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From: dennis.l.erlich@support.com
Subject: I apologize for lack
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teddybar@accessnv.com[Ted Mayett]

Me:
>     You know I'm not 100% certain you are not lying now.  Nobody
>     has checked you out personally.  Gone down as seen you with
>     your sign.  For you all we know you could be trolling us.  No
>     offense.
   
Ted:
>good point.  but i will tell you something that no scieno will ever
>tell you.  go fuck yourself.   
 
    Why wouldn't they?

>also time will tell.  and i really
>don't mean that you should go fuck yourself.  also there is nothing
>to check out.  so far i have been all talk and no action.  
 
    True fact.

>however
>i could fax documents into my computer and somehow post them.
>if someone really wanted to see them i would figure out how to do it.
>i would not take it as proof of anything though.
              
    [mumble, mumble]

>     If you have the money, you're gonna give it to them ... or
>     you're gonna flee.
>
>i fled
                    
    Right.  And what a smart move it was!

>       You might consider getting some counselling from
>     someone who's familiar with cult recovery.
>
>thanks for the suggestion.  as i've mentioned in an earlier post
>i read for nearly a week straight.
>the hardest thing i had to read was one of the boys lenghty
>explanations of the symptoms of mind control.
>forced myself to read that one, literaly.  it is not easy to read
>how stupid you've been.  but i have a theory..
>the higher the climb, the longer the fall.  you and others who
>have dwelt in the heights of cos.  you have to be strong
>people to be walking and talking today.  very strong people.
                                           
    I've got no practice in dyin', s'all.

    This all sounds very right.  The first month or two when you
    start reading, in horror, what scn was about and to what
    extent you'd been their mark, you hate to read on, but you
    just can't stop.  It's all so chilling.

>the best
>ted mayett
 
    Baby steps the first few months.
    
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