Here is a folk story from an obscure central European ethnic community:
A father called to his son, "Son, come here, I want to show you something." The son obeyed. The father said, "Look over there." But the son did not trust his father and refused to take his eyes off him. The father reassured his son, "Look over there, I promise I won't hurt you."
So the son looked. The father immediately backhanded the boy hard enough to knock him down. The son rubbed his jaw, and with tears in his eyes, asked, "Father, why did you hurt me after you promised not to?" "You are a fool. No son of mine would trust his father."
Assuming that imaginary father's reassuring tone, I tell you that I infiltrated the Scientology cult. As the story shows, you should not believe everything you hear. At the same time you should not shut your eyes, ears or mind off to something that may serve to benefit you or the ones you love.
I never intended to publicly relate this narrative. That is because the one thing in my life of which I am most ashamed is my past association to the Scientology cult.
I had been desperately trying to get a response from Scientology on a thesis I wrote about L. Ron Hubbard, the founder of Scientology. One day I was informed that I was the latest target of Scientology's "bigot"
pages. With the recent spate of terrorism , I guess they have been renamed the "extremist" pages.
I wanted to see what picture they had on the page and read the falsehoods and libel Scientologists presumably wrote about me. At first I thought they had me mixed up with a different Joe Cisar. Despite that, the statement about illegal drugs was libelous, so I complained and the web site maintainers removed the information I complained about.
Then it dawned on me. The information on the web page that related to my pre-newsgroup life was very similar to information I had given to a Scientology auditor in supposedly confidential auditing sessions. The response I got back from the web page maintainers was consistent with that theory. They informed me that based on my "prior statements" they thought the person they were describing was me. There is indeed a record of my prior statements I made to my Scientology auditor. It is called an "auditing folder."
The most burning question recently expressed to me, outside of disbelief, was "How did you do it?" Sorry to say, it was so long ago, I don't recall all the details. What I will do instead is walk through the current procedure for getting into Scientology, and give you my perspective on how to successfully infiltrate the cult. If you would want to risk that sort of thing, that is entirely your own responsibility, not mine. Maybe you want to give the cult a dose of its own medicine. Maybe you have a friend or a close relative in the cult. Maybe you're a free spirit who lives for the moment. Do whatever you want to do. There is only one thing I ask of you in reading this manual. Don't trust a word I say.
Joe Cisar, Xenu apologist What tripped Scientology's trigger?
http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip0000.htm
also, Media, read http://www.xenu.net/archive/thesis/cisar-home.html
From: Joe's Garage <swatron@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: Cult Infiltration Manual
Date: Wed, 31 Oct 2001 16:07:31 -0500
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The first thing anyone who intends to infiltrate the Scientology cult needs to know is that Scientology is a brainwashing cult. That means it is a tightly knit group run by evil people who hate the human race.
Despite anything the cute and loveable brainwashing cult members try to lead you to believe, a brainwashing cult has only one purpose as far as you are concerned.
It wants to rip your personality out by its roots and implant you with self-poisoning mental processes to make you more open to cult suggestion.
The idea is that you get more suggestible to whatever the brainwashers tell you while simultaneously becoming less receptive to healthy, human interaction.
The most common way of ripping out a individual's personality by the roots on an assembly-line basis is outlined in FM21-76 Department of the Army Field Manual "Survival, Evasion and Escape," which I'll freely plagiarize and adapt to Scientology as follows:
Scientology processes are a highly sophisticated form of political indoctrination. The end result is to get the recruit to believe in the Scientolog form of rule. Scientology attempts to disturb the frame of mind of its indoctrinees, to shake their faith in their own government, to question the intentions of their own government and, ultimately, to believe that the Scientology form of government is the best. The indoctrination mission is well supported by an organized and discipline program of teaching and instruction. It is well planned, efficient, and administered by trained personnel, most of whom were educated in the United States.
Basically, the indoctrination program has two main objectives. The first is to completely indoctrinate a small, select troup of personnel in the theory and practice of Scientology as an ideal form of government. The second objective is to undermine the faith and trust of other indoctrinees in their country, their government and their political leaders -- not to make Scientologists out of everyone. Think about it. Most people leave the cult, and most leave with feelings of irratinal sympathy for either Scientology or Hubbard.
To achieve the first objective, the Scientologists select the recruits on whom they feel they can depend; give them special training, tutoring, and counseling, and extend them special treatment. This is in keeping the Scientology concept that a small, select, disciplined group should lead the masses. As an incentive to apply themselves, these soldiers (dressed in sailor uniforms) are promised positions of leadership in the United States and other countries which will make the democratic system obsolete by the Scientology system.
To achieve their second objective, the Scientologists smear their opponents by distorting minor faults in their political, financial and cultural institutions. Discussion of the true democratic principles is not permitted. While attacking concepts of democracy, Scientologists launch attack after attack against advocates of democracy and free speech by name, claiming that they are the cause of war and evil.
The Scientologists feel that if they can succeed in subverting your loyalty, you will be less opposed to Scientology after you leave the cult, and will be more sympathetic to any Scientology conspiracy theory, such as against psychiatrists, medicine or critics. Part of their plan calls for indoctrinees to assume leadership positions and to urge others to support Scientology conspiracy theories and/or the Scientology party.
In support of these two main general objectives, there are specific objectives. To facilitate internal control over Scientologists, cult leaders organize a network of informers to relay to Scientology authorities information concerning the activities of other Scientologists.
Through informers, the Scientologists are able to dilute or delay efforts to leave the cult. Informers also are expected to furnish information concerning Scientologists who are passively resisting indoctrination.
Another objective is to recruit collaborators to assist in gaining recruits. These collaborators assist with propaganda efforts such as CCHR, Narconon, Criminon and ABLE. People are talked into signing seemingly harmless agreements with these front groups, thereby initiating them into the fringes of the Scientology system.
Still another objective is to recruit potential agents to perform subversion activities for the Scientologists. Don't laugh. I helped the GO sift through material stolen from the IRS, although I didn't know what it was at the time. They told me not to read the material but to scan the letters and articles for key words, which I was to highlight. I was told that if I was going slow enough to read the article, I was going too slow.
To emphasize his point the GO agent tapped on a 3-foot high stack of pa pers. This was in a hotel room in Los Angeles. I was driven there in a van, if I remember correctly.
That's probably as much as you want to digest at one time. If it seems like it didn't quite sink in, go back to the beginning. Read only one paragraph. At the end of the paragraph, stop reading and sit and contemplate over what you have just read for a while. Maybe go take a break and get a cup of hot cocoa or whatever your beverage of choice is.
If it still doesn't make sense, you're reading outside your level of expertise and you need to be doing something else more constructive in life than reading boring junk like this.
For the 2-3 percent who have not yet flipped to the next post already, we'll pick up with Phases of Indoctrination next time.
Joe Cisar, Xenu apologist What tripped Scientology's trigger?
http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip0000.htm
also, Media, read http://www.xenu.net/archive/thesis/cisar-home.html
From: Joe's Garage <swatron@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: Cult Infiltration Manual
Date: Fri, 2 Nov 2001 09:52:46 -0500
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End Note on Indoctrination
The indoctrination program described in the
previous sections is like nothing you've ever
experienced before unless you've already been in a
cult which bends people's will. The description you
read in no way prepares you for what is really
going to happen. All it does is give you something
to remember back to when you are in the pit of
cult stupor, thereby increasing the possibility that
someday you will be able to find your way back to
normal social life again, or what for you is a normal
social life. No matter how much you study it in
advance, though, like sexual contact, you don't
know what it is until after you've done it. And even
then you still might not know what really happened.
Filling out Forms The people who take your application don't care what your name is and don't care where you live. They work on "statistics," which means number of units processed per hour. They care about getting your money now and your money in the future. That is what the application is for, so they'll know where their money is and who has it. In the eyes of the cult, that sort of behavior is efficient, productive and it serves to keep the uppity people in place. That attitude is similar to a farmer who keeps track of a herd of cows.
Most cult forms are ridiculously funny. If you don't read the directions on filling out the form, you'll be missing out on a good laugh. A Scientology form typically starts with "This form is filled out by" the brainwashee "and is given to the" cult drone "when it is finished." You should thoughtfully reflect about the mentality of the person who included in the instructions of a form that that it (the form) is to be filled out. This is an example of the constant mental conditioning you will be subjected to in order to make you uncritically receptive to orders. Over the weeks and months you will be lulled into a false sense of security that anything Scientology tells you to do is simply to make you into a more efficient and productive person, when it is actually there to make you into a less attentive, more tractable person.
The next instruction on the form will say something like, "This form is to be filled out completely and every question answered." At last you're on the Bridge to Total Freedom and nothing can stop you now that you know that not only is Scientology's form supposed to be filled out, but, step two, it is to be filled out completely! What in life could be more fulfilling? Enjoy that for a while and move on to instruction number three. Starting to get spaced out? You ain't seen nothin' yet. The mere filling out of a form can be so repetitive as to put you in an altered mental state. Constant mental reconditioning of this sort has a tendency to put a person deeper and deeper into a daze which can last months or even years. Why do you think bureaucrats are so mindless? And why do you think that destructive cults, including Nazism, are so bureaucratic as to be farcical? The excessive paperwork is an attempt to control.
The next command will suggest something like, "Give full details. Use additional paper if needed.
Take as long as you need. Be thorough." If you have not yet realized that this whole thing is a con game, let me explain the word "greenhorn" to you.
A greenhorn is the new guy who pretends to know everything but in reality knows nothing, so he has to very carefully follow instructions. This sort of person is also known in modern parlance as a "mark." If you are a crook and you have brought a mark into your den of thieves to be robbed, the way you signal this fact to your cohorts in the presence of the victim is to state the obvious over and over, again and again.
Hey Lefty, this is my new mark, oops I mean "friend," and his name is Beauregard. I wanted to introduce Beauregard to the interesting establishment we have here.
Bartender, can we have a glass for Beauregard, please? Thank you very much. Now can we have a drink poured into it? (Looks at Beauregard embarrassedly.) Something liquid would do just fine. How about some of the knock-out rotgut you keep in the Johnny Walker bottle? hahaha.
Understand? Beauregard is being set up. And so is anyone who takes this form's instructions at face value. Now let's hurry on down to the next instruction and get through this one all at once.
This instruction tells you that you are to "print all answers." Moving right along, finally, just so that you know you are filling out a Scientology form, the very last instruction on the first page informs you that after this form which is so insulting to your intelligence is filled out, you will have to attest that everything you wrote down is true. And that's not all! You will have to have the person who wants your money to witness your attest.
We have not yet reached the first major hurdle -- deciding what name to put on the form.
Joe Cisar, Xenu apologist What tripped Scientology's trigger?
http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip0000.htm
also, Media, read http://www.xenu.net/archive/thesis/cisar-home.html
From: Joe's Garage <swatron@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: Cult Infiltration Manual
Date: Fri, 2 Nov 2001 14:19:06 -0500
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This first paragraph only is a revision of the last paragraph of the last section. The second paragraph starts the new section.
Moving right along, the very last set of instructions finally lets you
know that you are filling out a Scientology form. These are meant not only
to insult your intelligence, but to rub salt in the wounds. After you have
filled out the form, completely, in printing, with details, using
additional paper as needed, taking all the time you need, you still have
to attest that everything you wrote down is true! Last of all, as a
physical symbol that your own attestation to your own statements are not
good enough for Scientology, the person who wants your money finally has
to witness your attestation. Are we feeling humiliated yet?
What not to do
The first thing you need to know in deciding about what name to use on
Scientology forms is that L. Ron Hubbard recommended substitution and
transposition whenever you are trying to codify something so as to confuse
other people. For instance, the Scientology criminal who attacked Mark
Bunker with a hammer was not at first sent back to serve out his prison
sentence, because when he gave his name to the police, he spelt his name
slightly wrong and transposed a couple of digits on his social security
number. Since he was a Scientologist, he could smile at the police and
claim he didn't know he had made a "mistake" in giving his name.
The reason I told you that is to explain what you do not want to do on your form. If you do anything at all that leads the cult operatives to believe that you already were a criminal to begin with, you will be the first one they pick out when it comes to activities for which criminal liability will be required. And if you think you can outsmart Scientology this way, forget it. Cult handlers are much more knowledgeable than you about how the criminal mind works. If this were not the case, Scientology would have been outlawed back in the 1950s, before it became such a widespread menace to society.
The Vanilla Wafer Identification In filling out any of Scientology's forms, you want to follow the vanilla wafer theory. That means be as bland as possible and not attract undue attention to yourself. You don't want to be too bland, however, as that would attract attention to yourself. Everybody has some faults, something they can be held accountable for. Choose yours carefully.
For "name," put whatever name you have on whatever ID you carry. If you don't like the name on your ID, get a reissue of your current ID or get a different one. Remember, you have to be able to give evidence that anything you say is true. Scientology is relying on you to be completely accurate and honest. Don't let them down, if at all possible.
For "current address," I suggest, in advance, finding the sleaziest rooms in town. You want Scientology to think you are an outcast who has escaped the safety net of society. This will also be of future benefit in that it prepares you for what life is like in the cult. Don't worry, you can put up with the pimps and pushers long enough to get the Scientologists to trust you. Many Scientologists, in order to save on rent, room with each other. You will easily find a place like that. That has the double advantage in that, by listening to Scientologists talk when they're off-duty, you can gain further knowledge that may come in handy at a future point in time.
For "where you were born" put down wherever you think you were born. If you can find a "birth certificate" that's great, but if you can't, don't worry about it. You don't really know where you were born anyway, do you?
For "nationality," put down whatever country you're in, unless you want to pull the old Conehead "We are from France" routine. Don't do anything you aren't already deeply familiar with, though. Later on when the cult has you exhausted and hungry and pissed at the world, you don't want to carelessly make a mistake and blow your own cover.
For next of kin, put down someone who has a name similar to yours and whose relationship to you you can consistently remember.
For the "full name of your mother" put anything you want to. Since you don't really remember when you were born, you sure as heck don't know for a fact who your mother was. You've always suspected you were switched at birth, anyway.
Here's an example of how to apply the vanilla theory to this form. Where it says "occupation" for your mother, put "mother." How could anybody ever suspect anyone who wrote that?
Same rules apply when giving information about your father.
The Scientologists also want to know what your social security number is.
I've got a clue for you. The cult does not want your number so that it can pay you social security benefits. It wants your social security number because that is used for computer searches. Supposedly everyone in the US has a unique social security number, but some people also have two social security numbers, and sometimes people who have the same name have the same social security numbers.
Where it asks for passport number or other government identification, use your common sense. If you don't want to give them a reason to use your identification for any money-laundering , smuggling or other criminal activity, don't say anything more than you have to.
Almost everyone has a driver's license number. You can also use that as a form of identification, although that was not driver's licenses were ever supposed to be used for.
Where it says "Do you have an automobile," you are encouraged, when you get your new accommodations in a sleazy part of town, to buy an old junker for a couple of hundred dollars. The poorer you make yourself out to be, the less interest you will be of to the Scientologists.
On these other questions about education and training, present job, special skills, listing children's names and ages, don't put down anything more than you have to. The dumber and less skilled you are, the less of a family you have, the less interest you'll be of to the cult.
All the above was just to identify who you are for further possible cult investigation in case they ever need to incriminate you for something. The next form section is an attempt to probe you into revealing your personal weaknesses for the purpose of brainwashing.
Joe Cisar, Xenu apologist Why would Scientology's gang of faceless cowards need a squad of special police to publicly intimidate a spindly has-been like me for expressing his theory on the Public Relations Policy of Ron Hubbard? Read http://www.xenu.net/archive/thesis/cisar-home.html What tripped Scientology's trigger?
http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip0000.htm
From: Joe's Garage <swatron@hotmail.com>
Subject: Rules of War for Cult Infiltrators
Date: Fri, 2 Nov 2001 20:55:15 -0500
Message-ID: <Pine.LNX.3.96.1011102205319.114A-100000@darkstar.zippy>
See http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip1190.htm for the picture referred
to at the end of this post.
If I am not able to post the Sermon for Cult Infiltrators on Sunday, on Sunday morning visit http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip1191.htm Rules of war Use reason.
Wage war only as a last resort, after all rational options are exhausted.
Do not inflict more harm than has been received.
Limit responses to a certain area.
The only permissible objective is to defend yourself against unjust aggression.
Wage war only if there is a reasonable chance of success;
do not risk injury or loss for a hopeless cause.
Non-combatants may never be the object of direct attacks.
Most important, the ultimate goal of war is to re-establish peace.
Why does God allow war?
The above question is an expression of the faith that God is inherently benevolent and providential.
The Armour of God Ephesians 6:13 - 18 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth.
And having on the Breastplate of Righteousness And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
And take the helmet of salvation.
And the sword of the spirit, which is the word of God.
Special thanks to the very mature, young Christian who was inspired to draw the sword of the spirit, which is contained in the delightful artwork at the top of the page.
Joe Cisar, Xenu apologist What tripped Scientology's trigger?
http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip0000.htm
also, Media, read http://www.xenu.net/archive/thesis/cisar-home.html
From: philscott88@hotmail.com (Phil Scott)
Subject: Re: 46 reasons to infiltrate Scientology
Date: Sat, 03 Nov 2001 21:42:28 GMT
Organization: The Diamond Lane
Message-ID: <3be46408.12634463@news.tdl.com>
On Sat, 3 Nov 2001 16:11:15 -0500, Joe's Garage <swatron@hotmail.com> wrote:
>It would be a laughable waste of time to infiltrate about 99.99 percent of
>the cults of the world. You may as well just join them to find out what
>they are like. Most all of them are nothing less than well-meaning people
>who are genuinely trying to improve the quality of life either here or in
>the hereafter. Most are self-conscious about being called "cults." This
>self-consciousness easily disappears with a minimum amount of
>socialization.
>
>Despite the fact that cults in general are trying to make a good name for
>themselves by acting in a socially responsible manner, there is still a
>very, very minuscule minority of cults which seem bigger than they are by
>means of lurid publicity and who, unfortunately for the rest of us, just
>cannot seem to shake their Middle Ages Inquisition mentality. I'm not
>talking about chastity belts, more like the stocks or pillories. Stocks
>and pillories are a former instrument of punishment consisting of a frame
>work with holes for securing the ankles and, sometimes, the wrists or
>head, used to expose an offender to public derision.
>
>While those ancient forms of punishment would be illegal in the 21st
>century, the closest Scientology's gang of faceless cowards can come is to
>employ squads of secret police to overtly and covertly gather photographs
>and information on individuals and present this as though it were the
>actual persons themselves.
>
>The way in which Scientology stands out in this regard is that it
>presents, as fact and without permission, false and libelous statements
>about people, violates the sanctity of of the confessional to gather these
>statements, and causes bad public relations in for all cults in shining
>its own negative light upon ... upon whom?
>
>Upon people who would be paid hundreds of thousands of dollars to do for
>big corporations what they have done for Scientology. Big, respectable
>companies hire professionals to find things wrong with them. Responsible
>company executives then take these perceived problems, prioritize them,
>and resolve them. The term "quality assurance" comes to mind. But
>Scientology, rather than spend its money honestly to obtain what it can
>get on the market, still performs theft of services upon those who have
>made good-faith criticisms that benefitted and continue to benefit
>Scientology in a positive and constructive manner.
>
>At http://www.religiousfreedomwatch.com/extremists there is a list of
>people whose services Scientology has stolen and who it nevertheless
>presents in a manner so as to pillory them. Why the contrast? Why has
>Scientology not paid these people money instead of attempting to subject
>them to public ridicule? You have to understand a modern phenomenon
>called "suicide by pretending to kill an armed US police officer."
>
>Somebody who wants something, but lacks the fortitude to do it themselves,
>may present a seemingly unsolvable problem to those who can do something
>about it. Maybe a better analogy would be the case of the neglected woman
>who misbehaves in front of the man she longs to satisfy her (or the man
>who misbehaves in front of the woman, if that suits you better). By its
>own actions, Scientology has demonstrated that it wants to be infiltrated.
>What other reason would the cult of non-confront have for demonstrating to
>the public that it still follows the "Fair Game Law" in pillorying the
>following 46 people?
>
>Linda Andersen Gerry Armstrong Jim Beebe
>Graham Berry David Bird Stacy Brooks
>Mark Bunker Ursula Caberta Ida Camburn
>Joseph Cisar Rob Clark Liz Cox
>Mark Dallara Alexander Dvorkin Steve Fishman
>Scott Goehring Roger Gonnet Barb Graham
>Gregg Hagglund Tilman Hausherr Andreas Heldal-Lund
>Keith Henson Deana Holmes Jeff Jacobson
>Patric Jost Rod Keller Arnaldo Lerma
>Joe Lynn Bob Minton Kathleen Pettycrew
>Kady O'Malley Zenon Parnoussis Bruce Pettycrew
>Frank Oliver Robert Peterson Roland Rashleigh-Berry
>Jesse Prince David Rice Fredric Rice
>Karin Spaink Dave Touretzky Alan Walter
>Grady Ward Johan Wevers Larry Wollersheim
> Sten-Arne Zerpe
Hey! What am I? Chopped liver? And Dennis Erlich, and Peach and Kristi,, and
Martin Hunt, and the sisters of the perpetually juicy... and 100's of people
that came before.
Phil Scott
>
>This manual cannot be considered complete unless its readers go to the
>above url and carefully and slowly read about each and every one of the
>above HEROES.
>
>This manual is for Entertainmaint Purposes Only. There is no such thing as
>a Cult Infiltrator (CI). A CI is nothing but a figment of L. Ron Hubbard's
>imagination. Hubbard does not exist in the Physical Universe.
>
>Neither does a CI.
>
>Joe Cisar, Xenu apologist
>
>What tripped Scientology's trigger?
>http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip0000.htm
>also, Media, read http://www.xenu.net/archive/thesis/cisar-home.html
>
From: Joe's Garage <swatron@hotmail.com>
Subject: Antidotes for Brainwashing
Date: Sun, 4 Nov 2001 09:28:36 -0500
Message-ID: <Pine.LNX.3.96.1011104092532.118A-100000@darkstar.zippy>
The Cult Infiltration Manual with some Orientation Scans
are available at http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip1100.htm
Antidotes for Brainwashing
Prayer, Meditation, Yoga and Poetry
Yoga
I'll start out of order with yoga first, as this is the best illustration
of the procedure.
Yoga is OK up to a certain extent. If you go up to the point where it tells you to stand on your head, you have gone too far. Standing on your head can cause brain hemorrhage and strokes. There are fates worse than death, you know. You could be a vegetable for the rest of your life. Yoga practitioners are aware that standing on your head can cause you serious physical damage. That is why they are so careful about approaching it and tell you that if you feel "uncomfortable" doing it, you should back off and take it easier. They're lying. When you feel uncomfortable, that is your body telling you to stop. If you argue with your own body, guess who's going to win?
Another limit on yoga is the amount of time spent in any position or spent meditating. If you go past 20 or 30 minutes, you are being counter-productive and tearing yourself down, rather than building yourself up. You may want to try staying in a fixed position for several hours once or twice, just to get the hang of it. This skill can also come in handy if you ever get a job as a security guard.
If you have never done any yoga before, you may be a little averse to the idea of it. That is because it is rather disgusting. There are certain advantages to some of the initial steps though, in that they can increase your self-discipline and control with a minimum amount of hazardous side effect.
I don't recommend buying a yoga book. Go to the library. You pay taxes.
Enjoy the fruits of your labor. Find a book in the yoga section. Take it off the shelf and look at the pictures in it. If the pictures clearly show the shapely outline of the derriere of a young female, you're not looking at a serious yoga book. Try to find one that has pictures of a man wearing something that looks like a diaper and who is in positions that make you nauseous and dizzy just looking at them. That is the book you want to get.
Run through the exercises in the book. Pay special attention to the breathing exercises. Those are the ones you'll need. The thing that is important about this is giving yourself an altered state of consciousness.
Whenever, in Scientology, you find yourself in an altered state of consciousness due to their thought and personality disintegration process, counter with your own, self-produced altered state of consciousness.
The brainwashers will tell you that the strange, wonderful feeling you experience from Scientology's program is proof that Scientology works.
They will want you to write down the resulting irrational mental spasms you are suffering from this altered state on a piece of paper as "wins"
and will have you attest (the repetition factor) that this is true while you joyously clasp onto the electrodes of an "e-meter."
This is nothing but straight, personality programming. It makes you psychologically addicted to processes performed upon yourself resulting in personality changes upon yourself that you did not predict. That is the "special" part that makes it exciting -- the outcome of the processes are unforeseen to you. You will be told to expect this or that, but the words you hear from the brainwashers are mental decoys to lure you away from making your own mental connections with your environment.
Therefore it is important to recognize that you are experiencing a personality change and to counter it with a change of your own making.
Don't be fooled into thinking that you will always have enough presence of mind to recognize any time you are being programmed this way. You won't, and the brainwashing will be, to some degree, successful.
Prayer and Meditation Use prayer and meditation to counteract your mental conditioning in the manner described above with yoga. The important thing is that you have to be physically and mentally undetectable. That means when you perform your exercises silently, you may still also have to be going through the motions of a cult zombie who is being programmed.
This method also has a dangerous side effect which needs to be mentioned.
It cultivates an increased level of awareness that is below the level on which you can effectively react. Have you ever seen something coming at you, but your eyes didn't get the message to your brain, or your brain didn't get the message fast enough to your feet to react? This is the same thing, but on a long, drawn out scale. It is how people who have been tortured are forced to withdraw into themselves and pretend like what is happening to them does not affect them, even though they know they are suffering horrible consequences.
Therefore, you need to be aware that you are only substituting one form of mental incapacitation for another. The theory behind this is that since you put yourself into this state, you should be able to get out of it. It is not as easy as it sounds, though. Because once you are in this less conscious condition, you may not be as capable of reacting in as rational manner as you were before. It's like playing basketball after you've had a few beers. Depending on how the beer affects you, you may be too slow and your opponents will be able to anticipate your next move from your preliminary postures. And this is no basketball game. It is your own mental health. Beware.
Poetry Finally, the most powerful weapon you have in your anti-brainwashing arsenal is poetry. It has been known for centuries that poetry has an effect on people which is as close to irresistible as you can get. When young men wanted to get young women's attention back in the days before you could go through the courtship rituals we have today, they used to read them poetry. After a few sessions, it would occur to the young woman that, for some unknown reason she could not put her finger on, every time she was in the presence of this charming individual, a passion she had never before experienced would rise up within her, causing her to have these strange feelings of ... Sorry, got carried away there.
The way you use poetry is that you memorize poetry. Now you will understand better why poetry works against brainwashing. You memorize poetry by chanting it. In your case you will have to chant it silently.
The danger of this method is that in order to memorize a poem, you have to have a copy of it somewhere. You can photocopy a poem out of a library book, then fold it so that the folds separate the sections you are going to memorize. The resulting folded piece of paper might even be small enough to fit in the palm of your hand, like a cheat sheet. The part that is dangerous about this is that if anybody ever sees you have a piece of paper in your hand, you're busted. This method is not sure-fire though, as not all poems work. If the poem you have doesn't seem to work, you need to get another one and then try it out to see if it strikes the proper chord.
Joe Cisar, Xenu apologist Why would Scientology's gang of faceless cowards need a squad of special police to publicly intimidate a spindly has-been like me for expressing his theory on the Public Relations Policy of Ron Hubbard? Read http://www.xenu.net/archive/thesis/cisar-home.html What tripped Scientology's trigger?
http://www.innernet.net/joecisar/trip0000.htm This manual is for Entertainmaint Purposes Only. There is no such thing as a Cult Infiltrator (CI). A CI is nothing but a figment of L. Ron Hubbard's imagination. Hubbard does not exist in the Physical Universe.
Neither does a CI.