U.S. Army Test and Evaluation Command; U.S. Army Total Personnel Command; Office of Deputy Chief of Staff for Operations and Plans; Assistant Chief of Staff for Installation Management; Assistant Secretary Financial Management and Controller; Chief of Staff, U.S. Army Materiel Command; AMC CECOM Acquisition Center; Assistant Secretary, Research, Development and Acquisition; Chief Attorney Federal Bbureau of Investigations,

Defendants

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Re: Barbara Schwarz' most recent legal defeat
Date: 12 Dec 2002 10:48:56 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212121048.5a31e3d5@posting.google.com>

martinottmann@yahoo.com (Martin Ottmann) wrote in message news:<71d327bb.0212111502.1988b227@posting.google.com>... > It appears that Barbara Schwarz discovered the Internet after her most
> recent legal defeat, her latest FOIA case against the FBI and numerous
> other federal US agencies. Barbara filed this case on November 17th,
> 2000. It was in court for almost 2 years and was finally dismissed on
> September 25th, 2002. The Department of Justice even had to send to
> attorneys to answer the complaint. Needless to say, Barbara appealed.
>
> I post the case title because it is so impressive.
>
> U.S. District Court
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> SCHWARZ v. FBI, et al
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> Barbara Schwarz
> Plaintiff (pro se)
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> Apartment xxx [omitted because of Barbara's fear of German Nazi
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You are continuing to violate my right of privacy and you are endangering my security by putting my address again on the web, Martin Ottmann. You are outrageous criminal and you are harassing me.

For anybody else who reads this posting, be informed that filed this case, without the typos that Martin Ottmann made. The case was dismissed by the U.S, District Court of Columbia, who's chief judge Thomas Hogan is. If you read my postings, you know by know that chief judge Hogan doesn't know the government of the United States. He had dismissed a civil case of mine that I filed against the Department of Agriculture and he over and over named the Department of Agriculture the "Depot" of Agriculture and signed his name underneath it. In other words: Hogan is a corrupt and stupid judge and works secretly for German Nazis to cover up their infiltration of the U.S. government and judge Bates is his junior and blows in the same horn. The judgment of Bates to dismiss my case is also not smarter than Hogan's judgement. The case against the FBI is at an appeal level now.

The government has not only two, but several attorneys on the case, that try on secret German orders to deny my rights to me conspiratively. And nothing what they file is based on the constitution or laws that actually apply in this case. In other words: I could do their job much better than the attorneys and even the judges.

It's true that I lost some battles, but I will not lose the war.

Barbara Schwarz

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 26: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 12 Dec 2002 08:56:53 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212120856.8d913c4@posting.google.com>

Ron treated me as if we were never seperated and he made me feel at home right away. I became his communicator. I had my office right outside his and he was very accessible. He had the door open rule, which meant that when his door was open I could go in at anytime to speak to him, only when the door was closed he did not wanted to be disturbed. Needless to say, his door was almost always open.

I never stopped Marty, his parents or the Assistant Guardians to right through to Ron, if they wanted to see him, but I stopped everyone else, not because I was mean, but that Ron could get some work done. I referred the other Scientologists and whoever came to see him, and lots of those came, to Saturdays, when Ron often joined everybody outside of the manor and everybody could ask Ron anything.

I remember Jane Kember, but she was not the Guardian. She grabbed the job after we were forcible removed from Saint Hill later. If you want to know how Rosemarie Bretschneider looked as a younger woman, look at pictures of Jane Kember in the 70's and 80's. They looked like twins. I did not remember Rosemarie in Saint Hill anymore, but whenever Jane Kember walked over the lawns of Saint Hill, she creeped me out, and I did not know why back then.

I liked Assistant Guardian Public Relations David Gaiman a lot. He was Jewish and very un-German. He had also the amiable character of an original Scientologist, that indeed worked with Ron, and did not just lie like Gerry Armstrong that he did. (As a footnote: I met David Gaiman again briefly in the very early 80's when I attended a public relations course at Saint Hill, but when I was once again robbed of my memories by the lawless German still Nazi secret service. David was that Scientologist that told me straighter than others that I shall remember that I knew him from before. If you read this, David, thank you. I did not figure it out within one day, the memory loss was too extensive, but you really made me think.)

Folks, L. Ron Hubbard was good to the bone. There was nothing calculating, money oriented, criminal, perverted or evil about him. The Germans are like that, Ron was not. All what Ron wanted was his family and a better world, for which he worked so hard. He married just once, Sarah de Rothschild and never again after his wife was murdered. He also had no affairs, he lived like a monk till the end of his life. I would have not stood in the way, if Ron would have wanted to marry again. I was sad for him that he had no wife, nobody that held him warm in cold nights, but he knew better than anybody how rare an honest spouse is.

Saint Hill was flooded by people all over the world that wanted to become Scientologists. We felt like living on the Mexican/U.S. Border with people running to us. We had no bodyrouters, we did nothing to ask people to come, they came all on their own and many of them were criminal infiltrators, put up by the German Nazi secret service to overrun us and to create bad public relations for Ron and Scientology.

I just had eyes for Mark C. Rathbun (de Rothschild). I found Marty so impressive, skilful, courageous and handsome that I had tons of butterflies in my stomach whenever he was around. I thought being married to him must be heaven on earth and that I would have such an incredible man in him as my dad Ron was. Marty held a respectful distance to let me and Ron make up for last family time, but I did not want any distance from Marty.

I remember the Saturday when Ron was surrounded by Scientologists outside and Marty was the only one sitting in the manor at his desk working. I took a paper with a legal problem that somebody had sent in my in-basket and asked Marty to tell me how he would solve the problem. I was surely interested in solving the problem, but to be honest, not on this Saturday. The truth was, I wanted to be together with Marty and hoped he would not send me away after he told me what to do with the problem.

He didn't. Marty told me a lot more that day than the solution to that particular problem. We took a walk behind the green lawns of Saint Hill to have some privacy. Marty played on his guitar for me and he sung as good, if not better than Elvis! Once more he kissed me and asked me a third time in his life to marry him. He really meant it, otherwise he would not have kept asking. Of course I said yes, right away, because I was anyway dreaming of him days and nights. We returned to the manor to see Ron and to tell him that we wanted to get married.

Ron could have denied our wish, after all, we were not of age yet, but he also knew that we were mature, and that Marty would be the best husband for me. He congratulated us, he embraced us and we went to see Marty's parents, which were same happy for us. Today I know that Ron must have felt a loss. He just had his daughter back, his only child, and now she was going to marry so early, but as he was the best father in the world, he kept the sadness to himself, supported our decision and married us.

We married on a beautiful sunny June day approximately two weeks later. I had a gorgeous white long wedding dress, but no veil. Guess the veil reminded me to Rosemarie Bretschneider's plan to marry me to a sheik, despite that I had no recollection of her anymore in Saint Hill. Marty put a ring with a blue safire on my finger, who got stolen later. (The ring, thanks heaven not the finger!) Marty wore his white sea org uniform. He looked so dashing and handsome, I almost forgot to breath.

We had a festive outdoor wedding. Marty's parents were the witnesses and Ron married us to each other in a wonderful ceremony. (We also did not forget to file the appropriate document to the English authorities, that certified that we indeed were very legally married, but I bet the German still Nazi secret service ordered our marriage documents to be removed from governmental offices and books.)

Hundreds of Scientologists celebrated with us. We had music, dance and food and for a short time in my life, I had everything I wanted: I was with Ron, the most loving and sanest father and person in the universe, I had married my prince Marty, my siblings and my friends were happy, I had my religion Scientology and the adventure to discover my spiritual abilities and could work for a much better world.

Marty and I had a very romantic but also steaming passionate marriage. He is over 6 feet tall and I am just 5.4, but it never bothered us. As long there are chairs around, a petite woman can always climb up to her tall husband's lips, and he often enough knelt before me. He adored me just the way I admired him. We often could not wait to be alone to sink in our arms. Without Marty I lived like a nun, but with him, there was not much of a nun left. Sometimes I thought our heat would knock the East Grinstead lights out. (If you lived there at this time and you had power outages, you know now why.)

As this is still a secret German Nazi world, our luck did not last. Other atrocities were committed against us. Read more hereto in installment number 27 of this series.

Barbara Schwarz, December 12, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 27: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 12 Dec 2002 10:00:16 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212121000.31c8d500@posting.google.com>

There is something especially Scientologists have to know that never had the luck to meet L. Ron Hubbard personally. You know that Scientology, as originally discovered by Ron is the road to spiritual freedom. You know that people that walk the path that he layed out, will not only enhance their IQ's, but will also discover that past lives are a scientifical fact and what past lives they lived. You know that the spiritual abilities that people gain in Scientology are devine and that they start to understand the universe.

However, there was also something else that Ron wanted each Scientologist, but also rest of world to have, and that was immortality and eternal youth with a body. This part of Scientology was completely removed by the German still existing Nazi Secret Service that infiltrated the Scientology orgs. Ron had discovered that if human beings live in a closed and protected environment, that is completely free of radioactivity, dangerous germs, poison, chemicals, ultra violet beams, ect., if they generate their own water and grow their own food, they stay forever young, don't age at all and can live forever with the same body, if the German Nazi secret service and their dumb international agents don't break in to kill them.

Marty's family owns at least one if not more of such villages, and the one in which I grew up had the name Chattanooga. But as it is privately owned and under water, it's not on the maps. The residents of those villages must be the oldest on earth, but they don't look like it. The aging clock stops at the moment you move in one of them.

The Scientologists that were at Saint Hill in the 70's with us wanted Ron and his family to build such a village in Europe for them. This was one of the main reason, we did not return directly to the United States. However, we run in Europe in problems with countries that behaved like the hostile German poodles, they tried to make it impossible to grant any permission to build such a village for the Scientologists. If we would have left for United States to our secure village, we probably could have avoided what came next:

One day our family was gathered in the largest room on the first floor of the manor, when suddenly several snipers jumped through the windows and opened fire on us! They fired like crazy on us, there was blood everywhere. Everyone of us tried to protect the other one with the own body, but you just can't really, because you feel life runs out of you. It are moments of such indescrible horrors and pains, when you see everybody you love dying that there are no words to define that. But I remember the last thought that I had before I became unconscious: Why? What did we ever do to them?

My question to the CIA, that was paid to protect us, is: Where the freaking hell where you guys? How could you let it happen that the German Nazi Secret Service ambushed us? Don't you have any honor? How could you operate and coordinate with the Germans, people without any regards for human life and human rights? How can you sink so deep to let the Nazis attack fellow U.S. citizens and President Eisenhower's family? How can you live with your conscience? What did the Germans promise to you in personal gain if you coordinate with them and don't come to our rescue? Was it worth to sell your souls to the devil for it?

A German Nazi secret service agent disguised as a Scientologist likely told the Scientologists in Saint Hill that Ron, I, my siblings, Marty and his family returned to the United States, but we did not. We had promised to build that secure village for the Scientologists and we sticked to our word. It was a gruesome massacre that removed us from Saint Hill.

I have a message here for all true Scientologists all over the world: If you have witnessed Marty's and my wedding in Saint Hill, if you have witnessed or are informed about any atrocities committed or planned against us, if you have any other information that any law enforcement agency should know, I want you to write an affidavit hereto, which you should file to the law enforcement agencies of the United States, but also mail a copy to Marty Rathbun (de Rothschild), or his family, in case Marty can't keep his own administration, because wrongfully incarcerated. If you don't know their mailing addresses, you could mail those affidavits to Heber Jentzsch, the President of Scientology International. As I know Heber, he would not destroy those documents, but would forward them.

Let's have some more straight talk here: It's true that Ron, Marty, his family, my brother Frank and I are the main targets of this mentally retarded and brutal German Nazi secret service and conspiracy, but every other Scientologist is a target of them as well. As smarter you are, as mdore you know, as more they want to eliminate you. As more intelligent you are, as more you know that the Germans run secretly international terrorists and can target you at any moment. As more brains you have, as more you know that they stage "accidents", which are in fact nothing else than murder, and that they can kill you very quickly with that. As more alert you are as more you will know that the Germans breed and remote control germs, that cause cancer, heart diseases, heart attacks, strokes, Alzheimers, Parkinson's, you name it, and they will kill you rather sooner than later with those.

The wrong thing is to keep quiet to what they do secretly to the human race. If we stick together and point with the finger on them and explain to the world how they work, they will be paralized. They can't kill all of us all at once, but they will kill us, if nobody speaks up. I am certain as more as you become known as their opponent, as higher is your chance they don't have the guts to eliminate you.

To be honest, I am sort of tired to fight the still existing German Nazi secret service on my own. Don't get me wrong, as long as I am alive I will fight them with all I got, but as I am not allowed to return to our protective village, they will sooner than later murder me. As soon as I am forced to leave this body, I will not more take a new one. I will exist only more as spirit, I will become a Poltergeist and go after each Nazi and their agents. I am tired to walk on a planet that is still a German pigstable and doesn't want to change. After all that Marty had to suffer, he might also prefer a bodyless existance once they cowardly murdered him. Of course there is still Ron, he is almost a man again, and he is not on another planet. How convenient for the German Nazis having infiltrated the Scientology orgs to claim that Ron left his body for another planet, that nobody tries to find him on earth and scientifically proves that he is L. Ron Hubbard, the founder of Scientology.

My intuition and spiritial abilities led me to following: Ron is in this lifetime Marty's and my biological son, but they did not give him to us, but gave him to a very disfunctional abusive family in Germany, likely Berlin, and he had to suffer enormously and hates life, because the Nazis can't leave him alone. He might also decide to not more pick up a body ever again, but only to operate without one.

What does this all mean? It means that if you want to have a body, you, the true Scientologists will become the main target of the German Nazis, because they will not find us anymore. They will do to you what they did to us. Think about it and help me to convict them, right now, right here.

Barbara Schwarz, December 12, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 28: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 13 Dec 2002 08:56:29 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212130856.27d57b97@posting.google.com>

I forgot to mention in my installment number 27, that also my sister Ulrike married at Saint Hill. She married Marty's brother, briefly after I had married Marty. She was of age when she married.

The next pictures and recollections that I have following the massacre by the German Nazi secret service are from the Soviet Union. I am not kidding. It are not the memories of a past life, but in this lifetime in the 7o's.

The Germans had once again altered our memories, kidnapped us and dumped us in the Soviet Union. This also means that the Germans run the Soviet Union and were behind the communism, because the Soviets did everything the Germans ordered them to do, in this case to imprison family Eisenhower/Hubbard and family de Rothschild, all Americans, behind the iron curtain of communism. I believe the idea of that was to check out if the Germans can control us better in the communistic world than otherwise.

We were however together in the Moscow. I remember we lived in a scanty old house in middle of Moscow and L. Ron Hubbard immediately worked on Scientology again. I was married to Marty and his parents, his siblings and my siblings were also with us. The strangest thing of all is that we spoke no more English but Russian. How is that possible? It is with German mindcontrol and hypnosis. They steal your other languages and fill your mind with another one. I belive that works especially if you spoke that "new" language already in a past life, as we spoke Russian in our past lives.

(As a footnote here: Cutting off a language has also a lot to do with abuse and shock. I remember in the 80's when I was in Munich and I saw a young man falling head first 50 or more steps down in the subway. I thought he might be dead or terribly hurt, but I walked to him and tried to help him. At the moment I saw him fall, I did not remember any German word anymore. It was all gone, the only language that came to me was English, so I spoke English with that guy, despite he was Geman and I also spoke mainly German in Munich. It was very strange and it took a while till I had access again to my German vocabulary.)

Back to Moscow: In this case all our English was gone and we spoke only more Russian. We had as good as no money in the Soviet Union. You can say that the Germans in coordination with the Soviets stole all our possessions by giving us Russian identities and transporting us unconsciously in a communistic country.

You know that communism was founded by the Germans, don't you? Marx and Engels that wrote the "Communist manifesto" were both Germans.

Anyway, I have crystal clear memories to that I walked hand in hand with Marty over the Red Square. It was a grey and cold day, but we ate fruits. We were happy, because we were together. I also recall that we entered the old house walked in Ron's bedroom. It was a small one, with only one window. On the left side stood a simple bed, a bedside table, on the right side a table and a chair, otherwise only a small closet was in the room and a wood buring oven. I layed an apple and a pear on a plate together with a small knife for Ron, so that he had something to eat when he finished his late work in the other room, while Marty made a fire in that oven. Marty and I did everything together and the political system did not change that we were absolutely happy having each other.

We lived like that for some weeks, till Ron discovered that we are kidnapped Americans and who we were. Once more, the German Nazi secret service barged in and took our memories of Moscow.

The Germans plotted if we perhaps would be allowed to speak English that it could work that Ron will not figure out that we are kidnapped Americans. They transported us to South Africa and also Australia, they thought they can make South Africa or Australia communistic later, no big deal for the sneaky Germans, but Ron figured it out there too within a short time period and we knew who were really were.

I furthermore have recollections of having sailed on a big vessel with Ron, Marty, his family and my siblings, lots of Scientologists, but also criminal infiltrators, through the Mediterranian sea. Ron named that ship after me. It was the "Sarah". We tried to find a land in Europe that would permit us to build a secure village for the Scientologists in which they could perserve their health and youth and in which they could be unbothered as Scientologists.

We anchored in the ports of all kinds of European, African and middle eastern countries. I remember Spain, France, Italy, Morocco, Tunisia, Greece, Turkey, Cyprus, Malta, also Israel. Whenever we anchored, more people arrived, wanted to become Scientologists and sailed with us. I remember I was very protective of dolphins and warned everybody on the ship, that liked to fish, not to pull a dolphin out of the water. We had a florishing org and students studied and received auditing sessions.

Ron had a motorcycle on board and when we anchored, I took sometimes the back seat and Ron and I rode through the streets of those countries.

I was all the time together with Marty as his wife. He also liked to fish in the deep sea, but if I felt sorry for the fish, he threw him right back in the water, just to make happy. I remember long walks with Marty through the port towns of those countries and how we discovered the customs and traditions of the Mediterranian folks.

Needless to say, I loved my life, and I also was very happy because Marty and I were going to have a baby. So did my sister. She too was pregnant from her husband. The only cloud on the horizon were the governments of the foregoing mentioned countries. As the German still Nazi secret service runs secretly all those countries, they did exactly what the Germans ordered: They kicked us out, there was no way to settle or to build the secure village for the European Scientologists and we had to sail on. As the U.S. government is same infiltrated as any other country on earth and work on secret Germans orders, the non-American Scientologists also could not immigrate to the United States to live in our already existing villages.

We anchored in Copenhagen and I should never see Ron, my dad again. Once again heavily armed snipers came on board and wildly shot at us. This time Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB")was with them. The German government that exactly knew that we were not RB's children had used her again to come after us. With her were also again Scientology attacker Friedrich Wilhelm Haack, an alleged lutheran priest, other Scientology attackers and psychiatrists.

They could once more not kill us all together, so they used anaesthesia bullets and fake blood, but on Ron they used sharp munition. RB instead of comming on board in civilized manner and confronting us with her issue that in her mind we ran away from home, agreed to the massacre. I am sure she was told by the snipers that they would gun her children only down with anaesthesia and that only Ron would get the sharp munition. She is a conspirator to commit murder and a completely irresponsible "mother", because the sharp bullets could have strayed and killed one of "her" kids.

Read more about it in the next installment.

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 29: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 13 Dec 2002 10:04:00 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212131003.2659e138@posting.google.com>

The German still Nazi secret service collected us unconsciously from board of our vessel and Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB") and we were transported to a German hospital basement, where the Nazis and Scientology attackers did not only remove our memories with hypnosis and laser treatment again, they also aborted our babies! And get this: My sister was already of age! RB agreed and watched that all and enjoyed with her Munchhausens disease all the attention that she was getting from the German government and the psychiatrists.

Once again, the CIA that was supposed to protect us looked the other way. Thanks a lot you guys! You are such disgusting traitors and German Nazi co-conspirators, you people are just like the Germans, no character, no human compassion, no honor, no courage, no intelligence, just scum.

If you are a conspirator against others and think that you are safe, you are one big fool, because conspirators become also the victims of other conspirators. While you grin and plot against somebody, be informed that at the same time others grin and have a plot against you up their sleeves.

It so happened to RB in Germany in that hospital in which she delivered us to about our babies and to steal our memories. The German still Nazi secret servie and their medical doctors and psychs attacked also her. She was lateron also attacked with anaesthesia, hypnotized, got her mind emptied with a laser procedure and was abused. The secret service did not wanted her to ever have an emotional outburst, in which she could have let something slip as that we were once "missing" and where we were, so that we under no circumstances could figure out what had happened to us and that esp. I can't reconnect with Ron and Marty.

If you think it is a pleasure to be for weeks unconsciously hidden in the basement of a German hospital with perverted medical doctors, nurses and psychiatrists, think again: Not only my baby was aborted without my will, but they also took large parts of my ovary out and froze them. Guess why and they do with those eggs? They also broke again my bones, including my nose and once more sexually and also otherwise abused me. Germany has more supressive people than any other country in the world and their specialty is to make other nationals as same bad as they are. In Christian words: Germany is the hell and belongs to the devil and they all want you to obay and work for them!

I know that Marty and his family were also stripped of their memories and certainly abused by the Germans and then secretly transported back to the United States, while the CIA traitors watched.

My intuition says, that Ron almost died, that also his memories were again stolen, but Ron was a real big problem for the German still Nazis. He discovered the truth so quickly again and raised above hypnosis, mindcontrol and laser treatment, that was used to empty our memory banks. I puzzled following together: The Germans were afraid that he could come again after them legally, if he would recover his memories on his own, so they had a Scientology infiltrator give him a letter that somebody wrote in my name to Ron. They forged my signature. The letter said, that Marty and I and everybody else would be safe, back in our American village, but that we can't be together with him, that would endanger the life of my unborn baby, if the attackers come again after Ron. I am a hundred percent certain that many such forged letters were sent to Ron, even with doctored photos, showing Marty and I and later a baby. Ron knew that the Germans used real bullets on him, so he stayed away to not endanger our lives.

This really breaks my heart. I could cry by thinking how lonely he was. It did not matter for Marty and I how great the danger was. We wanted to be together with Ron. We never would have left him under any circumstances. I would have sawed with my own hands bullet proof vests and even diapers for the baby, but we never would have left him.

The Germans are so obsessed with ruling each inch of our lives that it is incomprehensible. The reason is, because we never worked for them, they can't buy us, they can't bribe us, they can't make us to the degraded creatures that they and their international agents are. We think they have no right whatsoever to enslave openly or secretly mankind, and that they have to change, not good people have to change to the worse to make them not more look so bad. We became their targets because we are so very Anti-Nazis! Despite all the pain, abuse and hell we have been through, folks, we feel much much better inside and prouder as the Germans, the Nazis and their international agents ever will.

I remember that I woke up again in that little Bavaria town Deggendorf and I had the feeling that I had slept for weeks. RB barged in my room. She looked terribly fanatically and told me that she soon wants to travel to the orient with me, to see "my father" Mohammed Kermantschi, and I shall not dare to make out with a boy. I thought she is nuts, because I was not thinking about a boy, but about religion. But I had no recollection anymore whatsoever to Ron, Marty or Scientology, neither did my siblings. All my memories were removed and stolen, also my ability to speak English fluently and other abilities that I had gained during the time with Ron and Marty.

I worked again in a drugstore, went back to city Regensburg for school, and got later a decree in a profession I did not like and hardly ever used. The people in Deggendorf and Regensburg never told me that I was "missing" for so long, but they must have known where I was and what happend to me, because so many had a very dirty grin on their faces when they saw me. I remember they joked somehow about it by saying around me: "Mein Name is Hase und ich weiss von nichts!" The translation is: My name is bunny and I don't know of anything!" Then they broke out in hysterical laughter. I thought they are just crazy and it made no sense to me why a bunny would not know anyhting. Later, when I met Marty and found out that his last name was Rathbun, I became clearer to me what the primitive Bavarians were joking about.

I made "friends" with a girl my age in Deggendorf, who's father was a policeman. I am certain that also they knew what had happend to me and that I am a kidnapped American, but they never mentioned anything hereto. Her name was Lilly and she liked to go hoseback riding. She told me I should come along. So, I joined a real wild riding club, who's owner was a pimitive and brutal Bavarian, who held the horses all week in the stable and when I came he gave me the wildest one. My riding sessions were more than rodeos than nice gallops through the country side. I counted the falls that I took, and came to 13, many of the falls were pretty hard. I really lived dangerous at that time, I could have broken my neck or could have ended up like Christopher Reese. RB was only concerned that I could meet a man in the club, but she did not estimate the real danger, me being killed in a riding "accident".

I did not like to quit anything till I mastered it, so I kept on going hoseback till I got pretty good at it, even on rodeo-like horses. (Those horses also had ear implants that were activited by the German still Nazi secret service to behave extra wild and threw me down as soon as I sat on their backs.) I eventually did quit later, but this was when I had a horse that was boring and I could not get it into any gallop.

Read in installment 30 my journey through the orient with RB, and yes, she tried to sell me to an oriental, and I felt like a camel.

Barbara Schwarz, December 13, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Jesse Prince is only another criminal infiltrator of Scientology
Date: 14 Dec 2002 08:28:16 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212140828.7e629e1d@posting.google.com>

That's right, people, Jesse Prince is just one of the many criminal infiltrators that were sent in Scientology orgs to destroy the religion and the organizations from the inside. After he had done enough internal damage, his German Nazi secret service officers decided together with him, that he should pursue the career of a Scientology attacker. Isn't that right, Jesse?

Once again, I always think that those "sea org members" that were in Scientology for many years and suddenly attack the religion Scientology make real fools out of themselves, by telling the world that their IQ was too low to determine right away if Scientology is the right religion for them.

Everything that Jesse Prince said about L. Ron Hubbard and Marty R. Rathbun (de Rothschild) are flat out lies. If you base your "wisdom" of Scientology, Ron and Marty on the information that Jesse Prince provided, you are being completely mislead.

Do you remember your mission to the Munich org, Jesse? You played the hot shot sea org member back then, but your 1.1-smile (check L. Ron Hubbard's tonescale if you have forgotten or never understood what that is), that you constantly carried on your face made me decide that I don't want to connect with you.

You are also a traitor of your own race. The Anti-Scientology hate and the crminal infiltration of Scientology is German originated and controlled, as you very well know. How can you work secretly for the Germans, while knowing that they would have gassed you and every other colored person right together with the Jews?

Barbara Schwarz, December 14, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 30: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 14 Dec 2002 10:56:11 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212141056.27d86af3@posting.google.com>

I am not more certain if we took a bus from Munich to Theran/Iran, because Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB") was afraid of flying, or because the bus was cheaper. I was 19 years old and she ordered me to come along to be introduced to Mohammed Kermantschi, the Persian businessman, according to RB a multimillionaire and the father of RB's real child, the girl with the "Basedowsche" illness. As the German still Nazi secret service and the German still Nazi government made her believe that I am her daughter, she thought and still thinks that he is my father. (I told RB several times that she is not my biological mother and Kermantschi not my father, but German mindcontrol and hypnosis is quite effective on most people, that is why she did not want to confront this issue. She was afraid to face the truth and rather lied to herself.)

It took us seven days to travel through Germany, Austria, the former Jugoslavia, Bulgaria, Turkey and finally Iran. The people on the bus were Germans, Turks, Iranians, Jugoslavs, Americans, Jews and some looked and behaved as if they were not from this world at all. We had also German smugglers on board. The nicest people on the bus were the Americans and the Jews, sorry for the rest, but this is just the way it was. I don't have time to turn this in a travel report, despite it was a very adventurous journey, with lots of roadkill.

I jump right to when we arrived in Theran. Kermantschi was a member of the rotary club and had an export/import business right in middle of downtown Theran, on the Eisenhower Avenue. The Germans helped him of course to keep his business on this big and impressive street so that in case I ever should remember the name Eisenhower in relation to me, I should wrongfully conclude that this is only because Kermantschi had his business there. (As a footnote: Soon after I returned to Germany, the Iranian royal family was made to flee the country and had to hide in exile, Chomeini got the power and the Eisenhower Avenue was re-named.)

The German secret service tipped Kermantschi that RB and I were on route to Theran, and he cowardly flew to Paris. We did not meet him in Theran. RB pushed me through the main entrance of the business building and announced to everybody that I would be the daughter of the Kermantschi. An English office manager and Kermantschi's father showed us in a seperate room. Kermantschi's father did not look like an Iranian at all. He was tall, had light skin, he was thin, he looked more like an American Jew than an oriental, he held his forehead with his hand all the time and said no word. Kermantschi on the other side looked very oriental.

RB felt offended by the Englishman and left the building in anger and pulled me with her. A young Iranian man came running after us and told us he is Kermantschi's brother in law and we should not return but should stay in Iran. However, we were running out of money, family Kermantschi did not offer us any shelter or money, so we had to return to Europe.

Many oriental men, including the bus driver were rather obstrusive and I had my hands full with getting away from their advances. Of course, RB bought a veil for me, but I never would have worn that thing.

RB met in Istanbul a somewhat handsome young Turkish student, a muslim, not much older than I was and they started to have an affair. She expected me to sit in the next room and wait till they were done with lovemaking. RB and the student concealed before me that they had an affair, but a friend of that student told me later that they indeed had one. RB was such an unfit "mother". She was just unbelievable and everything around her became humiliating and insane. Fact was that this Turk had used RB just to get to me. After RB found that out, she tried to sell me to this man. She drawed up papers that he should sign that he should marry me. He signed them, but once again, I was left out of any decision concerning my own life. I tried to run away that day and wanted to leave Istanbul, but they caught me. This story also shows how contradictory RB was and still is: She seperated me from Marty, but would have married me short after to another young man, despite she knew the Turk was not worth much. The Turk followed me later to Germany, but by then I was convinced that he had an affair with the guy, and I surely didn't want to have one of her ex-lovers. Yuck. RB did not insist on the marriage anymore and I would have not married him anyway.

Few weeks after we had returned to Germany, Mohammed Kermantschi showed up at our home. He had quite some nerve comming by. He was a rich man, for 19 years he did not do anything for his "daughter", but had her live from welfare. He acted as he would have never done anything wrong. I felt no connections whatsoever with this man. He was was petite like a woman and RB rough and big boned like a man. I just looked at them and knew that I have no similarities with those two creatures.

I had the plan to move to Munich alone, because I was sick of that little Bavarian town Deggendorf. Kermantschi however suggested that all of us should move to Munich, which I hated, because it meant that RB would further breath down directly in my neck.

But so it came. We moved from Deggendorf to Munich and I never returned to Deggendorf, I just took the photos of the catholic graveyard, on which Marty was shot, with me.

Kermantschi gave RB some money, but no cent to me. She rented an old flat and wasted much of the money fixing property, five rooms, that did not even belong to her. She also opened two "businesses", one Jeans-store, in an area where mainly retired people lived, and she never sold anything. The other business was an export-import project, to help Kermantschi make more money in Europe, but he never explained to her how to run it and he also did not refer her to customers. In other words: Once again, she didn't knew what she was doing.

Kermantschi visited us in Munich several times. He was married in Iran and has at least three children there, this didn't stop him to re-kindle the affair with RB. He was twice in Mecca, which means that every sin committed after that were ten times as significant. But this did not made him a honest man. He knew exactly that I am L. Ron Hubbard's daughter and President Eisenhower's granddaughter, but he did not tell me, that I was kidnapped and exchanged with this real child. He tried to let me believe that he is my real father , but he asked me not to call him that, but rather "Uncle Mohammed". I was just hoping that the bastard would go out of my life and leave me alone.

RB also tried to make him buy me a drugstore in Munich. He attention was fixed on a little store in the Maistrasse. I didn't wanted any drugstore. I hated working in them. As Kermantschi was greedy, esp. with me, there was no risk that he would have bought me the store or anything else, after all I was not his flesh and blood.

But the interesting thing about that store was that it was only half a block away from the Munich org in the Lindwurmstrasse. If I would have ended up in that store, my customers would have become mainly Scientologists. It's a small world after all.

Read in sequel 31 how I found back to Scientology.

Barbara Schwarz, December 14, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 31: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 16 Dec 2002 08:50:47 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212160850.66865420@posting.google.com>

I lived only a few days in Munich when I felt I had to get urgently out of Rosemarie Bretschneider's ("RB") flat and explore the town. I was 19 years old and she tried to stop me, ordering me to stay home all the time. It was however not the first time in my advanced teenager life that RB run after me, tried to grab me and stuff me back in her home, but I always managed to shake her off by running through streets she never expected me to take.

After I got rid of her, I walked through the Munich "Fussgaengerzone" and just looked around and hoped this city had to offer something else than just primitive Bavarian culture. I just had planned to be gone for two hours, before RB would alarm Interpol that I was gone, but a young man approached me and asked me if I would be interested in a personality test. I asked him if it would take long, he said, it wouldn't, which was not exactly the truth. He walked me through some backstreets while I asked him to tell me more about for who he works. He did not explain much, if anything. He was very quiet and I almost feared to be abducted. Just when I wanted to tell him that I would not go further with him, I saw the Scientology/Dianetic test center. It was a regular transparent office building with many people going in and out, so I decided to go inside. (I never saw the bodyrouter again. He did not apply any Scientology data to his own life, that explained also his inability to communicate. He was just one of the many Scientology infiltrators, that behaved odd to make deliberately Scientology enemies and after having done enough harm, blew, in other words, run off.)

I filled out the 200 question long test very quickly and was always thinking what kind of chains RB would buy and apply to my feets, when I returned. It was almost dark when Susanna von Sierakowski, the later Susanna Parks showed me the evaluation of my test. She asked me to sign up for the communication course. Unlike the bodyrouter, Susanna was very communicative and she was amiable. (As a footnote: Susanna and I became later friends, we worked together and lived in the same apartment house in Munich. Later, when she had children I babysitted them sometimes that she could have some time to herself. Her cute kids were biracial and the "lovely" Germans sticked hate mail through her door because the children were black.)

Anyway, I tried to tell Susanna that I have a crazy "mother" and have troubles to leave the house, that it would be impossible for me to attend any Scientology course. She decided to sell me the "Problems of work" book instead. I'd rather would have bought another book as "Fundamental of thoughts" or "Selfanalysis", but I had not enough money on me and I did not want to hurt Susanna's feeling. I took the problems of work-book, despite I had no troubles at work, my problem was RB.

Today I am sure that Susanna knew who I was and that my memory to Scientology were completely erased. She probably was one of the Scientologists, that joined our vessel, after we had anchored in Spain. Susanna had a German father a Spanish mother, grew up in Spain and later became staff in Munich and EU. Despite that we were rather close, she never told me who I am really are, but neither did anybody else.

I went home with the book and saw L.Ron Hubbard's photo on the backside. I did not recognize him, but found he looked faszinating. I thought if I ever meet him, I will ask him all the religious questions that I had. Something was telling me he would be not at a loss of scientifical answers as my teachers and everybody else I knew.

RB was screaming angry when I came home. She made a scene and looked at me as if I would have become a prostitute now. She always thought I would come home pregnant and whenever a man made remarks about my looks to her, she penalized me more with house arrest. Some people can live with out for decades, but they just don't get who you really are, and RB was one of them. I often wondered what kind of teenager or young woman she was, being so suspicious of sexual activities. After I became a Scientologist, she attacked Scientology and asked me why I did not just come home with an illegitime child like so many other young women!

I had to work, because Mohammed Kermantschi, the multimillionaire and my alleged father had no cent for me. I worked in a drugstore chain, that belonged to seven German business men. They named the chain "Peng-Peng", which means "Bang-Bang", in other words, gunshot noises. They knew what happened to us, that I was gunned down several times and they made a joke about it and lots of money with it, naming the stores after the attacks. They however also promoted me rather quickly. I was barely 20 years old when I run several of their huge stores for them. The pay was not fair at all for the kind of work that I did. They made a lot of money through my management, but were German greedy.

My older sister Ulrike decided to not more sit all the time at home either. She joined a social club and asked me to come along. I went with her a few times, but I was bored to tears over the small talk of the members, if they would have played somewhat good music, I would have not gone a second time there. One day a young man walked in that club and at the moment I saw him, I knew that he knew about Scientology. Speak about some of my spiritual abilities, I asked him if he would have information on Scientology and he replied that he would be a Scientologist, but in disagreement with the Scientology management. His last name was Simmons, but I forgot his first name.

We spoke several hours that evening about Scientology, or better I asked him questions about Scientology that I had in mind after my visit in the test center and he did all the talking. He understood some of Scientology, but really not everything, he also tried to pass some of his misunderstandings about SCN to me. In his eyes, L. Ron Hubbard was genious, past lives were real, there was a lot to gain through Scientology training and auditing, but he had a problem with ethics and he also denied the existance of God.

Just let me briefly clear up this misunderstanding: There is a God. During my life as a Scientologist I became more convinced of the existance of God, an organized almighty spiritual being with minds in each corner of the universe, that works tireless on his mission to build a sane universe and tried to make people understand that they have to better themselves, if they don't want to suffer eternally. I would have not survived my life at many levels if this almighty supreme being would have not been with me all the time. I would have not discovered my past, if he would have not very actively helped me.

Some of you might want to know that I recall and see the events that were removed so violently from my mind better from an exterior view. For example, I see my wedding to Marty not only from a 5.4 foot, but I am also able to see it from a tree high and above perspective. And the wedding is not the only event that I recall from a superior position. What happened to me in 1984 after I saw Marty again was that a superior mind from above merged with mine and made me see. I reached out to God and he answered. He is helping me all the time, and do you know to who's personality he stikingly reminds me? To L. Ron Hubbard's.

Read in installment 32 that Simmons was a declared SP and how I became staff of the Munich org, despite RB.

Barbara Schwarz, December 16, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Open and urgent letter by Barbara Schwarz to CIA director George Tenet
Date: 16 Dec 2002 09:53:48 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212160953.1887955e@posting.google.com>

This is an urgent and open letter to the CIA Director George Tenet and all other CIA executives:

I want the CIA to declassify information to following matters:

1) That former U.S. President Dwight David Eisenhower was murdered before June 17, 1960, while being the sitting U.S. President and every document as to why his death was concealed before the American public.

2) That Scientology founder L. Ron Hubbard was indeed the biological son of President Eisenhower and that the CIA gave him the name "Hubbard" for "security reasons" as also the name "Rathbun" was given to American family de Rothschild.

3) That I, Barbara Schwarz, formerly Barbara Bretschneider, Sarah Hubbard, Sarah Eisenhower are indeed L. Ron Hubbard's biological daughter and President Eisenhower's granddaughter. That I was kidnapped several times to Germany between 1955 and 1960 and abused by the Germans, despite that the CIA had the order to protect me.

4) That L.Ron Hubbard and President Eisenhower had filed extensive litigation against the German government because of the abductions and the abuse.

5) That I married Mark C. Rathbun (de Rothschild) legally in the United Kingdom, Sussex, Saint Hill in the 70's.

6) That I was under CIA electronical surveillance and alleged CIA "protection" since birth and still are.

7) That I am a top target of the still very active German Nazi secret service, which can murder me by activating the remote controlled but trained killer-germs that their German medical doctors injected into my heart while being unconscious, and that this secret service can remote control murder also all other members of the family Eisenhower, Hubbard, Rathbun, de Rothschild with those remote controlled germs.

8) That L. Ron Hubbard was under official CIA surveillance and CIA "protection", at least since 1953 when his father became the U.S. President and that the information that the CIA gathered about him from this surveillance is completely contrary as to what a German still Nazi propaganda machine issued about him all over the world.

9)That L. Ron Hubbard wasn't criminal, that he married just one, Sarah de Rothschild, my mother, that they had only one child, which is me, and that my mother was murdered during childbirth giving birth to me by a medical doctor that worked for German Nazis.

10) That L. Ron Hubbard never married Mary Sue Hubbard and never met her, that he never had any intention to make money with Scientology and never made any personal money with Scientology, that his fiction but also his religious findings and administrative policies for the Scientology orgs were very much altered by criminal infiltrators of Scientology, which forged documents regarding him and also forged his signature over and over on legal papers and other documents.

11) That L. Ron Hubbard was murdered by medical doctors in May 1984 and that he did not write or sign any affidavit handing the Scientology technology to David Miscavige.

12) That a German secret service persecuted L. Ron Hubbard throughout his life, tried to assassinate him several times, and ordered his murder.

13) That Mamie Eisenhower was a CIA agent and her family was not the family of President Eisenhower, but the CIA suggested Mamie's family, to "protect" President Eisenhower's real family from the German Nazis.

14) I also want you to declassify any other document relating to President Eisenhower, L. Ron Hubbard, family Rathbun (de Rothschild), and myself that indicate German crimes and abuse or crimes and abuse by others against us.

15) Moreover, I want the CIA to come forward with any information that the CIA has regarding the secret German Nazi infiltration of the U.S. government since ever till present time. I furthermore want you to declassify documents that inform that Germans recruit secretly their American or international agents, while they are children and help them later to fraudulent obtained college and university decrees and assist them to gain top positions in the U.S. government and governments of other counties. (The American public also has to know from the CIA that the Germans run their international and also American agents with micro chips earimplants, special codes, and order them to violate the U.S. constitution, federal laws, to endanger National Security, to waste tax payers money, to deny good American citizens their rights, to antagonize others and to create enemies for the United States.)

16) Please declassify also information as to that those ear implants are traps, because the still active Nazi Secret service does not only run their agents and others with audible orders, but also unconscious orders, to keep the agents in line, and that they Germans kill people through those body implants by activating germs, that are trained to cause all kind of illnesses, including cancer, heart attacks, strokes, and much more.

17) Declassify also information as to that the Germans run secretly with same microchips ear implants terrorists from Al Queda and other terror grous and that they run with them hostile governmenals leaders, as those of Iraq, Iran, Lybia, Yemen, North Korea, the Saudi's, you name it. Declassify also any information as to that the Germans hypnotize and organize suicide bombers and are behind the never ending hostilities between Israel and Palestina.

18) Declassify any information as to that the German secret service Bundesnachrichtendienst (BND) was the former Gehlen Nazi spy ring and never was dismantled, but that a secret German infiltrated U.S. government allowed the Gehlen spy ring to operate, and that they operate still today by violating human rights and running secretly the enrire world.

There are no good or legal reasons in all of the world why above mentioned information should be not declassified. The only people profit from concealing information from item 1-18 are still active German Nazis and their secret service. The declassification of records and knowledge hereto must be made urgently available to the American people, but also other the citizens of other countries, so that they can protect their lives from Anti-American secret services as those of Germany.

Barbara Schwarz, December 16, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 32: BS reveals shocking news!
Date: 16 Dec 2002 10:53:32 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212161053.5c62e2de@posting.google.com>

Simmons sold me a book by Ruth Mitchull about the "tonescale". It was no official Scientology book, but she went into details explaining her applying the of the tonescale, which was interesting. The Scientology tonescale as worked out by L. Ron Hubbard is an incredible piece of scientifical work and every honest person that tries it out will be amazed about the accuracy of his findings of human evaluation.

At the end of that evening in the social club, Simmons asked me to marry him in front of all other people! It was absolutely embarassing. I just had gotten rid of the mussulman, the Turk, now this guy was after me. I was not a bit romatically interested in Simmons, all I wanted from him were more information on Scientology. I never made Simmons any hope of any relationship and I politely declined. I met several men in my life that tried to copy Marty Rathbun (de Rothschild), but nobody ever came close. The reason why I said immediately yes to Marty's marriage proposals were, because he was the right one. If anybody else than the right one was making me a marriage proposal just after having talked to me a few hours, I felt rather offended.

I did not get rid of Simmons easily. He did not take no for an answer. Uninvited he showed up at x-mas in our home to pursue his marriage plans. I told Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB"), to get rid of him, that I don't want to see this guy. She was the one that conspired to shot Marty, but she did not shot Simmons, odd as she was, she let him come in and Simmons examined my x-mas presents and hung out in our home for quite a while. I hid in my room and wished RB and him to hell, till he finally left.

The problem which I had was how to get more books from L. Ron Hubbard without to run in Simmons again. I was Easter 1977 when I decided to rush in the Munich org to get more books despite of Simmons. Tilla Schratzmeier, the later Till Hetz looked at me pretty funny, when I asked her to sell me all Scientology books in a hurry because I don't want to be seen by somebody in here. She finally asked me who that might be. I told her that Simmons is after me. She told me that he is not more welcome in the org, and I was very very relieved to hear that. Later I heard that he was a declared SP. Tilla led me to Erica Zeller, who signed me up for the communication course.

RB was more suspicious of Ulrike comming home with an illegitime child, because she continued to spend time in the social club, while I was sticking my nose in books. I told RB of Scientology and my activities in the org, that I attented the communication course, and she told me to take my sister with me, because she would be in need for more religious activity. But Ulrike did not join Scientology again. She found a German media article about the Children of God and made the uninformed conclusion that Scientology would something like that. She showed the article to RB and RB accused Scientology being the same like the Children of God and from that day, RB was a Scientology hater and attacker, despite the article did not even mention the name Scientology.

I in meantime had quit my drugstores management jobs, Ute Loges had recruited me in the Munich org, the div. 6 as public reg, but I also was declared PTS A, a person in connection with somebody antagonistisch to Scientology.

RB called Kermantschi to come right away from Iran, to kidnap me to the Persian gulf, to look me up down there, so that I can't have any contact to Scientology anymore. He came and RB and he walked through the Munich org. He made a scene asking who would pay the rent of the building and the salary of the employees. He just thought in figures. Money was all he had in his head. I told him that he has not to pay anything.

That day RB pressured Kermantschi so fanatically that he immediately should kidnap him that he got something like a heart attack and had to be hospitalized. Her idea was that he should invite me to accompany me to a business trip to Spain, but to bribe the airline to fly to Itan instead, and this despite that I was of age. Short before that Kermantschi had praised RB to me, what a good caring mother she would be and that I really should be obidient to her. After he got the attack, he wrote a letter to my sister, that RB is so bad that she almost killed him. He had not even the character to write to me, so he wrote to my sister, who was official the daughter of Heinz Bretschneider.

I knew that he never would come back and I was happy about it. I never tried to contact him. He knew I was Ron's daughter and President Eisenhower's granddaughter and he surely never treated me as daughter. I am also certain that Kermantschi did not mention my name in his will, despite I was not the cause of his heart attack but RB.

I had great spiritual wins in Scientology right from the start. We had a large picture on one org wall with a photo of Ron and whenever I saw this photo, I was able to tell that Ron was exterior. For those that don't know what this is, it's when you, the spiritual being are not squeezed in your head, but when you are outside of your head. RB who knew always everything better than I told that this would be not possible without dying. Fact is, that it is possible and it feels a lot better than being inside your head. You don't die, you are still in control of your body and on top you have a much better vision, than being squeezed inside your head.

During the time I was on the comm course and briefly after my cognition, I went exterior myself and it felt so wonderful. I heard that it was never heard of that somebody on the comm course went exterior, because this state is archived on the advanced levels of Scientology, but it came easy to me, after all, I am a past live OT and Ron is with me, is inside of me and above me.

I worked as public registrar in the Munich Div. 6 and did the same job that Susanne did in the test center. The German government and the German media pumped with their "information" about Scientology lots of hatred in the heads and hearts of the Germans that being a public reg was extremly hard. There were terribly misinformed about Scientology and as to what we did in the orgs, but all thought they are experts on Scientology and knew more about it than I. Just like RB did. However, several of them had to acknowledge after a while that their thinking of Scientology was not based on any first hand experience and some of them signed up for the comm course.

However, as the German government and the Germans still Nazi secret service did not just attack Scientology from the outside but also sent their agents in the orgs to destroy from the inside, many of the new folks were not standardly trained on the comm course and left either while on the course or after it. Some stayed nevertheless and became Scientologists.

Read in sequel 33, how I became a Guardian Office staff, despite RB and perhaps I reveal the identity of Mr. Schwarz.

Barbara Schwarz, December 16, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 33: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 17 Dec 2002 12:01:44 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212171201.2e187397@posting.google.com>

Before I continue with my personal story, I want to inform you that the introduction of the personality test was not by L. Ron Hubbard, but rather by sources that are more interested to make a psychological club out of religion Scientology, I don't think that much harm is done through the test, but it is not L. Ron Hubbard's Scientology. Original Scientology was so attractive to people that we needed neither personality test nor bodyrouters. Folks streamed in from everywhere of the world just having heard that Scientology offers advanced spiritial abilites and also a technology to preserve youth.

Back to my story: I was a public registrar in the Munich Scientology org and worked hard on handling my PTS A situation with Rosemarie Bretschneider (RB). Actually RB was such a terrible supressive person that me being declared PTS I would have been the exact definition. PTS I is when a person is supressing another one actively in present time, which RB did all her life to me. A Munich ethic officer told me to be as nice to her as I can manage, to improve the situation. So I did. I was never nicer to her in my whole life. I swallowed all my rebellious pride, helped her as much as I could, spend time with her, in fact, I did all she wanted, except quitting Scientology. It wasn't easy, because I had to devote so much time to her, which other young people would have rather used for themselves and not on a crazy supressive "mother", but RB used my attention selfishly. She still hated Scientology, but she kept her hate to herself, because she liked it better when I served her, which I had not done before 1977. The result was that when an auditor asked me if I have a PTS A situation, I could say with no, because RB did not say anything against Scientology anymore.

The job as public registrar started to become too small for me, so I agreed to become Guardian Office (GO), Public Relations Staff. I was one year on staff, entitled to vacation and RB expected me to go with her on a 3 weeks long vacation to Yugoslavia. I was told in the GO, that I can't take this vacation, which resulted that RB got so mad, that she was not more antagonistic, she even threatened to attack Scientology and the org. In other words: Not only my PTS A situation was back, but I was also PTS C, which is a person connected to somebody who threatens Scientology. It was really a bad decision not to let me go on this vacation, because everything I had worked before to get rid of the PTS A situation was destroyed, and on top of it, I was worse off than before with a PTS C Situation.

RB called the AG PR Kurt Weiland and screamed threats in his ears. I don't know what she was telling him in detail, but I could tell that he found her to be a real monster. He did let me go on vacation, before she would do something violent.

RB usually did not drink, but I am sure she is a past life alcoholic, because on the rare occasion when he bought liquor, she hid the bottles immediately in the last corner of her closets. My sister told me that this is typically behavior of an alcoholic, so my guess is she got this habit from a former life time. However, she was not drinking in this lifetime, but in Yugoslavia she got one time drunk and swam in this condition in the Adriatic Sea. Only I was around and in order to prevent that she would drown, I had to pull her out of the sea and dumped her rather unfriendly on the beach. I again had saved her life, but she just endangered mine.

Back in Munich I was routed off staff. Another ethics officer sent me to a psychiatrist to get something in writing, in case that when RB would kidnap me in a mental health institution for being a Scientologist, that there would be another voice of another psych saying that I don't belong her. I was examined with tests by such a psych, but I did not told him that I am a Scientologist, because if I would have he would have written me a bad expertise, instead of the good one that I got from him. (But this document did not help me later when the German still Nazi government tried to "deprogram", in other words depersonalize me from Scientology, because the German government was not interested in what anybody else was saying.)

I worked no longer in the Guardian Office, because of the PTS C situation with RB. I instead worked in the expansion unit, which was also located in the Munich org, but it was the office for those that wanted to join the GO, but had something to handle before they would qualify. However, I did the exact same job in the expansion unit as I did in the GO, I handled false reports about Scientology and L. Ron Hubbard in the media.

I was no longer on the org payroll, and I got myself a job in a Munich hotel and managed every day in the morning the hotel kitchen and served breakfast on the guests. Everybody in that hotel was spooky: The owners, the staff and the regular guests. They had a dog as large as a cow, the largest dog not on any leash, I ever have seen, who looked at me as if I would be his breakfast. The owner was a German woman almost 80 years old who was afraid that she got kidnapped, if she gets too rich, her son was a primitive Bavarian, looked like a Gauweiler-clone and accused me of being responsible for the failing electricity in the hotel and claimed that I also otherwise would break everything I come in contact with, but he never fired me. (I hope he was not speaking of his heart.)The maid was trying to catch ghosts and drowned them in her coffee cup and sometimes stomped on them to kill them. (I am not making this up.) And there was the chief receptionist, a french men and a Jehova witness, who told me that the hotel is badly wired by spies, he never wanted to leave my kitchen and who stalked me with phone call to the org.

I earned however money and could pay my rent and food, but was always glad when I entered at noon the org, because the non-Scientologists were a lot crazier than most people that were on staff.

In the expansion unit was a real small office. I met Mr. Schwarz in there his desk was right next to mine.

Read in installment 34 who he is and my message to him.

Barbara Schwarz, December 17, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 34: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 18 Dec 2002 08:41:50 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212180841.4422ea5b@posting.google.com>

Juergen Peter Schwarz and I worked side by side for some months. He told me a lot about himself, I just told him little about my life, but we became friends. We went out one day, I thought I went out with a friend, but he startled me by telling me he has much deeper feelings for me. I told him that I don't want to marry a German, but an American. He replied I can marry him, because he is a past life American.

It was a late evening on the old graveyard behind the Munich org in the Lindwurmstrasse, where I told Juergen very clearly that I don't want to marry him. He cried and told me he wants to be alone now. I was completely shocked about the tears, because the tears were not fake. I left him, but on my way to the org I was not sure if he would kill himself over the rebuff and if I have his death on my conscience. (In case young women read this posting, let me tell you what nobody told me: Don't marry somebody, that you don't want to marry for whatever reason. You feel trapped like a bird in a cage otherwise.)

And from this point on I address Juergen Schwarz directly: Juergen, you knew that I was mindcontrolled in this marriage, didn't you? You knew that I agreed only to marry you, because I thought you were much more sensitive and vulnerable as you really were and that I thought that you would commit suicide if I don't marry you.

You used this very much to your advantage. You called immediately your family from Markgroeningen to Munich to work out the wedding, so that it would become more and more difficult for me to bail out. But the worst thing of all, Juergen, is that you knew that I was L. Ron Hubbard's daughter and Marty Rathbun's (de Rothschild) wife, that you knew Marty and me had amnesia, and you never mentioned those facts to me.

What the hell were you thinking to marry a woman that was already legally married to somebody else? This is bigamy! You knew that my memory to my past with Marty was completely erased by German psychiatrists and you used my amnesia to get married to me.

Was it worth it, Juergen? Despite that the status of limitation run you likely never had a truly happy day, because the bigamy must have weight heavy on your conscience. You were always afraid that I could find out, and indeed I did.

I am not more the person that you used to know. I recovered many more spiritual abilities and I know many many details as to what the German psychiatrists stole from my mind. I am even certain that I saw you under Marty's and mine wedding guests at Saint Hill and that you later sailed with us. So, if somebody knew that Marty and I were legally married, it surely was you. You also knew that my sister was legally married to Marty's brother, that is why you came deliberately so late to her wedding when she (also with amnesia) married later that German drunk, so that you can prevent having to speak out that the German marriage was also illegal.

Our marriage wasn't to be even remotely compared to the marriage that I had with Marty. I did not want any romantic relationship with you, because I felt that something is completely wrong and this is why I considered myself as your friend and did not love like a wife. You can't develop love based on dishonesty and lies, you should have known that from the start.

You had a case officer who helped you to trap me, right? If I would have known that on the graveyard in Munich, I would have told you to marry your case officer. I really want you to come clean on this and to write an affidavit. I want you to confess to all of the above details and to go out of your ways to make the appropriate amends, even if the laws says you are in the clear because of the status of limitation. If you got everything of your chest, you anyhow will feel much better.

Immediately after our marriage, I felt that you are not that vulnerable after all and I became certain that you would have not committed any suicide. I felt terribly trapped. I told you during our marriage sometimes that I want a divorce, but you cried again or acted as if you did not hear me.

You told me one time that agreeing to a divorce would mean the end of you having a beautiful woman. Was this was it was about? You wanted to be married to me out of vanity? A Scientologist told me that the woman that you married later, Petra, was a similar type as I, so she couldn't be that ugly, so why did you not search for a pretty unmarried woman right from the start?

Juergen, the best thing that you can do from now on is to be as honest as possible, each additional lie or cover up will make me only angier. In other words: Don't state or write that you did not want to tell me that I am Ron's daughter and Marty's wife and the target of a still existing German Nazi secret service, because you did not want to fighten me and you were afraid that I could not take it. I told you over and over during our marriage that despite my adventurous life as Scientology staffmember, I am bored to tears because nothing absolutely exciting otherwise ever happened.

If you feel that you were also mindcontrolled in this situation, I am not stopping you from writing that up under oath, but I don't let you off completely, because you always could have said no to our marriage, because unlike Marty and I, you had no amnesia.

Finally, there is something else I want you to do: Remember that you told me that you considered it as strange being born in that German family of yours and that despite you did not hated them, you felt having not much in common with them?

I am somewhat tired that past lives are not investigated and considered as to what they are: Scientifical facts. I am also appalled that the Germans steal famous Americans from American ground and hand them to German families as their babies, so that in case of that those Americans come again to fame, the Germans can claim them as Germans.

I want you to officially and publicly prove through L. Ron Hubbard's technology that you are Edgar Allen Poe. I know that you don't agree anymore with much what you wrote back in that past life of yours, but you can always write a new book as to how you have changed.

Barbara, December 18, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: About the removal of your ear implants, folks.
Date: 18 Dec 2002 08:55:09 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212180855.5e56161@posting.google.com>

I thought I would never write this, but from all the fanatical, mentally retarded, reranged, mad, foolish, demented, delirious, maniacal, lunatic folks that post so often on A.R.S., you, Joe Lynn, aka Zinji, got a stroke of enlightenment trying to explain the phenomena of Barbara Schwarz.

The circuits of your ear implants must have been briefly broken down, when you wrote that from all Scientologists, I am the one that comes closest to L. Ron Hubbard. If you would get rid of your microchips implants (they are anyway rusty as hell) you perhaps could develop something like an IQ and some sanity.

Don't worry, I will not carve those out of your or anybody elses dirty ears. You people want to do this all on your own once you have finally figured out what a trap it is to have those body implants. Don't you forget, everybody who has your codes and numbers can run you, and the Gehlen Nazi spy ring, which is now the German secret service Bundesnachrichtendienst has your numbers and codes and are running up high bills by using them. The Germans invented that system already centuries back while they were bowling with the sculls of Jews they just had murdered. Hitler was also run like that.

The German mentality is to control everybody and that is why everybody got those implants.

However, be careful with carving the implants out, people, if you did to deep, you will cut in your brains, and that is not good for you either. It's better to come up with other solutions to the problem.

Barbara Schwarz, December 18, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 35: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 18 Dec 2002 09:55:35 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212180955.72c657a3@posting.google.com>

Juergen and I got married in Markgroeningen, Swabia, Germany, and I surely had the idea of running away, but I still was thinking that I may be responsible for his death. There was also Margie Stettler, the wife of Juerg Stettler, who was similar supressive and non-scientological as Juerg Stettler. She was the GO ethics officer and there was no doubt in my mind that she would have recommended a SP declare if I would have not gone through with the marriage.

The German official, that married us held an awfully boring speech and constantly nooded with his head, just as somebody who wants to close a deal with tricks as mentioned in the book "Big Leage Sales", which also not L. Ron Hubbard but others introduced into Scientology.

Rosemarie Bretschneider (RB) demanded to be the witness, otherwise hell would break lose. The other witness was Juergen's father. My siblings were there, Jurgens family and lots of other people that I did not know, but no further Scientologists, because we did not marry in Munich. It's a tradition in Germany to steal the bride for a while, but everybody was afraid to do this to me, because my memory to Mark Rathbun (de Rothschild) could have come back.

I bought me a simple white Laura Ashley dress with no vail. I also did not want any expensive ring, because I knew it will anyhow not last. Our rings were just worth 25 German Marks.

RB secretly and without my knowledge ordered a crown from a florist, made out of red roses and white marguerites and pressed it on my head on the wedding day. I looked like Jesus going to a cruzification, just that my crown had more flowers. I got a bad allergy from those flowers just a few hours later.

RB also tried to "deprogram" us on our wedding day from Scientology. She was just unbelievable. She insisted on a Christian wedding and ceremony, but we were Scientologists. She called a Lutheran priest in that town, but he said he would not marry Scientolgists to each other. She finally found a catholic priest you came to Juergen's parents house and told that he would not really marry us to each other, just bless the marriage. Juergen had resign from the catholic church years ago and my only connection to the catholic church was that I was abused by members active in that church.

The catholic priest wrapped something heavy and catholic around our hands and "blessed" us, while I just were wishing RB to hell through that ceremony, for constantly forcing her German supressive will on us. She also paid for a hotel room that we should have a appropriate wedding night. There was no wedding night. I was sick and Juergen made the best of it, counting the money we got from his relatives and friends of his family.

At home in Munich, she demanded that RB demanded that our flat would be furnished and wallpapered just the way she wanted it. She acted as she would have gotten married! She did not allow us to choose our own bed. She picked it out. She was one big neverending nightmare.

She also gave us no choise to pick out where we wanted to go to moneymoon. I wanted no honeymoon at all. She bought tickets for us to communistic Romania at the Black Sea and we flew down there in a very small plane that fell constantly in air holes and I thought several times that we may crash. The crew looked more like janitors than a flight crew.

The beach was dirty, the water too, and there was lots of noise from loudspeakers with screaming bad music. Everywhere were I looked I saw alcoholics sleeping with bottles in their hands. There was also nothing to buy. The stores had only two kinds of goods, one were dry hard cookies, the other one booze. The food portions in the hotel were so small that we were constantly hungry, everybody approached us, if we had western money to exchange with their worthless money, but there was nothing that you could buy except some useless handicraft. The Romania women run after me and wanted to have my dresses, it was really terrible.

After a few days I told Juergen that I can't stand it anymore and we waived the other week and took an early flight home. When RB found out, she was upset, blamed us of being unthankful and that we just returned early out of spite. Sure, what can be nicer than a honeymoon in a communistic country? We returned because we were hungry, very bored, and also appalled.

Anyway, RB hated Juergen first, but my sister liked him. I really have to admit that during the time we were married, he never antagonized RB. I worked again on her not more to rail against Scientology and he went pretty well along with it, except to the very end, but I tell that later.

She started to love Juergen and called him "Juergele" and "my son". He knew that she was one of earth wildest SP's and lunatics, but he sort of charmed her. RB was so embarrassing. One time he told me that she gave him sex tips. Isn't that everybody's dream of a mother?

Juergen and I had absolutely no romantic marriage, we were rather like friendly room mates. Many female Scientologists got pregnant in the org at that time and I was asked often when I would have a baby. I knew that RB and the German still Nazi government would have taken that baby away, to make an Anti-Scientologist out of it, so why should I even consider it? Today I know that I would have not survived the pregnancy, not because something was wrong with me physically, but the German still Nazi secret service would have ordered the doctors to kill me during childbirth, just as they did with my mother, Ron's wife, Sarah de Rothschild.

Juergen and I were married 5 years, but the last year only on the paper. During the four years were were together, we were also seperated very often, because either he or I were on training or missions. The actual time we were together boils down to much less than four years.

I knew we were not meant to be together. I had hoped that he would have come to me, telling me that he wants to have a romantic passionate wife and would have asked me for a divorce, but he never did. On the day of our divorce hearing he had tears in his eyes and asked me why we would do this.

The answer is, Juergen: Because you can't build a marriage on hishonesty. I already had a husband, Marty, and you knew that after I had met him again, there was no chance in hell that I would stay married to you.

I noticed that there were quite some other male Scientologists that had more or less serious crushes on me, but most (unfortunately not all) restained from comming close romantically and rather enjoyed being around me as friends, after all was there anybody who did not knew that I was married to Marty? You should have done as they had, Juergen. Don't fall in love with a married woman, it is not wise, that is why your heart got broken too at the end.

Read in installment 36 that I became again GO staff and what else happened before I became the President of the German Scientology org.

Barbara Schwarz, December 18, 2002

From: "ewsnead" <erik.snead@gte.net>
Subject: Re: I think I love Barbara Schwarz.....
Message-ID: <V64M9.44984$_S2.6053@nwrddc01.gnilink.net>
Date: Wed, 18 Dec 2002 19:36:21 GMT

>
>People, don't fall in love with me. You just get cursed. Only Marty
>Rathbun is the lucky one. I just can be your sister.
>
>Barbara Schwarz

Barbara, please forget ole Marty for awhile and consider marrying me. I promise you a Niagara Falls honeymoon in a suite with a Jacuzzi and a heart-shaped bed. We can lie together naked and lovingly recite passages from "Science of Survival" to one another.

e

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Re: Excuse me, is there a strait jacket in the house?
Date: 18 Dec 2002 11:09:48 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212181109.6fa5c415@posting.google.com>

mimus <tinmimus99@hotmail.com> wrote in message news:<a4ivvuca5e7fj2as28q8k464i398gc07il@4ax.com>... > On Tue, 17 Dec 2002 23:48:35 GMT, HR-Defense@aol.com (Shy David)
> wrote:
>
> >On Tue, 17 Dec 2002 09:52:42 +1100, "John" <junk@junk.com> wrote:
> >
> >> "Valerie" <postalval@yahoo.com> wrote in message
> >> news:OfsL9.452$1a1.40971@newsread2.prod.itd.earthlink.net...
>
> >>> "BarbaraSchwarz" <BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> >>> news:a6bc00a0.0212160953.1887955e@posting.google.com...
>
> >>>> This is an urgent and open letter to the CIA Director George Tenet and
> >>>> all other CIA executives:
> >>>>
> >>>> I want the CIA to declassify information to following matters:
>
> >> I find that one of the truly saddening aspects of reading usenet is the
> >> number of people on it who are genuinely in need of a mental health
> >> professional. I should note this is not an issue confined to a.r.s :)
> >
> >Hell, I got e-mail from a woman who believes people accidently and
> >unwittingly TURN TRANSPARENT. I'm no longer amazed at what people can
> >force themselves to believe.
>
> Do they ever change back?
>
> --
> tinmimus99@hotmail.com
>
> I saw
> many people
> reduced to
> incoherent babbling,
> stripping off clothes,
> crawling around on the ground,
> banging heads, limbs and other body parts
> against furniture and walls,
> barking,
> losing all sense of one's identity
> and intense and persistent suicidal ideation.
>
> --Declaration of Andre Tabayoyon
>
> I'm an OT.--Lisa McPherson
>
> If you imagine 40-50 Scientologists
> posting on the Internet every few days,
> we'll just run the SP's right off the system.
> It will be quite simple, actually.
>
> --Elaine Siegel, OSA INT (1996)
>
> Case 5/BTLA/SP1/BAD
>
> KSJ
>
> (And, BTW: Xenu Xenu Xenu!)
>
>
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Just listen to you rotten people. How much are drug companies and psychiatrists paying you for your promotion for them? You people are criminal, that is why you declare those that discovered the truth as insane. (I am not taking about Koos, he is one of you.) Shame on you. No character, no intelligence, all what you show is immature behavior trying to cut of my constitutional right of free speech by deliberately wrongfully running a campaign against me that I need psychiatric "care", while in fact you are the people that are nuts. Xenu-Barb, you run a Christian church with a sick name. You pray secretly to the devil, don't you? You perhaps married satan or a psych, which is basically same, in a secret ceremony.

Barbara Schwarz, December 18, 2002

From: mimus <tinmimus99@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: Excuse me, is there a strait jacket in the house?
Date: Wed, 18 Dec 2002 14:48:54 -0500
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On 18 Dec 2002 11:09:48 -0800, BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz) wrote:

>Just listen to you rotten people. How much are drug companies and
>psychiatrists paying you for your promotion for them?

Um, we take it out in Prozac . . . .

> You people are
>criminal, that is why you declare those that discovered the truth as
>insane.

When people start talking about secret Nazis controlling the world through chip implants, or about people turning invisible, what would you expect the more- or- less general reaction to be? The possibilities would seem to be three, _prima facie_: (1) Troll (the most common case); (2) someone whose idea of validity- testing of ideas is considerably different from the plebeian techniques of ordinary analysis; and (3) (rarely) a genuine neurology case . . . .

> (I am not taking about Koos, he is one of you.)

No, he's one of yours . . . sorry . . .

-- tinmimus99@hotmail.com

I saw many people reduced to incoherent babbling, stripping off clothes, crawling around on the ground, banging heads, limbs and other body parts against furniture and walls, barking, losing all sense of one's identity and intense and persistent suicidal ideation.

--Declaration of Andre Tabayoyon

I'm an OT.--Lisa McPherson

If you imagine 40-50 Scientologists posting on the Internet every few days, we'll just run the SP's right off the system. It will be quite simple, actually.

--Elaine Siegel, OSA INT (1996)

Case 5/BTLA/SP1/BAD

KSJ

(And, BTW: Xenu Xenu Xenu!)

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From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 36: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 19 Dec 2002 08:52:36 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212190852.10b92e07@posting.google.com>

Ladies and gentlemen, but also those that are no ladies or gentlemen, before I continue with my story, I have a message for Mark Rathbun (de Rothschild): Marty, my prince and hero, I know you being wrongfully incarcerated isn't to be compared to what people on the outside take for granted. I am sure that any access for you to the web will be made as difficult as possible by suppressive wardens, however I hope that my messages sooner or later reaches you. I write you in a little while more, but in meantime be informed that the German still Nazi secret service put again somebody up to steal your identity. I got e-mail on December 18, 2002 from mrathbun@ziplip.com, message ID:OFNSD0LXAGHUGDGHF5CBDVOCH5IJN2FZHZGHHZ@ziplip.com, claiming he would be you, Marty. His style is not yours at all and his message is absolutely not in your sense and interest. Ziplip also informed me that the message might be forged. You might want to have your attorneys go after him or them. Otherwise, Marty, I love you so eternally, my extraordinary, marvelous, asthonishing, amazing, remarkable and genious husband. I can't wait to be again together with you. I never would leave you wrongfully behind bars. I want to see you well and free with my own eyes, face to face, then I believe it.

Back to Germany:

Juergen and I were not scientological married, but Juerg Stettler offered to wed us. The criminal infiltrator knew very well that the marriage was illegal, but he nevertheless wanted to marry L. Ron Hubbard's daughter who was already legally married, but had a heavy case of amnesia, in a Church of Scientology. What a disgusting creep and non-Scientologist.

I managed again to make RB keeping her ant-Scientology hate to herself, but she was high maintenance. I had to call her every day and to visit her every week to prevent another "PTS-situation". She used again selfishly my time. She also demanded that we spend every x-mas with her. Juergen also had a family, but we were never allowed to visit them at x-mas, because RB would have blamed Scientology being anti-family if we would have done so just at one x-mas.

I joined the Guardian Office, the Public Relations Office again. I handled false reports about Scientology, wrote press releases, met with reporters and started to despise them, because they were so terrible superficial and corrupt. One used the false reports of the other reporter, nobody ever thought it is necessary to investigate on their own. The German newspapers and magazines were plastered with hostile article about L. Ron Hubbard and Scientology, and what they said was pretty much what the Nazis said about the Jews. Usually no reporter contacted us for any input, those articles were everything but objective, but the German government seemed not to notice that.

My senior was the AGPR Munich, Kurt Weiland. He did not breath heavily down my neck, as George Stoffel tried it later, he let me pretty much develop my own writing style and my own work methods, in other words, Kurt wasn't the suppressive control freak that Stoffel was.

I had a difficult job, because every reporter in Gemany was so poisoned by other reporters and the government, that they usually were very unwilling to correct their false reports about us, even when provided with evidence that their reports were false. They were also in most cases not willing to print out press releases. But as I got good at everything I set my mind to, my articles, corrections, press releases and letters to the editors were published by several newspapers and magazines. I also wrote for the Scientology magazine "Freiheit" (Freedom) and was engaged in other PR activities for Scientology.

However, I also remember that Juerg Stettler and George Stoffel wrote press releases in which they blamed the United States of wanting to erradicate German towns with germs, and as Anti-American as Germany always was and still is, those press releases were immediately printed by the German press.

There was also Ingo Heinemann, one of Germany's most fanatical Scientology attackers, who filed one frivolous penal complaint after the other against Scientology executives and of course myself, trying to weaken our spirits. Each day when I walked in the org, I had to count with it that the legal GO staff informed that Ingo Heinemann had again filed a penal complaint against me, just because I expressed my opinions publicly to the German persecution of Scientology and Scientologists. Those complaints all without any exeptions were dismissed because not based on any law violation. Heinemann and his supporters just filed them for reasons of harassment, to make Scientology executives give up and leave the org to come away from this incredible molestation.

It was no easy life and I worked hard, but we had also hilarious fun. You could often see right there, which the real Scientologists and which the criminal infiltrators were. The Scientologists had a good sense of humor, and the infiltrators liked to rain on the parade, by trying to cut off any fun and to introduce a Gestapo style instead. But of course, most revealing in as to who was a real Scientologist and who was a criminal infiltrator that tried to bury Scientology, was their work, their activities or non-activities and the ways they granted and denied the rights of others. I also heard enough non-scientological and also nasty remarks about L. Ron Hubbard by those criminal infiltrator.

In the very early 80's I spent again some months in the United Kingdom, Saint Hill to study a Public Relations course. I wished I would have recognized Saint Hill on the first glance as to that I was here united with Ron and married Marty, but I didn't. The memory was really erased. But I was faszinated with Sant Hill, despite that they had made some changes to the manor and the castle, that Ron wouldn't have made.

The PR course was all in english language and the checksheet was extensive. The exam was difficult and tricky, but as I never give up, I fought myself through it with the little English that I had learned again after the Germans stole mine through their psych-attacks.

As Juergen knew that I was married in Saint Hill, he was afraid that I could start to remember, so he wrote me everyday a loveletter on blue paper to England. He really is Edgar Allen Poe and he really can write, and he should have better done that than marrying me.

The course was so complex, that I had no time to think about anything else than to finish the checksheet.

But then the day came when I almost remembered, but only almost.... Read about it in sequel 37.

Barbara Schwarz, December 19, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 37: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 19 Dec 2002 10:48:01 -0800
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Saint Hill in the early 80's was as same infiltrated as any other org by criminal anti-Scientologists. Sometimes the students of the PR course were asked to assist the GO WW staff with surveys or something similar. I remember I was asked by a middle aged female staff in the ethics office to support her in kicking Mathias Patel from staff and out of Scientology, because he did not show up for work and claimed to be sick. I was shocked because I knew Ron would have not threwn out anybody, just because contracted a flu bug or for any other sickness.

I knew Mathias from Munich, but not very well, because when I became GO staff in Munich, he was just on his way to become GO WW staff. Still wondering about that ethics officer, I visited Mathias in his room and checked if he needs medical help. I knew that he was the target of that woman and perhaps others, and that he might be declared even to a Suppressive Person, so I asked him about his intentions and plans in SCN. I found nothing to be wrong with him, exept that he had not shown up this day for work. He told me that he will be back on his job soon, and I believe he was the next day. I wrote a report to the HCO and my recommendation were not that he shall be routed off or be declared to be a SP. The executive officer did not like my report a bit, but she had to accept it.

There was also a course supervisor, who did not allow me to rewind and listen several times to L. Ron Hubbard's laughter on a PR-course tape. I really loved his voice and he had a very nice laughter, but the supervisor stopped me, which is pretty odd for an alleged Scientologist, isn't it?

My twin on the PR-course was a guy from Paris with name Frank Padva. He was like my shadow, but it was easy to have him around, because he was funny in a non-offensive way. It was hard to say who cracked more jokes, he or I, but I believe I was holding the records. His english was as miserable as mine at this time, but we managed to communicate just fine.

One day we left Saint Hill after 10pm for East Grinstead where we had rooms. Suddenly a car drove down the small street and it's headlights reflected on a big yellow traffic sign. The tree branches looked for a long moment like the shadows of snipers, really!

I felt something like real panic. I yelled to Frank Padva: "Run! They are comming!" and the both of us ran all the long way down to East Grinstead in just a couple of minutes. Back in the village I knew I had overreacted and had seen something that wasn't, but I never found out what gotten into Frank Padva, who also run for his life.

I just wished I would have had the time to examine my reaction to shadows of snipers, because it was not like me at all to panic or see things that weren't there. If I would have sat down to think, I could have recovered parts of my memories right there. (My memory came back after I met Marty again and I tell later more hereto.) After I had recovered my memories, I could explain my reaction in Saint Hill perfectly. The snipers, hired by a German still Nazi secret service indeed had attacked us at an earlier time in Saint Hill and we were forcefully removed and so our memories.

Following my PR training I was almost constantly on mission somewhere in Germany. If a mission had a problem, I was the one that was sent to handle it. I came a lot around and I knew every org and every mission that I visited was secretly infiltrated by non-Scientologists, that worked on orders to destroy and create bad PR.

The mission in Duesseldorf was a spot that had only criminal infiltrators and no Scientologists at all, and that was the mission I had to visit most often. I truly believe that the mission of Klaus and Beatix Lohmann in Duesseldorf was just opened to create more problems for Scientology. I went up there without any prejudice and wanted to help them handling their problems with the government, that attacked the mission badly, as much as I could, but the 1.1. smirks on the faces of those mission holders and staffmembers, but also many of their public never went away.

One of the governmental attackers were Ralph Mucha from the Duesseldorf Jugendamt, (juvenile office), which was typically German weird, because nobody in that mission was a juvenile. Mucha was just one of the many Nazi style attackers that thought they can build a career by ignoring constiutional rights of Scientologists to exercise their religion in peace. Mucha just like Heinemann and his criminal helpers used to enter the missions unwelcome and tried to destroy the peace with their presence.

However, the mission staffs were similary uncool. Beatix Lohmann used a pendulum on ther "PC's" to heal sickness and to make people remember their past lives! She also crawled on the floor, opened the door to auditing rooms and listened in on the auditing sessions. She had no regards for the privacy of the PC's.

Klaus Lohmann told me that Scientology needs enemies, otherwise Scientologists would not know how to behave, and latest then, I knew why the mission had so many enemies. Fact is, that real Scientologists always knew how to behave and very well behaved ethical, but the criminal infiltrators, the non-Scientologists, did not. I also heard that their highest trained auditor blew and joined the Jehova witnesses, which is also telling me, he never was a Scientologist in the first plase.

All their "problems" were staged in co-operation with the German government and the Scientology attackers. Before I made my first mission to Duesseldorf, I was told that a woman climed on a windowsill in this mission after an auditing session and threatened to jump. From all I could tell, it was not serious at all, the infiltrator never would have jumped, it was just staged to get Scientology in troubles.

Nobody of the mission holders, the staff or the public called it a Scientology mission, they all called it only the "Eaststreet". I hated this place and I wrote reports that the mission holders and the staff are the biggest problem and should be handled first of all, but as Juerg Stettler, another infiltrator overlooked the mission, nobody was handled.

One day, I returned from Duesseldorf to Munich and found the Scientology Finance Police in my office. Read what happened next in sequel 38.

Barbara Schwarz, December 18, 2002

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Date: Fri, 20 Dec 2002 11:59:59 -0800
From: barb <bwarr1@cox.net>
Subject: Re: Excuse me, is there a strait jacket in the house?

BarbaraSchwarz wrote: >
> barb <bwarr1@cox.net> wrote in message news:<3E023657.22B1DA91@cox.net>...
> > BarbaraSchwarz wrote:
> > >
> > > barb <bwarr1@cox.net> wrote in message news:<3E01173C.D28B75E5@cox.net>...
> > > > John wrote:
> > > > >
> > > > > "BarbaraSchwarz" <BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> > > > > news:a6bc00a0.0212181109.6fa5c415@posting.google.com...
> > > > > > mimus <tinmimus99@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> > news:<a4ivvuca5e7fj2as28q8k464i398gc07il@4ax.com>...
> > > > > > > On Tue, 17 Dec 2002 23:48:35 GMT, HR-Defense@aol.com (Shy David)
> > > > > > > wrote:
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > >On Tue, 17 Dec 2002 09:52:42 +1100, "John" <junk@junk.com> wrote:
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > snip
> > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Just listen to you rotten people. How much are drug companies and
> > > > > > psychiatrists paying you for your promotion for them? You people are
> > > > > > criminal, that is why you declare those that discovered the truth as
> > > > > > insane. (I am not taking about Koos, he is one of you.) Shame on you.
> > > > > > No character, no intelligence, all what you show is immature behavior
> > > > > > trying to cut of my constitutional right of free speech by
> > > > > > deliberately wrongfully running a campaign against me that I need
> > > > > > psychiatric "care", while in fact you are the people that are nuts.
> > > > > > Xenu-Barb, you run a Christian church with a sick name. You pray
> > > > > > secretly to the devil, don't you? You perhaps married satan or a
> > > > > > psych, which is basically same, in a secret ceremony.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Barbara Schwarz, December 18, 2002
> > > > >
> > > > > Do you have any idea what sort of impression the above rant gives to people?
> > > >
> > > > Of course she doesn't! This person is delusional, possibly
> > > > schizophrenic. Scientology helped her with that. That said, she has no
> > > > idea what kind of impression she gives, because she's nuts, and it all
> > > > makes perfect sense to her.
> > > > What's true is true for you....
> > > > --
> > > > Rev. Barb
> > > > Church of Xenu, San Diego
> > > > Chaplain, ARSCC
> > > > http://members.cox.net/bwarr1/index.htm
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > "$cientology sees the world this way: One man with a picket sign:
> > > > terrorism. Five thousand people dead in a deliberate inferno: business
> > > > opportunity.
> > > >
> > > > $cientology oozes _under_ terrorists to hide."
> > > > -Chris Leithiser
> > >
> > > Hey, wasn't that you Xenu-Barb, why run a campaign in November 2002
> > > for everybody to ignore me? How come you post suddenly in matters
> > > regarding me? Did nobody give you any attention anymore?
> > > You see, Barb, you are a disgusting criminal and liar and you are
> > > defending your conspiracy to attack Scientology by hanging at your
> > > last rope. Nothing about you is fair, honest or intelligent. And with
> > > each of your postings you show the world that you are completely
> > > un-religious, an absolutely unqualifed "reverend", but just a very
> > > hate propagandist.
> > >
> > > Barbara Schwarz
> >
> > Wow...you got all that, and I didn't even have to hold any cans!
> > You are, of course, willing to back your assertions with solid proof, as
> > any good Scientologist would.
> > --
> > Rev. Barb
> > Church of Xenu, San Diego
> > Chaplain, ARSCC
> > http://members.cox.net/bwarr1/index.htm
> >
> >
> > "$cientology sees the world this way: One man with a picket sign:
> > terrorism. Five thousand people dead in a deliberate inferno: business
> > opportunity.
> >
> > $cientology oozes _under_ terrorists to hide."
> > -Chris Leithiser
>
> Xenu-Barb, you are such a hostile spiteful woman, how come you can
> call yourself a Rev? That is as if satan call himself God. You think
> that nobody can convict you and all your criminal activities and your
> real agenda stays a secret for all times to come. I have news for you,
> Xenu-Barb. You will be busted not too long down the road.
>
> Barbara Schwarz

Now, that's pretty funny! I don't have any "crimes," dear. Just because Hubbard said it does not make it true. The crime cult has already tried to get me in trouble with trumped up foolishness. All it did was give me an opportunity to inform a few more people who otherwise never would have met me. That's a bit of a footbullet for OSA. These are people OSA would rather not have learning about Scientology's 50 year criminal enterprise.

I have news for you. I am squeaky clean. I have no interest in indulging in criminal behavior. I can't imagine what it is you think I'm up to! -- Rev. Barb Church of Xenu, San Diego Chaplain, ARSCC http://members.cox.net/bwarr1/index.htm

"$cientology sees the world this way: One man with a picket sign: terrorism. Five thousand people dead in a deliberate inferno: business opportunity.

$cientology oozes _under_ terrorists to hide." -Chris Leithiser

From: ffracs@hotmail.com (Garry)
Subject: A good case for locking up Barbara Schwarz and throwing away the key.......
Date: 19 Dec 2002 23:26:40 -0800
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http://www.oha.doe.gov/cases/foia/vfa0671.htm

Case No. VFA-0671, 28 DOE ¶ 80,175 June 27, 2001

DECISION AND ORDER

OF THE DEPARTMENT OF ENERGY

Appeal

Name of Petitioner: Barbara Schwarz

Date of Filing: May 15, 2001

Case Number: VFA-0671

On May 15, 2001, Barbara Schwarz (Schwarz) filed an Appeal from three determinations issued to her in response to requests for documents that she submitted under the Freedom of Information Act (FOIA), 5 U.S.C. § 552, as implemented by the Department of Energy (DOE) in 10 C.F.R. Part 1004. The determinations were issued on March 22, April 19, and April 27, 2001, by the DOE Headquarters FOIA/Privacy Act Division (DOE/HQ). This Appeal, if granted, would require that DOE/HQ perform an additional search and grant Schwarz a fee waiver.

I. Background This Appeal concerns three FOIA requests that Schwarz submitted to DOE, the Department of the Army, and the Department of State. The request that was originally submitted to the Department of State (DOS) was subsequently referred to DOE after DOS searched its files and found responsive information that related to DOE. The request that was submitted to the Department of the Army asked for material related to litigation with DOE.

In her first request, Schwarz asked that DOS send Schwarz a copy of all records pertaining to her. Letter from Schwarz to DOS (October 21, 1999). DOS searched, and during its search found one responsive document that also contained information related to DOE. Letter from M. Grafeld, DOS to Abel Lopez, DOE/HQ (March 26, 2001). DOS referred the document to DOE, and DOE released the document to Schwarz in its entirety. On September 13, 2000, Schwarz requested the Department of the Army (the Army) to provide her with copies of records relating to her litigation with several government agencies, including DOE. Letter from Schwarz to the Army (September 13, 2000). The Judge Advocate General (JAG) of the Army forwarded the portion of the request pertaining to DOE to DOE/HQ on March 26, 2001 for appropriate action. Letter from JAG to DOE/HQ (March 26, 2001). On April 19, 2001, DOE/HQ informed Schwarz that the DOE Office of General Counsel (DOE/OGC) searched but found no responsive documents relating to her litigation with DOE. Letter from DOE/HQ to Schwarz (April 19, 2001). Finally, in the third request at issue in this Appeal, Schwarz asked DOE/HQ on December 18, 2000, for all information on several matters including: (1) earthquakes that may have been caused by individuals with access to power plants;

(2) the negative affects of electricity in residential areas; (3) alleged bribes by the German Secret Service to Utah Power employees; (4) the mental health of DOE and nuclear power plant employees; and (5) the alleged secret and illegal infiltration of the DOE by the "German Nazi Secret Service." Letter from DOE/HQ to Schwarz (March 22, 2001) (Determination). She also requested that DOE waive fees in processing her request. Id. On March 22, 2001, DOE/HQ denied Schwarz's request for a fee waiver and asked for an assurance that she would pay processing fees before initiating a search. Id. Schwarz appealed all of these determinations and asks that OHA grant the fee waiver and order DOE/HQ to conduct another search for responsive material. She also argues that she is entitled to two free hours of search time and 100 free pages of records. Letter from Schwarz to Director, OHA (May 15, 2001) (Appeal).

II. Analysis Schwarz submits several reasons to justify her qualification for a fee waiver. First, she claims that she is indigent. Appeal at 2. Schwarz also contends that DOE has approved fee waivers for requesters who did not meet the requirements for a fee waiver. Id. (1) Finally, Schwarz argues that the requested information concerns government activities and that she is capable of disseminating the material to the public via the Internet and press releases. Appeal at 3.

A. Fee Waiver The FOIA generally requires that requesters pay fees for the processing of their requests. 5 U.S.C. § 552 (a) (4)(A)(I); see also 10 C.F.R. § 1004.9(a). However, it provides a two-pronged test for agencies to use in considering whether to waive fees. The two prongs can be summarized as the "public interest prong" and the "commercial interest" prong. See Ruth Towle Murphy, 27 DOE ¶ 80,173 (1998) (Murphy). The public interest prong requires an examination of whether disclosure of the information is likely to contribute significantly to public understanding of the operations or activities of the government. 5 U.S.C. § 552 (a)(4)(A)(iii). The commercial interest prong asks whether the request is primarily in the commercial interest of the requester. Id. The requester bears the burden of satisfying the two-prong test for a fee waiver. See Roderick Ott, 26 DOE ¶ 80,187 (1997) (Ott).

In order to determine whether the requester meets the public interest prong (i.e., whether disclosure of the requested information is in the public interest because it is likely to contribute significantly to public understanding of government operations or activities) the DOE considers four factors:

(A) The subject of the request; whether the subject of the requested records concerns the operations or activities of the government;

(B) The informative value of the information to be disclosed: whether the disclosure is likely to contribute to an understanding of government operations or activities;

(C) The contribution to an understanding by the general public of the subject likely to result from disclosure;

(D) The significance of the contribution to public understanding; whether the disclosure is likely to contribute significantly to public understanding of government operations or activities.

10 C.F.R. §1004.9(a)(8)(i). A requester who satisfies the four factors of the public interest prong must then address the second prong by showing that disclosure of the information is not primarily in his or her commercial interest. See Information Focus on Energy, 26 DOE ¶ 80,199 (1997). In denying Schwarz's fee waiver request, the Director of the DOE/HQ based this conclusion on Schwarz's alleged failure to provide justification for any of the four factors. Determination at 1. After reviewing Schwarz's arguments de novo, we agree, and find that DOE/HQ properly denied Schwarz's request for a fee waiver based on the four factors in 10 C.F.R. § 1004.9(a)(8).

1. Factor A DOE/HQ argues that the information requested "may not concern the operations or activities of the government and specifically the Department of Energy." Letter from DOE/HQ to Schwarz (March 22, 2001) at 2. We agree. Information regarding electricity, earthquakes, and the causes of earthquakes is not likely to concern the operations or activities of government. Records must be sought for their informative value with respect to specifically identified government operations or activities. See Van Fripp v. Parks, No. 97-0159, slip op. at 10 (D.D.C. Mar 16, 2000). In addition, Schwarz has requested information on the mental health of DOE and power plant employees, and the alleged bribery of DOE employees. This information could, arguably, concern the operations of the agency. However, Schwarz has not specifically identified any DOE operations or activities nor has she made more than a conclusory statement about the public interest in this information. Oglesby v. Department of the Army, 920 F.2d 57, 66 n.11 (D.C. Cir. 1990) (conclusory statements insufficient to make public interest showing). Thus, there is a "tenuous link" between furnishing the requested information and any benefit to the general public. NTEU v. Griffith, 811 F.2d 644, 647 (D.C. Cir. 1987). For instance, Schwartz argues that the American people need to know this information because "whatever comes from the government might not always be in the best interest of the United States." Appeal at 3. She also states that Americans want to know of a "secretly infiltrated DOE" so that they can "protect their lives and those of their family members." Id. These are conclusory statements that do not enlighten the agency about any potential public interest in the requested material. Therefore, we find that Schwarz has failed to satisfy Factor A.

2. Factor B In order for the disclosure to be "likely to contribute" to an understanding of specific DOE operations or activities, the responsive material must be meaningfully informative in relation to the subject matter of the request. See Carney v. Department of Justice, 19 F.3d 807, 814 (2d Cir. 1994) (stating that it is relevant to consider subject matter of fee waiver request). We cannot find that the requested information, if it exists, would contribute to an understanding of DOE operations or activities. Allegations of agency malfeasance do not warrant a fee waiver without further evidence that informative material will be found. See AFGE v. Department of Commerce, 632 F. Supp. 1272, 1278 (D.D.C. 1986); aff'd on other grounds, 907 F.2d 203 (D.C. Cir. 1990). Thus, Schwarz has failed to satisfy Factor B.

3. Factor C This test requires us to consider whether the requested documents would contribute to the understanding of the subject by the general public. To satisfy this factor, the requester must have the ability and intention to disseminate this information to the public. See STAND, 27 DOE ¶ 80,250 (1999) (STAND); Tod N. Rockefeller, 27 DOE ¶ 80,184 (1999); James L. Schwab, 22 DOE ¶ 80,133 (1992).

We find that Schwarz has not proven an ability to disseminate the requested information to the public. She states that she wants to inform the public via the Internet and that she intends to prepare a document for Congress to use as a basis for legislation against the alleged infiltration. Appeal at 3. She adds that she is capable of dissemination via the Internet and press releases. Id.

This falls far short of the proof required to establish the requester's ability to disseminate responsive material to the public. See STAND, 27 DOE at 80,250. A requester cannot establish public benefit by alleging an intent to share the requested information with the public. See Donald R. Patterson, 28 DOE ¶ 80,107 (2000). In addition, Schwarz has not established that there is a broad audience of persons interested in the subject of earthquakes, alleged Nazi infiltration of the DOE and the mental health of DOE employees. Mere access to the Internet does not prove an individual's ability to disseminate information under Factor C. Id; Barbara Schwarz, 28 DOE ¶ 80,126 (2000). Therefore, we find that Schwarz has not satisfied the Factor C test.

4. Factor D Under Factor D, disclosure must contribute "significantly" to public understanding of government operations or activities. Because, as explained with regard to Factor A, Schwarz has not shown that the requested information relates to specifically identifiable government operations or activities,

release of the requested information will not significantly contribute to public understanding of government operations or activities. Thus, Schwarz has failed to satisfy Factor D. Because Schwarz has not satisfied the public interest prong, it is unnecessary to analyze the commercial interest prong. We therefore find that DOE/HQ properly denied Schwarz's request for a fee waiver. (2)

B. ADEQUACY OF SEARCH Schwarz asks that OHA order DOE/HQ to conduct a new search because she contends that more responsive documents exist at DOE and that DOE must have records regarding her cases against the Departments of Treasury, Health and Human Services, and the FBI. Appeal at 1. She requests detailed information about the search for these documents, including "search records" and a "search declaration" by the Acting Deputy Counsel for Litigation. Appeal at 2.

In responding to a request for information filed under the FOIA, it is well established that an agency must "conduct a search reasonably calculated to uncover all relevant documents." Truitt v. Department of State, 897 F.2d 540, 542 (D.C. Cir. 1990). "The standard of reasonableness which we apply to agency search procedures does not require absolute exhaustion of the files; instead, it requires a search reasonably calculated to uncover the sought materials." Miller v. Department of State, 779 F.2d 1378, 1384-85 (8th Cir. 1985); accord Truitt, 897 F.2d at 542. We have not hesitated to remand a case where it is evident that the search conducted was in fact inadequate. See, e.g., Glen Milner, 17 DOE ¶ 80,102 (1988). We have analyzed the search conducted by DOE/HQ and find that the search was adequate.

Schwarz filed a FOIA appeal with the Army on September 13, 2000. Her appeal contained a FOIA request for copies of records related to her litigation with DOE and other agencies. Letter from the Army to DOE/HQ (March 26, 2001). The Army searched its files in response to Schwarz's request and found no responsive material. The Army then referred the request to the agencies that were actually parties to the litigation. Id. In the request, Schwarz stated that she sued DOE and gave a specific case number. DOE/HQ contacted the Department of Justice (DOJ) about the case, and was informed that because Schwarz did not file the case properly, the case was never sent to DOE. Letter from Sheila Jeter, DOE/HQ to Valerie Vance Adeyeye, OHA (June 1, 2001). Nonetheless, DOE/OGC still conducted a search of its files using the case number, but found no responsive documents. Letter from DOE/HQ to Schwarz (April 19, 2001).

We find that DOE/OGC conducted an adequate search reasonably calculated to uncover the material requested by Ms. Schwarz. Even though DOJ informed DOE that the case was never sent to DOE, DOE/OGC still searched its files for responsive material using the case number. DOE/OGC was not required to provide a detailed description of its search or a "search certificate." The FOIA simply requires the agency to notify the requester of the determination, the reasons for the determination, and of the requester's right to appeal. See Barbara Schwarz, 27 DOE ¶ 80,245 at 80,872 (1999).

C. PROCEDURAL ISSUES Schwarz raised other objections to the manner in which DOE/HQ handled the FOIA appeals. She alleged that DOE/HQ attempted to "act like the final authority," that she was not provided a copy of her appeal, and that she did not receive a transmittal form from the agencies. Appeal at 1. Upon review of Schwarz's allegations and DOE's response, we conclude that Schwarz has misinterpreted much of the correspondence relating to her requests for information. DOE/HQ has never claimed to be nor acted as if it were the final authority on the Army and DOS appeals. Rather, those agencies relinquished to DOE the responsibility for processing information related to DOE, and DOE has exercised that authority in its responses to Schwarz. See Letter from DOS to DOE/HQ (March 26, 2001); Letter from the Army to DOE/HQ (March 26, 2001). DOE/HQ has also stated that it will send Schwarz a copy of the transmittal memos that she requested in the Appeal. Letter from Sheila Jeter, DOE/HQ to Valerie Vance Adeyeye, OHA (June 1, 2001).

In conclusion, we find that DOE/HQ conducted a search reasonably calculated to uncover the responsive material. DOE/HQ also properly denied Schwarz's request for a fee waiver. Accordingly, the Appeal is denied.

It Is Therefore Ordered That:

(1) The Freedom of Information Act Appeal filed by Barbara Schwarz on May 15, 2001, OHA Case Number VFA-0671, is hereby denied.

(2) This is a final order of the Department of Energy from which any aggrieved party may seek judicial review pursuant to 5 U.S.C. § 552(a)(4)(B). Judicial review may be sought in the district

in which the requester resides or has a principal place of business, or in which the agency records

are situated, or in the District of Columbia.

George B. Breznay

Director

Office of Hearings and Appeals

Date: June 27, 2001

(1)Schwarz did not offer any evidence that DOE approved "unqualified" FOIA requests. Therefore, we will not address that issue. We further note that indigence is not a basis for a waiver of fees under the FOIA. See Barbara Schwarz, 28 DOE ¶ 80,126 (2000); Ely v. United States Postal Service, 753 F.2d 163, 165 (D.C. Cir. 1985) ("Congress rejected a fee waiver provision for indigents.").

(2)Regarding Schwarz's entitlement to two hours of free search time and 100 free copies, we note that DOE/HQ did not deny these items. 10 C.F.R. § 1004.9(a), (b)(4). See Barbara Schwarz, 28 DOE ¶ 80,126 (2000). Rather, the Determination denied only Schwarz's fee waiver request. It is the policy of DOE/HQ to require a requester to address fees before assigning a control number to the request and initiating a search. After DOE/HQ begins the search, the first two hours are free. See Schwarz, 27 DOE at 80,871 n2. However, DOE/HQ informed us that Schwarz did not include an assurance to pay in her request, nor did she submit one to that office after the determination letter specifically requested assurance. Memorandum of Telephone Conversation between Sheila Jeter, DOE/HQ and Valerie Vance Adeyeye, OHA (June 21, 2001).

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 38: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 20 Dec 2002 08:56:55 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212200856.7f7f40e8@posting.google.com>

The Scientology finance police mission had moved in my office and security checked all German Guardian Office (GO) staffmembers, including me of course and not just one time. Most GO women passed the checks, most of the executive men did not, but were declared verbally surppressive and implanted and removed from their positions. The GO was reduced to half of it's size, but the Munich org staffmembers were not sec checked and the Munich org continued to have approximately 100 employees, when I was elected President of the Church of Scientology Germany in a board meeting.

The Finance police departured and I was left with a pretty disorganized GO, because as I mentioned above, in majority GO men held the executives positions and the women or former juniors had to take over. On top of that, most of the women were married to those men that were kicked off staff. According to policies, people that were in contact with SP's did not qualify for staff, esp. GO staff either, but if they would have routed off as well, nobody except I would have remained to handle the enormous amounts of hostile and legal attacks on Scientology by the German still Nazi government.

The GO continued it's work under me with no ball dropped, but it was stressful, because pretty much everybody of my juniors at once had a new positions. I could not really relay on that my new executives did their jobs right and I had to review a lot myself in basic.

None of those that the Finance Police routed off agreed to it. If you ever hear that SCN doesn't let you go, it's likely a lie. You are rather kicked out of it. I believe it was Helmuth Bloebaum, who was one of the many GO executives that were taken off post, who requested a committee of evidence, (Comm Ev) and the others followed his example. Nobody wanted to leave the org or the GO. They all showed up every morning in the GO, but nobody held executive positions anymore. As they were all former executives the comm ev's could have been not held by former juniors in the Munich org, but had to be held rather by Folo Eu executive staff.

As far as Juerg Stettler and Georg Stoffel were concerned, I'd rather had seen them leave yesterday, and they were absolutely rightfully removed by the Finance police as suppressive criminals. But I did not agree with everybody that the Finance police kicked out. I knew that Helmuth Bloebaum wasn't a SP. He and I had several disagreements during the years, but I also always knew that he had no hidden agenda to bury Scientology like some of the other guys.

Folo Eu, just as infiltrated as any other org on the planet, ignored the requests for comm ev, which was outrageous. Weeks passed and despite our nudges to Folo Eu, they did not send a mission to Munich to hold the comm ev and also did not offer any comm ev at Folo Eu for those many ex-GO executives.

Finally, I received a telex from Folo Eu and they requested that I shall send half of my remaining Go staff to EU. They gave me absolutely no clue at all as to why they wanted half of my staff, that just had passed finance police sec checks. I had a real problem with it, because the Munich GO did not only handle the legal problems of the Munich org, but coordinated and supervised also the legal and external problems of the many German missions. Germany is as suppressive as no other country on earth and the criminal government and it's attackers used much of the changes in the GO to step up their efforts to destroy Scientology completely in Germany. I am not saying that the GO or the orgs did not need the clean up, it was badly needed, because the German still Nazi secret service had planted their rotten people in each org, but the vacuum that was left after the clean up was not properly filled with ethical real Scientologists that could do the job.

I knew that I could not handle hundred of serious problems of the orgs and missions, as the governmental decrees of withdrawal of legal capacity, that the German government issued against the Munich org and missions just on my own or with the help of attorneys that did not give their best to assist. Folo Eu, the mission of Alan Hubbart continued to keep it a secret as to why they wanted half of my staff, but telexed me that I could come up with them.

I arrived in Copenhagen, in Folo EU and was told that I am assigned to the decks, the DPF. Birgitta Dagnell (Harrison) was not more on the DPF, she stomped around in a sea org uniform and looked quite and very unabused. But she behaved like a Gestapo officer. Despite that I was already sec checked by the finance police, I was again sec checked, but as I was a real Scientologist, who never suppressed anybody and gave it all I had to build a better world, I passed them, while I am sure that Birgitta passed them only because she was sec checked by fellow co-conspirator/infiltrator-"auditors" that falsified the records claiming that she passed and would be no criminal infiltrator.

The food wasn't fancy, that is correct, but nobody was starving and of course nobody was chained. Everybody could leave at any time. Nobody was long on the deck anyway, most just a few days, they were either promoted like I was to higher positions, or could go back to their former position, or were assigned to the RPF and when they did not agree to do it, were free to leave Scientology.

The work on the deck was also not that bad. It was pretty much what everybody does at home, vacuum cleaning, washing windows, removing dust from the funitures at SCN Nordland hotel. My "twin" Beatrice had a hard time accepting being on the decks, but I told her to make the best out of it, and soon we had fun doing the work. I am sure we cleaned better and faster than those that were hanging around with long faces, but as soon as Birgitta saw that we were not suffering, she demanded our unhappiness, just like a concentration camp warden.

I never shared a room with that woman at Folo EU or elsewhere. My roommates were women from the Munich GO and later Gunhild Krog from Danmark. Birgitta was so non-scientological, that is why I did not like her. I became friends with lots of people in Folo EU, but Birgitta was definitely not one of them. Actually Birgitta is the kind of person she is warning of and complaining about in her postings. There was not one other person around that was more fanatical as Birgitta was. She probably would have kicked me out already back then, but Mike Sutter arrived from SCN INT and she had to hide her Gestapo manners somewhat. Criminal infiltrators and non-Scientologists as Birgitta are the reason why people complain about their treatment in Scientology.

That is also why the Scientology "critics" can't be taken in any way seriously. They just attack L. Ron Hubbard and Scientology, but as long as a former socalled "Scientologist" joins them in their attacks, it suddenly don't matter anymore what kind of Nazi that person was during the time he or she had infiltrated the orgs. Those Nazis are suddenly good almost holy people, that did nothing wrong in the orgs, while in fact, they were the worst.

The German GO staff that were removed from the Finance Police were assigned to the RPF, the Rehabilitation Project Force. Most of them decided to do it, but not Georg Stoffel, he blew right away. He decided to get rather SP declared and sneak back in the orgs later, and that is exactly what he did.

He was declared but had the guts to tell me to call his wife Maria in Germany that he is on his route home so that she is prepared. During his years on staff he often tried to suppress me and he was such a Non-Scientologist that he thought I have to serve him, the primitive Bavarian infiltrator and total WOG even beyond his SP declare. He had an IQ really not larger than a chimp and he also looked like one.

He did not believe in past lives or otherwise in Scientology. He was Grad IV and had not run one past life, likely because his auditor was also a criminal infiltrator and did not apply Ron's technology. Not having run a past live at the level of grade IV is a ver clear indication of unapplied SCN technology. You can get already access to your past lives by running the selfanalysis lists of the book "Selfanalysis" in your home.

Read in sequel 39, how I was again promoted.

Barbara Schwarz, December 20, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 39: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 20 Dec 2002 09:59:30 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212200959.6192ec25@posting.google.com>

I was only a few days on the decks in Folo Eu, when Mike Sutter arrived from Scientology INT. I met him and the next day he decided to let me run the DPF. One reason why Birgitta Dagnell (Harrison) lashed unfairly and criminally out against Mike in her unqualified postings, was surely because he promoted me and not her.

I run the decks and the difference me running the decks was that people did the DPF with more enthusiasm and better results for them personally, than they did before. However, if I would have run the decks longer, I would have put Birgitta back on, because she was just one mean suppressive bitch.

There was a Munich GO staff, who first decided that he doesn't want to join the RPF, so he was free to leave Scientology. He however changed his mind and told me that he made his mind up and wants to join the RPF. Birgitta denied the chance to him, she was heartless, mean spirited, unfair, inhumane and absolutely non-scientological. She just wanted to be superior to everybody and to deny rights to stay in Scientology to as many Scientologists as possible.

When Mike heard about it, he told me that this guy had a right for a rehabilitation chance, if he wishes so and asked me to tell that to him. I would have if I would have found him again, but he had left the orgs. Mike had a lot more human compassion that Birgitta had. She was suppressive, he was fair.

While I was running the DPF, I had a chance to see Mike Sutter work. He was tough, straight from A to B, but always professional. He did not abuse anybody either physical, emotional or verbal. Birgitta criminally fabricated everything she wrote about him, because hostile lies against real Scientologists are her specialty.

I had to turn the running of the DPF over to somebody else, because another Scientology INT mission came to Copenhagen and I was sent on a mission to Germany, including to my own org. This was an internal administrative mission to secure the safety of Scientology and Scientologists. After I returned from this mission, I was promoted in the Folo Eu External Affairs Project, the later Special Affairs Unit. Mike Sutter had returned to the United States. We were four women running the Unit. Allen Hubbart made Karin Godin in charge of the unit, despite she did not go through the decks, which was rather odd. Karin was the most un-scientological of us four executives. She came from France, but had a German father. She was clearly an European agent, because she wanted me to make promotion for Europe, when I later met her in the United States, after she sneaked in the Special Unit there. I was just thinking that when she found the USA so terrible, as she tried to make me believe that it is, and nasty Europe so wonderful, why did she not get her European butt back to Europe.

I became in charge of handling the external affiars of Germany, Swiss, Austria and Holland. The external and legal affairs of Switzerland, Austria and the Netherlands were a piece of cake compared what was cooking in Germany. I managed to handle the problems of Swiss, Austria and Holland together with their president's or with a mission that was down there and it took me not more than one hour daily to organize the successful removal of the external problems of the orgs and missions in those countries. The rest of the day, till very late at night I was working in the External Affairs Unit exclusively on German and only German problems, that were caused by still existing German Nazi government and private Scientology persecutors and attackers.

Diethelm Alisch was choosen by Allan Hubbart's mission to fill in for me in Munich as the Mission All Clear in Charge, the MAC I/C. Diethelm was not new in Scientology, He had worked for many years in the GO WW in the PR office, in the UK. However, whatever he did holding the MAC Unit, the GO in Germany, while I was gone, it was not effective. I got a lot on my plate in EU that came directly from Germany bypassing Diethel entirely. The Munich attorneys called me in Copenhagen and complained that they were not paid in time by the Munich org.

Then there came the day when Diethelm informed me that a German court had upheld the withdrawal of legal capacity of a German mission. This judgment opened the door to the withdrawal of legal capacity of any German org or mission. In other words: The German still Nazi government denied to all Scientologists in Germany, that wanted to be organized in a legal entity their rights hereto. They wanted to steal the very basics of Scientology orgs and missions, their organizations. It was Nazi Germany all over. If they would have not outraged the world by gassing the Jews before, that is what they would have done with us Scientologists in a heartbeat.

I called Michelle Black in Los Angeles. She worked in the Special Affairs Unit INT and was my senior at that time. I told her about the legal loss and that I have to return to Munich to run the MAC Unit again. Michelle agreed and I turned the external affairs of the countries Swiss, Austria, Holland over to the others in the External Affairs Unit of EU.

It was suppressive criminal infiltrator Juerg Stettler who set a rumour in the world (that he even told to the Munich psychs while he tried to sell me out to them) that I would have not "cared" for the Munich org, that I would have "neglected" my duties as president, because I held that external affairs unit in EU while still being the president of the Munich org. To be honest, I would have preferred to be staff in an American org and not the President of the biggest org in freaking Nazi Germany, but there was nobody left that was qualified to be the President of that org that was under attack with the German missions perhaps more than any other org on the planet. But I never neglected any of my duties. I worked constantly on the problems of the Munich org in EU and as Diethelm was bypassed so often, I sort of run the org directly from EU.

Helmuth Bloebaum was qualified to be the President of the Munich org. He worked many years in the legal office of the GO and had extensive German legal knowledge. I think it is fair to say that he pretty much knew what professional attorneys knew. (I remember when a criminal infiltrator of the GO legal office wanted to threw his law books away, because he found that Helmuth was sticking his nose too deep in those. It was pretty outrageous.) If somebody was qualified to watch the attorneys doing the right things and applying the correct laws, it was surely Helmuth, but he never told me that he wanted to become the president, if he would have, I would have recommened him to the board, and if they would have elected him, I would have joined the Special Affairs Unit in LA, which I wanted badly, because Marty, my prince worked there. But what I didn't want was to leave the position of the President of Scientology org Germany to a criminal infiltrator and non-Scientologist or another unqualified person.

Read in sequel number 40, that I had to do with the Sea Org Reserves and that the German government wanted to have all Sea Org Reserves. (No kidding!)

Barbara Schwarz, December 20, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Re: Part 32: BS reveals shocking news!
Date: 20 Dec 2002 10:51:46 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212201051.712a6f9f@posting.google.com>

zob95@yahoo.com (zobicus) wrote in message news:<5df5bafc.0212181500.52ff538f@posting.google.com>... > BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz) wrote in message news:<a6bc00a0.0212181023.6875ed14@posting.google.com>...
> > barb <bwarr1@cox.net> wrote in message
> > > "Did you ever read poor old George Orwell's uh... 1984? Yes, yes,
> > > that's wonderful. That would be, could be, the palest imagined
> > > shadow of what a world would be like under the rule of the secret
> > > use of Scientology with no remedy in existence."
> > > -L. Ron Hubbard PDC Lecture #20
> >
> > Above statement is also a forgery. This statement was badly twisted
> > around and is not by L. Ron Hubbard.
> > Barbara Schwarz
>
> Barbara actually has a point.
> Here is the quote in context:
>
> "There is only one thing that could happen to Scientology, and that is
> to say that it would be buried. The remedy would be buried. If it ever
> went out of sight, this world's done. All you've got to do is
> invalidate it and put it out of sight and hide it, and it'll come up
> in the wrong place doing the wrong thing, and mankind will find itself
> a slave".
> ..."So anybody who knows the remedy of this subject, anybody who knows
> these techniques, is himself actually under a certain responsibility -
> that's to make sure that it doesn't remain a sole proprietor. That's
> all it takes, just don't remain a sole proprietor. Don't ever think
> that a monopoly of this subject is a safe thing to have. It's not
> safe. It's not safe for man; it's not safe for this universe".
> "This universe has long been looking for new ways to make slaves.
> Well, we've got some new ways to make slaves here. Let's see that none
> are made". (pg. 49)
> ..."Therefore we really do have the remedy before the assault weapon
> is produced. Did you ever read poor old George Orwell's uh.. in his
> work "1984"? Yes, yes, that's wonderful. That would be, could be, the
> palest imagined shadow of what a world would be like under the rule of
> the secret use of Scientology with no remedy in existence. Well it's
> all right in this offhand age to just brush things aside and say,
> "Well, it's of no importance, no importance, really, and.. let's not
> be dramatic the way people are being about the atom bomb.' Actually
> the atom bomb isn't as serious as this subject. It's just a MEST
> weapon. And, it's all right to be very offhand, and very cheerful and
> so on, and - like the little boy whistling in the dark says, "'no
> ghosts or boogymen exist'." - Well, this boogyman does exist".
> "It's a very simple remedy. And that's just make sure that the remedy
> is passed along. That's all. Don't hoard it. Don't hold it. And if you
> ever do use any Black Dianetics, use it on the guy who pulled
> Scientology out of sight and made it so it wasn't available. Because
> he's the boy who would be electing himself "'the new order'". We don't
> need any more new orders ...." (pg. 49/50) 

That is also no original L. Ron Hubbard quote. If you want to know what L. Ron Hubbard really wrote, you have to work at the CIA to publish what L. Ron Hubbard wrote, by being under protective surveillance at least since 1953. They have records of any pen stroke he made and every word he has spoken. He is was a very very different man as the Scientology attackers describe him, but also a different man as the criminally infiltrated Scientology orgs describe him.

Barbara Schwarz

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 40: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 21 Dec 2002 08:55:42 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212210855.a59eda2@posting.google.com>

By the way, Birgitta Dagnell (Harrison) wasn't promoted to the External Affairs Project, the later Special Unit of EU, she was sent home to her Swedish org and I am sure while being there she committed one crime after the other against this org and Scientologists.

In a moment I continue with my story, but before I do I want you to know something about Germany, Scientology and the sea org reserves, that you have to know, and that also belongs very much to my story:

The Germans are split right down the middle as to what to do with Scientology and real Scientologists. One part wants Scientology to be completely erradicated, all books and other material burned, all Scientologists in mental institutions (many of you SCN attackers just sound like Germans and nothing but the Germans), to erase their memories to Scientology and if possible to kill them in those institutions. The other part wants to change Scientology (and unfortunately progressed with it) to a psychological club that makes a lot of money, twisted lots of what L. Ron Hubbard wrote or/and they also wrote completely new policies and bulletins under his name. They took much of L. Ron Hubbards technology out of Scientology that makes women and men real free and able. The Scientology infiltrators run on the same two tickets: There are those that want the total erradication of Scientology, and the others that work for anti-religious but psychological changes of Scientology.

The Scientology donations price lists are that high for also two reasons: 1) To make sure that not many can easily move up the bridge. 2) To make the Germans rich. (Have you ever noticed that the SCN passport to total freedom was not blue like an American passport, but green and looked exactly like a German passport?) L. Ron Hubbard never wrote any excessive finance policies, the criminal infiltrators did.

How do I know? I know L. Ron Hubbard and I know the Germans. I am really excellent in putting the pieces together.

The Sea Org reserves are not in the USA. (At least they were not when I was on staff, and I would be surprised if the reserves were transferred back to the United States, after the IRS declared the Scientology orgs non-profit, because Germany still wants to have that money.)

The Sea Org reserves are in Luxembourg, yes, right next to Germany, so that Germany just has to collect them, when the Germans become officially leaders of the European union or community. The high prices of Scientology are the idea of the still existing German Nazi secret service. They ordered their criminal agents and Scientology infiltrators, in other words, non-Scientologists and wogs in sea org uniform, to adopt exessive donations for Scientology services (and on top to alter L. Ron Hubbard's technology badly to make SCN less effective and even ridiculous), since they planned to collect all sea org reserves in Europe.

The Spanish government accused SCN, and I am also absolutely certain mainly innocent Mark Rathbun (de Rothschild) of having transferred Spanish money out of Spain to the USA. I explained them over and over that Marty was the Inspector General for Ethics and not the Finance Director of Scientology, and that it would be like arresting the Spanish Justice minister if something in the Spanish Finance ministry looked wrong. I also explained to them that European Scientology reserves are not in the USA, but in Europe, in Luxembourg, but as the Spaniards are German Nazi poodles, they just wanted to blame and wrongfully accuse the USA, L. Ron Hubbard, Marty, Heber Jentzsch and any other non-criminal Scientologist. As secretly ordered by the Germans, they were not interested in the facts, just wrote me letters to conceal the whereabouts of Marty Rathbun.

How do I know so much about the Sea Org reserves? Because I was a member of the board of all sea org reserves. We were three members on the board, an attorney with name Brown, Maureen Brigatti and I. I became member of the board of all sea org reserves after I was elected President of the Church of Scientology Germany. At this time the sea org reserves were about one Billion Dollars.

But I hated the idea that the reserves were in Europe. Most of the Scientology donations came in through the United States and not EU, and that is why the reserves should be in the USA. If somebody has a right to complain that significant amounts of money is taken out of their country, it's the United States, but not the Europeans, that know that the money is still in Europe.

Of course I knew that the IRS, also on German secret service orders tried to deny religious status to Scientology orgs and asked for unfair taxes, but I nevertheless did not feel easy about it that the reserves were in Europe, because I know the Germans and their criminal tricks so well. I was hoping that after the IRS declared SCN non-profit that they transferred the sea org reserves back to the USA, but as the orgs are still heavily infiltrated by German Nazi secret service agents, I am pretty certain that they are still in Luxembourg, for the Germans to grab at the moment they become the offical European leaders.

There was nothing wrong with the statutes of the sea org reserves accounts, they were large documents, professionally drafted by attorneys pursuant to international laws and declared the reserves to the property of Scientology and Scientologists to be used for non-profit purposes only, but with a few tricks (and the Germans know lots of them) Germany could get their bloody and still Nazi hands on all the reserves.

One of the tricks was to come after me, to illegally declare me incapacitated, to put me under guardianship that explicitly stated that I shall be not allowed to make any decisions on finance matters, but that the German government had the right to dictate any finance affairs that relate to me. I had no personal money. I was a staffmember and sea org member, what else could the German government have meant than the Billion Dollars Sea Org reserves?

However, just briefly before the German government kidnapped me from Danmark in Summer 1985, I had one bad feeling that something awful would happen to me, so I decided to give Helmuth Bloebaum my resignation as board member from all the sea org reserves. I knew I was a major target by the German corrupt government and that it was better for Scientology when I am not on the board of the reserves. I felt that they wanted to have them. I gave Helmuth the resignation why we drove in a car. If he forgot to forward it, or if it was lost otherwise, I could be still a board member of all the sea org reserves, because I never got anything in writing that my resignation was accepted.

If I am still on it, I have no new intentions to resign, now that I am in the United States and the Germans have it not more that easy to come after me to get the reserves. I'd rather put my weight in that the Sea Org reserves shall be transferred out of Europe back to the USA were they belong.

Read in installment 41 that we hired the most influencial attorneys in Bavaria for SCN, but they weren't worth a cent.

Barbara Schwarz, December 21, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: Part 41: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
Date: 21 Dec 2002 10:10:14 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212211010.5beddc56@posting.google.com>

After a few months in FOLO EU, the External Affairs Project and later Special Unit, I was back in Germany, in the Munich org and knew one thing very clearly: We needed better attorneys than the bloodless unengaged shysters that we had back then. Attorney Willhelm Bluemel did some work for Scientology org in earlier years, but not on any permanent basis. He could make one think that he is a hotshot lawyer that was really interested in helping Scientology and Scientologists, so he was hired back by me, but he was no expert in administrative law and no expert on religious issues. I knew we needed attorneys that knew how to represent us in our constitutional fight as a true religious community in still existing Nazi Germany.

I got a hand from the Special Unit International. I coordinated the legal problems and external affairs not through Karin Godin and the FOLO External Affiars Project in Eu, but directly with the Special Unit in Los Angeles. They sent two missionaires that screened Munich attorneys and recommended Adam Deinlein and Detlev Wunderlich. I agreed hiring them, because they were administrative law attorneys and they had an famous and impressive law firm. Deinlein was a former Bavarian state president and Wunderlich was one of the best friends of ministerpresident Franz Josef Strauss. (For those that are non-German, that was the highest political guy in Bavaria at this time.)

They were also willing to fly to Los Angeles with me in October 1983 to a lawyer conference, but I had to talk them out of wanting to fly with the concorde and to accept Lufthansa First Class instead. They were really bloodsuckers, esp. Wunderlich. We also took German Professor Kopp along, a law professor, who was recommended by Helmuth Bloebaum. Professor Kopp was an expert in religious rights and he disagreed with how the German government treated Scientology. He was a modest and friendly man and we discussed Germany's anti-religious activities and law violations during the long flight.

We arrived on Los Angeles, Michelle Black and some others picked us up at the airport and the attorneys, Prof. Kopp and I toured the Los Angeles orgs. Deinlein was impressed and wanted to see more, Wunderlich said it would be all too much on Deinlein and that he wants to go to bed. Eventually, they retired to their first class hotel rooms, while Michelle shared her room with me.

The next day I entered the Special Unit (OSA Int) with Michelle and I saw Marty the first time again, but out of some distance. I was at the end of a long aisle and he crossed it on the other end from staff training room to the conference room, My fist impulse was to walk the same way, to have a look at his face, but I could not, I was suddenly surrounded by Scientologists, welcomming me and asking me questions.

We had a three days long lawyer conference with the attorneys and Professor Kopp, and they got in details briefed on our cases and the German uncosntitutional hostilities and persecution of Scientology and Scientologists. The attorneys promised to do their best to end that (which they did not, but more to that a bit later) and returned to Germany, while I stayed two weeks longer in Los Angeles.

Michelle Black was actually nicer to me than many of other women that I met in my life and also many women that I met in Scientology. She had no husband and wasn't afraid that I could steal hers, despite I never wanted any of their husbands, but just Marty, my prince and husband. One could night she came in the room and put unasked another blanket over my shoulders. I can't recall that anybody did that to me before. (I remember that Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB"), once stole feathers out of my pillow, and when I put my head on my pillow I noticed that at least two large chickens were removed from my pillow. I found them eventually in RB's pillow. She was so selfish and sneaky.)

Now I will address Marty directly, if the world wants to listen in, you may, but don't hang disgusting and jealous threads on that sweet and special love story of ours:

Marty, when you walked in that office of Heber Jentzsch on that Saturday and Michelle greeted you, I did not immediately recognize you as my husband. I wished I had, but the memory was really removed. I was faszinated by you. You smiled at me, said hello and slowly left the office. Today I wish I would have asked you to show me something of Los Angeles to be together with you. You took my heart right with you. It was again love at the first glance.

It are not only your extremly good looks that attracted me, it was and still is so much more. There is a quality to you that is so hard to find and it makes me melt and weak in the knees. Despite that you are more of a man than anybody else, there is also a tenderness, a honest warmth and sweetness about you and in the ways you looked and smiled at me, that I wished I would be your wife, and I had no idea back then how close I was, but I soon should find out.

You surely speeded up my heartbeat like nobody else. You also looked spirited, educated and intelligent and I noticed your fine manners. In other words: You were a star in a world that is populated with so many wild apes. You were like a greek God and everything was devine about you. I was enchanted from the beginning I saw you upclose. There was also a familarity about you that I felt strongly, but I thought that this might be from past lives. I did not feel this kind of familarity to Juergen or anyone else, I just felt it with you so very strongly. Meeting you was like finding my other half, my soulmate.

Barbara, or better Sarah to you, my prince and unforgetable husband, December 21, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: You are being watched, criminals!
Date: 21 Dec 2002 11:53:26 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212211153.30ec0cfc@posting.google.com>

Many of you, that lie, insult and reputation-kill on A.R.S. are being watched. Your law violations are being documented, so you better watch the content of your postings. I know you feel like being in a really dirty snake pit, where you can let your criminal poison out and can lie and twist the facts and insult without being called to justice, but it isn't so. From what I know, I can tell you that influencial people are watching your behaviors and are building a case against you criminals.

The reason why you attack me either as being fake or being crazy is easy to answer: You just hate that I blew the whistle as to that you are remote controlled robots with ear implants. You biggest secret is revealed and as you never have learned to be adults, you would feel completely lost without a big brother calling in your microchips what to say, what to do, when to go to bed, what to eat, with what to play. You don't know how to be your own persons, that is why you are so afraid of my postings.

In a desperate attempt to shut me up and to conceal the facts, you robots come up with no better defense as that the Germans were not really bad or are not really bad, never would invent ear implants to run international agents, never would infiltrate the U.S. government or Scientology, and I must be crazy to claim otherwise. Pretty much any of your postings is evidence as to that I am completely right. Not one of you is able to fight a fact based or intelligent discussion on this or any other subject, your responses to my postings are made in panic. You are in panic and your case officers as well. You folks try to protect this system by claiming it would not exist and you would not belong to it, is absolutely the most dumbest thing you can do, because once more, that systems also lets their agents down. This outrageous system will be busted and shall I tell you about it's end? One criminal will accuse the other one, in hope to keep the head on his or her shoulders.

Barbara Schwarz, December 21, 2002

From: BarbaraSchwarz2222@hotmail.com (BarbaraSchwarz)
Subject: You are being watched, criminals!
Date: 21 Dec 2002 11:53:26 -0800
Message-ID: <a6bc00a0.0212211153.30ec0cfc@posting.google.com>

Many of you, that lie, insult and reputation-kill on A.R.S. are being watched. Your law violations are being documented, so you better watch the content of your postings. I know you feel like being in a really dirty snake pit, where you can let your criminal poison out and can lie and twist the facts and insult without being called to justice, but it isn't so. From what I know, I can tell you that influencial people are watching your behaviors and are building a case against you criminals.

The reason why you attack me either as being fake or being crazy is easy to answer: You just hate that I blew the whistle as to that you are remote controlled robots with ear implants. You biggest secret is revealed and as you never have learned to be adults, you would feel completely lost without a big brother calling in your microchips what to say, what to do, when to go to bed, what to eat, with what to play. You don't know how to be your own persons, that is why you are so afraid of my postings.

In a desperate attempt to shut me up and to conceal the facts, you robots come up with no better defense as that the Germans were not really bad or are not really bad, never would invent ear implants to run international agents, never would infiltrate the U.S. government or Scientology, and I must be crazy to claim otherwise. Pretty much any of your postings is evidence as to that I am completely right. Not one of you is able to fight a fact based or intelligent discussion on this or any other subject, your responses to my postings are made in panic. You are in panic and your case officers as well. You folks try to protect this system by claiming it would not exist and you would not belong to it, is absolutely the most dumbest thing you can do, because once more, that systems also lets their agents down. This outrageous system will be busted and shall I tell you about it's end? One criminal will accuse the other one, in hope to keep the head on his or her shoulders.

Barbara Schwarz, December 21, 2002

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