I remember while on staff in Scientology, I was lead to believe that the OTs and Clears were so powerful, that no one had dare come against them. We looked up to these people like they were some kind of Gods because of what they told us they could do.

Now you see some Scientologists are being put in jail by ordinary mortals. Gee, how could this be?

Some countries do not allow Scientology churches, With all of those great OTs that can postulate the out come of things, why don't they just decide they will be allowed in other countries?

Many other x members freely publish anti Scientology web pages, and they continue to live and prosper. Hmm, imagine that.

And LRH with all his power, why didn't he just move in to the white house and take over?

And what's with all these x Clears now coming against the church ? I mean these guys are suppose to be the super enlightened ones who should have nothing but praise for Scientology, What went wrong?

Of course the Scientology folks will all ways have an answer for everything.

I remember back when I was on staff, some one in the real world told me a story about a person they met who went clear and then tried to kill them self.

This greatly disturbed me because I was under the impression that once a person went clear, they could not possibly suffer from mental illness ever again.

I brought this up to the ethics officer, and of course she had the perfect answer as all ways. She said the clear I mentioned must have mocked up a new reactive mind. Hmm???

Why would a clear who is supposed to know better do this I thought.

Oops, that must be my reactive mind feeding me doubt again, time for more ethics Any one with half a brain will see lots of contradictions in their Scientology experience if they can face a little reality, my bubble was busted again and again until I had to ask my self, . Why do I continue to believe in every answer they give me, and some times from a woman who had not been in Scientology as long as I was.

Why am I sent to the ethics department every time question the obvious?

Why some of the others don't question the obvious I do not know.

I suppose as the saying goes, There are none so blind as those who refuse to see.

Some would rather live in a false dream than live in the reallity God created.

It sort of reminds me of the movie Matrix, Dave

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