I TOLD THEM i tried to tell them I SAW WHAT WAS HAPPENING.

But did they listen? Melinda W. David H. Ginny W they did not listen None of them at all, nobody would even react. And I've not mentioned it on this NG because I had no proof. Well now I have proof, a result of dumpster diving at the old CC recently. Speaking of dumpster diving, oh my have I got some goodies here. (I'll post it all slowly) It's like there were golden years in scientology, not so bad years in scientology, and present time is truly horrible. And present time may have started around 1985, certainly it had blossomed, the horrible time, around 1993.

And what I'm going to present now, with picture proof... well I'd like to know when it started. The picture proof is from May 2001, internal documents, url at the end of the post.

What follows is really for current monkeys, a critic is liable to read it all, and then yawn and forget it, so you have been warned. The internal documents I've scanned are totally useless for anything.

(well historically they might have a value) Monkeys, it goes like this...

It was the last time I had joined staff, at CC, and this time I was going to make it all work. So I really got into it all, KRC, all of it. And I was a dynamo. Always doing something, filing or cleaning or something. And just for the record, I was one of the few staff in Vegas who had done SS2. You had a few way beyond that, the rest had stopped with SS0.

Now Div 6 is the hot spot, the hard spot, that's where I put most of my attention working with, well the names are not important.

So anyway, one day sorting out the mail and packages of promo that came in I notice this little sheet of paper with instructions on it.

The instructions called for the div 6 sec or something like that to have all publics fill out some survey form. It was a silly survey of some kind, and we all know that most of that stuff was silly anyway.

Well with this particular one the Sec or Pres was supposed to make a copy of the one sheet survey, after *all* the Publics had filled them out completely. And then the two copies of these 'publics surveys' were to be filed in both the Student Folder and Central Files.

Now I see this, I go ballistic. I want to know who sent this shit downlines, I want them busted, thrown out. I want to know who is doing this to slow the action down, what their agenda is. To anyone but a retard the survey is useless, anyone can see that. It is nothing but a time consuming and useless exercise.

Much to my surprise, the other staff see nothing wrong with this.

So I say, "WHAT! are you really going to do this then?"

No answer.

Well I kept pushing it, "if you are not going to complain about it then you MUST comply with it." (along these lines).

So I'm just fuming in the days to come, I can't get this little blue piece of paper out of my head. (it was printed on blue paper).

It keeps banging me on the head, the stupidity of it, the make-wrong of it. I got three of the staff together and told them this must be stopped, this is wrong. It is a soul-robber, it reduces integrity. Nobody is going to follow it, nobody is going to do it, and we all have to carry that around, this failed-purpose or whatever, we are all committing overts. That this thing forces us to commit overts, that it is a make-wrong.

Nothing ever came of this.

And in the weeks to come I looked for and found countless pieces of stupidity like this. Well, I also grew up in the weeks to come.

Realized I couldn't possibly be on staff, I'm sorry, but I can only pretend so much and then it's over.

So, the morale of the story is... more so than critics or newspapers or governments or whatever, scientology is doomed because you people simply don't have the courage to put an end to this stupidity. The best have all left, all the good staff are gone, only pure monkeys left.

But wait you say! That is behind us. NO.

May 9th of 2001 was the 50th Anniversary of Science of Survival.

I have webbed a picture of the actual posters that should have been displayed. They were never displayed. I have in my possession the actual posters and the mailing tube they were shipped in. The tube had been opened, at least that much was done, I was not the first to open it. But the posters, and the silly instruction sheet were put back into the tube and thrown in the trash around 29 May 01.

By themselves, the posters mean nothing in the context of this post.

Or to put it more accurately, there is another story in the posters themselves, but that's for another day.

Todays story, aided by a picture of the actual posters, centers around the Checklist that came with the posters.

This instruction sheet is the WHY of why there are so few staff. And in the strange and interesting thing called evolving-life, this instruction sheet may be the only reason why there are so few staff.

But I may be overplaying the importance of it by saying this.

The fact remains though, it is a make-wrong. And once you realize that, you will have to blow staff. I don't see any way of correcting it. And if you do try to correct it, well you will be an outsider just as I was while on staff.

I suppose I should or could be the fancy intellectual and say to you something like, "why don't we discuss this." But if you had the ability to discuss it, sheesh, we've got better things to do with our time than this stupidity.

So if you are still reading, freezoner or critic or member or whatever, here now is picture proof of this trivia I have assembled.

And if I didn't really love the monkeys I wouldn't do this. The clock tells me that between photographing and scanning and making a web page and uploading and typing I have spent 3 hours. The clock doesn't tell me how to get a life though.

http://member.newsguy.com/~aavacuum/temp/ack.htm I put this into the Public Domain.

> I put this into the Public Domain.
Thanks for reminding me of all that uselessness.

One big way they have gone so wrong and so sour is this: all their theories of communication are right out of the PR/propaganda era of the deep atheist materialist era of the Leninist Communists.

Basically, people are dumb, they are masses, they need to be repetitively programed like a dumb animal, over and over again.

At first the Scns (as with other cults) considered themselves an advanced elite far above the dumb wog masses. Later, and presently, people in different levels of the hierarchy consider themselves far above those lower down. People who are in actuality wretched stressed-out slaves feel exalted at how far they are above the peons in the outer orgs. But everywhere, communication "particles" are stupid, repetitive, deadening, and anything but real communication.

The whole organization is endlessly tied up in unproductive paper pushing and unexpressed resentment of it. Why? It is much easier to push paper than to face real human beings with real communication, which risks stimulating real feelings and yearnings for freedoms.

Ed

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