This is the table of contents for Lisa McPherson's Overt/Withholds. These are just the titles of what she later on explains in full detail. OWs Lisa McPherson 10-31-95 - I stopped producing and dumped my hat. - I knowingly created an overt product with Roy Matlock. - I took the Roy Matlock order without doing the ending cheklist standardly and violated policy. - I dumped my hat as sales person at AMC and crashed my stats. - I was not applying conditions even though I lied and said I was. - I had an out ethics situation going on my 2D which I was hiding that was creating a huge flap on my 3D. 11-1-95. - I sandbagged a sale to keep from confronting the correct condition. - I was very lazy, and just let the stat stay down. - I dramatized my case to keep from confronting my condition. - I didn't take responsibility for my post condition and let my stats crash. - I had an MU on post and never cleared it up and blew. - I BLEW FROM POST AND DIDN'T HANDLE AN MU I HAD 11-2-95 - I was ugly to Katie and did not grant her beingness. - I dumped my hat on Katie and ignored lines which created an upset. - I dropped my hat and didn't make sure my lines were completely turned over and dumped the hat on Katie 11-3-95 - I abandoned my responsibility and shifted it Bennetta. I hat dumped on Bennetta. - I hat dumped on Bennetta. - I hat dumped on Bennetta and made her responsible for something without telling her what it was. 11-4-95 - I hat-dumped on Bennetta, was a victim and forced her to handle me. - I BLEW OFF MY RESPONSIBILITY TO MYSELF AND REFU[SED] TO TURN MYSELF IN TO THE MAA WHEN I KNEW I WAS PTS; COMMITTED OUT TECH. - I MOCKED UP A 2D W/OUT ANY INTENTION OF COMMITMENT OR RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE TERMINAL AND CONTRIBUTED TO RUINING HIS LIFE - I mocked up an out-ethics 2D and withheld it from Bennetta. - I MOCKED UP AN OUT ETHICS 2D KNOWINGLY [Scribbled out text: "I made Bennetta Responsible for my 2D without telling her and blew off a 2D that I had no business mocking up a a 2D in the first place - I MADE A COMMITMENT TO FRANZ W/OUT ANY INTENTION OF HONORING HIS NEEDS AND WANTS AND USED HIM FOR MY OWN PERSONAL NEEDS AND CAUSED HIM MUCH TROUBLE. [Scribbled out text: "I mocked up a 2D with Franz just for the 'heck of it' and practically destroyed him when I broke up with him."] - I MOCKED UP A 2D W/O ANY INTENTION OF HAVING A COMMITMENT BUT RATHER TO ACHIEVE MY OWN PERSONAL "TROPHY" FOR GETTING [S/O (someone)?] ELSE TO COMMIT TO ME. [Scribbled out text: I dumped my hat in life on Bennetta and didn't handle my own situation on my 2D but left it to her to sort out and fix me. I took complete advantage of her friendship."] 11-5 -95 - I lied about my real intentions and completely dumped the entire WW project on Bennetta without telling her. I LIED ABOUT WHAT I WAS WILLING TO COMMIT TO. - I refused to confront the responsibility I had for WW and wasted time and did not raise money leaving the 8D with a big problem and putting the project, the BD and the Church at severe risk. - I BLEW OFF MY RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE COMMITMENT I'D MADE [typed text: on fund raising and did not do what I KNEW I needed to do in order to get the product. I wasted time BY NOT DOING WHAT I KNEW I NEEDED TO BE DONE.] [Some text is scribbled, some text is not; caps are hand written] - I BLEW OFF MY COMMITMENT AND RESPONSIBILITY TO WIN AND CHOSE [sic] TO DO WHAT I WANTED TO DO INSTEAD. [Scribbled out text: I set up a covert reg cycle with Greg Frost and ended up wasting my entire evening that I should have spent raising money for WW and got zero production done."] - I BLEW OFF MY RESPONSIBILITY AND COMMITMENT TO WIN [Scribbled out text: I wasted time when I was supposed to be raising money for WW] [WW= Winter Wonderland] 11-6-95 - I blew off my responsibility to my commitment on WW and worked on a 2D ethics pgm instead. - I abandoned my responsibility to WW and dumped my hat on Bennetta. - I BLEW OFF MY RESPONSIBILITY TO M[Y] PROJECT AND DID NOT DO WHAT I'D COMMITTED TO [Scribbled out text: I saw people in the course room studying and I did not say anything to them or even attempt to put a comm line in with them to help with WW.] - I blew from fund raising for WW and wasted reg time. 11-7-95 - I agreed to accept a status and a post for something I really wasn't interested in and took no responsibility for it knowingly and lied to Bennetta about my enthusiasm. - I paid for and never took on the hat of a founding member or did anything that this status would dictate. I blew off my responsibility to this post and activity and hat dumped on Bennetta. - I took on the hat of founding member to obtain status and recognition only but had no intention of producing what I needed to produce with that status. I blew off my responsibility. - As a founding member of the Women's Association I was minimally active and left the responsibility of all projects on Bennetta. I blew off my responsibility. - Same as above. - I accepted a post at AMC without any regard for the level of responsibility and had no intention of really doing what I needed to do in order to make the post a success. - I blew off what I needed to really look at and confront as far as accepting the responsibility for the mag sales manager post and decided to do nothing and just decided to "glow" it right. 11-8-95 - I made a commitment and blew off responsibility for my 2D and intentionally wrecked Gary Bydlo's life to accomplish my own ID bonus points. - I had sex when I really knew it was not the thing to do and was out- ethics. - I agreed to mock up a 2D which was out-ethics. - I had sex when I knew it was out-ethics. - I played a sex game with the neighbor and knew it was something very preverted but did nothing to stop [Note, she is blaming herself for a guy who molested her at age 5.] 11-9-95 - I wasted resources and blew money without considering what my personal obligations were first. - I broke an agreement with an SO member. - I blew from an SO member - I abandoned my own finance hat and gave it to someone else to be responsible for. - I DECIDED TO MAKE BEN RESPONSIBLE FOR MY FINANCES. [scribbled out text ensues: "I dumbed my finance hat on Bennetta."] - I DECIDED TO NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY FINANCES AND FORCED BEN TO BE [Scribbled out text ensues: "I let Bennetta be blamed for my no responsibility on my finances."] - I gave Kurt the finance hat then I yanked it away from him causing trouble for him, our 2D me and my 3D. - I knowingly violated my condition on my own finances and dumped my hat without making my condition known. - I DECIDED TO THROW OUT MY CONDITION ON FINANCE [Scribble out text: I DECIDED TO THROW OUT MY CONDITION ON FINANCE.] 11-10-95 - I IGNORED WHAT I SAW [Scribbled out text: "I decided to be reasonable about collecting money for WW and stopped the money from coming in."] - I REFUSED TO FOLLOW CORRECT INSTRUCTIONS AND CAUSED DEV-T [Scribbled out text: "I decided to be reasonable about reaching a promised commitment and stopped the cycle from going thru last night." - I DID NOT DO WHAT I HAD PROMISED MYSELF I WOULD DO. [Scribbled out text: "I decided to be reasonable about getting the product and stopped a donation cycle."] - I CONSENTED TO AND COMMITTED 3P ON A SCIENTOLOGY CELEB [Scribbled out text:"I allowed someone to third party a Scientology celeb, Carmen Lara, and did not stop it.] - I decided to covertly reg Cotty Rendon behind Carmen Lara's back. - I W/HELD THAT I HAD S/G GOING ON CONCERNING CARMEN LARA. [Scribbled out text:"I decided Carman Lara could only contribute $5,000 which put CI and DEV-t on the contributions to the Winter Wonderland project."] - I REFUSED TO WEAR MY HAT AND DO MY JOB OF RAISING MONEY FOR WW. [Scribbled out text: I decided to se up a circuit and use this instead of being there myself and communicating on a reg cycle. I used the circuit and blew the cycle.] 11-11-95 - I intentionally broke a rule by refusing to follow instructions when I was being trained in life. - I ser fac'd[sic] on David. - I pretended be interested in a 2D with Jeff when I really wasn't at all and led him on.. - I encouraged and condoned Brenda to go out ethics on her 2D and contributed to her crashing across her dynamics. - I took advantage of Katie's friendship and wasted her time as an OT by leading her to think I was really trying to be responsible for myself when I wasn't; I intentionally misguided her and tried to stick my condition on her. - I wasted Katie's time as the MAA with my 2D out ethics by pretending to be interested in handling my 2D scene when what I was trying to do really was get Rick (my 2d at the time) in trouble. 11-12-95 - I lied to Bennetta - Same as above - Same as above. - I was dishonest about an ethics program Bennetta was helping me on and lied to her about my intentions in doing the program. I took advantage of her friendship and wasted her time. - I did not clear my MU - I went past an MU and lied that this occurred and did not clear it up instantly. [This happened in the second grade.]