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4649] OWs LISA MCPHERSON 11-14-95
HERE IS THE CHASE DOWN ON THE OW WITH BENNETTA WHERE I NATTERED ABOUT HER.
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1. I was rude and discourteous towards Bennetta and third partied her to another staff member. [This is written over the cross out:] I INTENTIONALLY CUT BEN'S POWER
2. Around 1984 on a Saturday, the first day she walked into CC Dallas in the reception area. knew she was new and I did not go up and speak to her or acknowledge she was there. I saw that she was important and I ignored her and acted like she was nobody when I knew she was somebody important. She commanded attention by walking in and it was obvious to me she knew lots of people at the org. I refused to even introduce myself to her. I ducked away and avoided her. I made a snide remark to the receptionist about her by saying "who the hell is THAT?" and I reduced her to another. I got away from where she was fast. I have been ignoring her ever since. I have not acknowledged who she is but have painted her up as a saint that should be worshipped[sic]. This has created much stress on our relationship. We are supposed to be a team and working together but I have constantly dramatized this behavior on her, making her out to be something she may not be - at least from what I can SEE. She gets the job done and she is very able but she is not God which is what I pinned her with. God, who is responsible for anything I do. I have forced her into a position of perfection where she can do nothing wrong as that is what I have expected from her. I have never put the comm line really back in with her only pretended to do so.
1. I ser fac'd on Bennetta and cut the comm line to her.
2. Around May of 1985 the day we went to meet Sheri Hill at some Mexican food place. I had put a comm line in with Ben and I really loved her alot[sic]. She held my hand for a minute while we were walking up to the table and then when she saw Sheri she let go. I ser fac'd and cut the comm line again. I motivated off that for years, acting like she had a better friend than me.
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