Newsgroups: alt.religion.scientology
From: dennis.l.erlich@support.com
Subject: Oldie But Goodie
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Date: Sat, 11 Nov 95 17:08:30 -0800
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One of kim@uctlib.uct.ac.za's Body Thetans said:

>Date: Wed, 7 Dec 1994 06:15:20 GMT

>Dammit!! I thought they couldn't hurt me any more, but they have struck deep.
>
>I was called by OSA Africa the night before last to go in for a Security 
>Check. I said no.
>
>Last night, H phoned me. She and I were very, very close friends - a deep 
>friendship, and we loved each other. She is OT8, Class 8, and in Scientology.
>
>The conversation went something like this:
>"Why don't you want to go in for your Sec Check?"
>"My reasons are personal, I have left Scientology."
>"But WHY? You KNOW you can tell me, I'm your friend, I care for you very 
>much. Remember all I have done for you in the past - I mean you no harm." 
>OUCH.
>"Please, H., can't you just accept that my reasons are personal?"
>"Yes, but you can tell me. WHO are you connected to, who is enturbulating 
>you like this?"
>"I have made my own choices, no-one has influenced me."
>"Yes, but WHO are you still in contact with?"
>"I will not tell you."
>"How can you do this to me, Kim, you are hurting me deeply by refusing me 
>communication." OUCH.
>"After all the times we have shared, after everything, how can you turn 
>around and do this to me?" OUCH, OUCH, OUCH.
>"H, please, I don't want to hurt you."
>"Then tell me WHO they are?"
>"I won't"
>"Kim, I NEED you as a friend, you know there are no other terminals of 
>comparable magnitude here in Cape Town for me - I NEED you Kim, don't desert 
>me, don't betray me, don't leave me alone!"  OUCH, OUCH, OUCH!!!!
>"H, I won't tell you."
>"Are you treating me like an SP now? Have you turned enemy on me too?" OUCH
>"Yes." OUCH, OUCH, OUCH!!!!!
>"Well then, you have ARC broken me. Some day you can come and repair the 
>break." (tears in her voice)
>"Bye, H."
>"Bye."
>
>Goddammit! The pain and guilt, oh Jesus. I had a very, very dear friend with 
>me at the time, who heard the whole thing, who understands. He just held me 
>while I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. I'm crying as I write this now.
>
>Bastards! You FUCKING BASTARDS! How can you take that which is so precious
>in life, a deep friendship, and use it to turn friends against each other?
>HOW CAN YOU SLEEP AT NIGHT???
>
>Yes, OSA, you hurt, and you hurt me bad. Take a win. Nailed the SP. Well,
>FUCK YOU, I am NOT going back, I am NOT going to stop telling my story, I am 
>NOT going to shut up. I said NOTHING will stop me, and I meant it.
>
>Yes, I am crying, yes, you hurt me deeply, yes, I know there will be more to 
>come, and NO, I will not go back, EVER.
>
>I will keep everyone informed on the Internet of any further attempts you 
>make to get me back, of any open or covert attempts you make to stop me.
>I still have not gotten to the part in "my Story" of what happened last time 
>I was summonsed - I'm still getting there.
>
>Kim Baker
>
>In deep pain, but not going back - I have broken the final tie now.
 
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                         time will tell
                       just who has fell
                   and who's been left behind
                      when you go your way
                         and I go mine
                               -
                            b dylan
                            
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           Rev. Dennis L Erlich  * * the inFormer * *
      dennis.l.erlich@support.com  +  inForm@primenet.com
                           "tar baby"