If you have been waiting for the right time to escape, to get your life back, now is a good time. Scientology management has its attention squarely on several Hill 10s Bob Minton, Lisa McPherson Case, Raul Lopez, Heber in Spain, diminishing inflow of public, OT7's leaving in droves and a general air of mutiny. With millions at stake its unlikely they'd take the time to track down a missing RPFer or staff member. Much better to use the effort on letter writing campaigns and such.
Don't worry about the Freeloader debt. Tens of thousands of staff have left it unpaid and I never heard of them trying to get it back. Even if people wanted to come back, they have forgiven it. If you truly think you need to have fair exchange, look in the Policy Volume 5 on Staff Enhancement, it says upstats are supposed to get 2 1/2 hours of auditing enhancement per day. Did you get your auditing? If they didn't uphold their end of the contract, neither do you have to.
If you are reading this you are probably a high level staff member. Why don't you just quietly disappear. Make up some medical excuse like you have pneumonia or need dental work done. Get out now before the shit really hits the fan. You have nothing to win by staying. It can only mean your life continues to be owned by someone else, and if the lid ever does get blown on Scientology's dirty tricks for the past 3 decades, you might get implicated. Oh, you think Miscavige is going to take responsibility? No. He'll say it was you acting on your own. By the way, you DO have orders, in writing and signed for what you are doing don't you? And I don't mean via INCOMM because those records will evaporate like pixie dust if Miscavige wants. Leave now and the statute of limitations will start ticking.
But the big question is, "Do you really think that a bunch of amateurs that the Church has become can deliver services better than the long term ex-members out in the field?". Do you really think Scientology rituals (routing forms, uniforms, hip hip hoorah, staring TR eyes, etc) can replace true wisdom and good auditors? Remember, YOU are responsible for the condition you are in.
You'll have no one left to blame 20 years from now when, and if you reach the top of the Bridge and are no better off than the loser OT7's I'm sure you've already met. Constant vigilance is the price of freedom. You've got to be willing to confront even the possibility that the Church itself is not the way.
Bail. NOW!