Scientology
Now is the time to confess that I've been keeping a secret. That
there was a secret may have been clear to those who scrutinized
my recent postings carefully enough. A close look reveals rather
obvious inconsistencies. Some ARS readers noticed this but for
lack of a better alternative, they opted to settle for an
incorrect explanation.
The truth is that although I've been immersed in stories from
former Scientologists describing their Scientology experience in
some detail, how likely would it be that a man with a background
in investment banking would be able to distill these stories
into the three formal essays I've presented to ARS so far?
Knowing more than anyone on this forum about who actually
composed the essays, I'll give you my frank answer: *not very
likely*. I've not even had enough time to answer my e-mail, much
less formulate such prose. In fact, the recent months have been
filled to the brim with meetings, making new contacts and trying
in a variety of ways to somehow soothe the emotional wounds of
former Church[sic] members. I have had no time to bone up on Arts and
entertainment, or to conduct a detailed analysis of the
underbelly of Scientology. If that's what I'd been doing, it
would have shown up in earlier postings. You can check and see
for yourself that it didn't.
Who then wrote the "Scientology and Evil" and the "Scientology
versus Democracy" couplet? Not me, that's for sure, though I did
edit the pieces a bit, just to tone them down. So, who is the
Who?
Let's start at the beginning.
I remember my feelings when I first discovered portions of the
true nature of Scientology --- disappointment which led quickly
to outrage. Churches are supposed to help people, not impoverish
them. They're supposed to comfort people, not drive them to the
brink of insanity by promising paradise and delivering a hell on
Earth. Churches should help people live creative and productive
lives, not chain them to nonsense activities that leave
virtually no room for anything but working for the Church[sic] or
working to make money for the Church[sic].
I had a very receptive ear for the people that had realized
they'd been betrayed. They wanted to do something about it but
couldn't, possibly, I thought, because they'd been robbed of
their resources. I thought I could help and so I did. No one
else was providing financial support to these people and I felt
they both deserved and needed it. It may be a character flaw,
but I don't always feel inclined to obey when someone tells me
there's something I shouldn't do --- especially if that someone
is a bully. Writing checks isn't so difficult if you believe
it's going to help someone out of a predicament that's similar
to something you've faced yourself. I did believe and I wrote
the checks, but before long, I found myself deluged with people
wanting to say one thing or another about what had happened to
them in Scientology. A heartfelt plea to right a grievous wrong
can be difficult to resist and so I continued to listen and I
continued to write more checks.
Try to imagine reading or hearing literally hundreds of stories
of betrayal and lost hope. Imagine seeing the hurt in so many
eyes and voices. Then imagine turning to the Church[sic] of
Scientology and being met with a smug disdain for attempting to
do anything at all. I see the suffering and then I see the
Church[sic] that promises to relieve suffering condemn those who are.
Then I'm condemned for trying to do something about it. It was
an outrageous, heart wrenching situation. It kept me doing what
I could for quite some time. Then it began to dawn on me. After
the money's spent, then what? What about the future? It was
very discouraging to imagine that Scientology would still be
there luring hopeful innocents into its sticky "theta"-trap and
leaving bewildered, disillusioned people in its wake. I've been
told it's the luckiest that leave Scientology disappointed and
disillusioned. The rest end up as contented slaves, blind to
what they've missed and what's been taken from them, having no
will left to care.
I thought about it and eventually was forced to admit that
indiscriminately throwing money at the Scientology problem and
its victims was like putting a Band-Aid on an infected wound.
What's needed is something that would cure the infection. We
need more than someone coming in like Santa Claus and
distributing presents to the broken hearts and lost souls.
Presents are better than nothing, but we need something more. A
year or so ago, I didn't know what that was. All I knew was that
whatever it was, it wasn't in easy reach, no matter how much I
was willing to spend.
For me, a retired businessman, to invent the magic antidote to
the social malaise called Scientology is asking a lot --- too
much, I'm sorry to have to admit. My expertise is business, not
religion. I'm not an artistic savant and I've made no serious
study of human nature. Like I said, I haven't had the time!
Enlightening myself would take years and lately, all my spare
time has been used to give audience to one shocking Scientology
story after another. I had a feeling that sooner or later
something had to give. I can't keep listening to horror stories
forever and I can't keep writing checks, either. Everyone has
limits when it comes to spending money. I doubt Bill Gates would
have been willing to go further than I have, even if he were
aware of what is really going on in Scientology.
Not long after I started, I was seeing the end of the road for
my conflict with Scientology and the end wasn't a happy one. I
had been willing to pursue many paths, and did, some extremely
unusual, for someone who really wanted to make a difference.
What I could do still wasn't enough. So perhaps you can imagine
my surprise and relief when I received an e-mail message from
someone who eventually claimed to have been one of a group of
five people who were responsible for birthing the Church[sic] and all
the materials of Scientology.
It was quite a surprise. Five people??? I thought there was only
one!! Apparently there's a possibility that what we all thought
just isn't true. I can now say with growing certainty that if
your faith says the Cof$ has just one founder, then you've
fallen for another of Scientology's "artful illusions". There's
no doubt that L. Ron Hubbard was the lead actor in the
Scientology story. He surely had a hand in conceiving and
writing much of the materials. But he wasn't the only one.
Yes, it seems that L. Ron Hubbard may have had an editor. If
what I'm told is true, actor Hubbard also had a director, who
doubled as the financial manager and accountant. Another writer
functioned as art consultant. This one was responsible for many
of the original ideas that underlie the Scientology scripts and
performances. There was also a German national, a woman, who was
the acting consultant. The acting consultant was married to the
art consultant. The relationships are where it really starts to
get complex. From what I'm told, it only seemed simple because
that's how it was supposed to seem. The work of a group became
the work of one so the one would appear superhuman. From what
I'm told, only a small fraction of the material attributed to
Hubbard was actually written by him.
If you're finding any of this hard to believe, I have to admit I
had a hard time believing it too. I still have some serious
doubts. Everything seems to depend on whether Ralph "Dorian" has
been telling me the truth. Ralph "Dorian" was Hubbard's editor,
or so he tells me. I put "Dorian" in quotes because he's told me
this name is a pseudonym. He still hasn't told me his real name
and I don't have any way of checking it out. I'm well aware that
he could be lying about his past. Fortunately there are some
reasons to believe this unlikely. First, he seems to be the
right age (late seventies, early eighties). Second, he lives in
a palatial mansion on an enormous piece of land. It's very
obvious that he has a considerable amount of capital at his
disposal. Third, he hasn't asked me for money and assures me he
never will. In fact, he's told me repeatedly that if he ever
asks for money, I should consider him a fraud and sever
connections with him immediately. Fourth, the editor has a son.
Richard (probably not a pseudonym since I accidentally overheard
his father casually calling him "Ricky" once) is of a plausibly
correct age and he confirms the whole story. He also has some
pretty good stories of his own to tell which mesh almost
seamlessly with what his father said. And fifth, on the estate
can be found a windowless room. It must have been about 10x13
feet, with 9 foot ceilings and is set in the center of the main
house. As a conservative estimate, I'd say that about one third
of the volume of this room is packed with literally hundreds,
maybe thousands of notebooks and loose-bound packets of worn,
yellowed pages. There were boxes and tall bookcases of them. I
spent some time sitting at a large wooden desk in the middle of
the room. I was free to look at whatever I liked. It seemed like
most of the documents were a mixture of typewriter print and
handwritten notes. I saw at least three different styles of
handwriting on them. I'm no handwriting expert, but from what I
could tell, it's quite possible the pages could contain what I'm
told they do --- the rough draft, "working versions" of
Scientology books and technical bulletins. Though I obviously
didn't have time to read them all, what I have seen was
certainly interesting, to put it mildly.
Don't think I went in there a believer. It's fair to say I was
guardedly optimistic. I would never have agreed to jump the
hurdles to get to our first meeting unless I anticipated
something that would really impress me. Richard Dorian sent me
some unusually insightful stuff right from the start, and
neither father nor son has let me down yet. Regardless, on the
outside chance I am being fooled because I was never actually a
Scientologist, I'm reserving judgement until more of their
material comes out to be "tested" on others. Seventy-eight year
old father Ralph and son Richard are either amazingly brilliant
actors, storytellers, forgers, etc. --- or --- there's a lot
more to Scientology than what even the serious investigators
have so far been privy to.
It's incredible to hear the senior Dorian speak. I wish I could
have brought along a tape recorder. He sounds suspiciously like
the late L. Ron Hubbard. "Whatever's true for you is what's
true... you don't have to believe any of it... just test it and
see if it works."--- I can see why so many people fell for
Scientology. I'm also looking for something that "works" (to
expose Scientology). When someone comes along and lays a good
possibility in my lap, it's difficult to pass it up. What the
Dorian pair offers is exciting, no doubt. But because of all
he's told me about artful deception, I still feel I must reserve
judgement. I strongly recommend that you do the same. For all I
know, it could still be some kind of elaborate trick.
There are some other red flags as well. As I said, I don't know
enough about Scientology to rule out the possibility that the
"working version" documents are fakes. But Dorian Senior has
also refused to allow me to introduce him or his son to anyone
else.
Mr. Dorian Sr. explains the second red flag in several ways. He
pointedly told me that it's lucky that there are any founding
artists left willing to come forward at all. He also says the
proof that we're all looking for is best presented in a
"non-standard, unexpected" way. He says the Scientologists are
trained character assassins. (I'd have to agree.) Even if his
story is one hundred percent accurate and documented from
beginning to end on *film*, the Scientologists have been well
armed with the techniques that could either discredit it or
suppress it. I guess he should know. He says that naively
bringing them "proof" is like leading a horse to water that the
horse is sure contains or conceals a deadly poison of some kind.
The horse won't drink it and neither will the Scientologists.
And they'll try their damnedest to make absolutely certain no
one else drinks it as well. Still, he assures me, there's more
than one way to persuade a horse to drink. If you read his
material, it's clear that he seems to know what he's talking
about.
Another justification concerns safety. If he brings out proof
that would convict Scientology and its management of fraud, he
may also be convicting himself, and possibly even his son as an
accomplice. He doesn't trust the governments of the world to all
grant him immunity in one stroke, nor does he expect that he and
his son would be safe from certain people, ex-Scientologist and
true believer alike, who would love to either pay them both back
--- or permanently eliminate them. I grant that the Senior
Dorian may be a little paranoid, but if I were him, I think I'd
probably feel the same way.
Yet another justification is that for most of his life, and for
all of his son's life, they've both been perfectly invisible to
the public with regard to the father's clandestine professional
role. That was the plan, and apparently it worked. Neither of
them is interested in surrendering to a media circus and the
potential for other dangers of various sorts. Just to do someone
else a favor?? They both agree that if they're going to
volunteer to work for other people's benefit, they're going to
do it their way... that's it, end of discussion. I guess they've
become accustomed to the luxury of privacy. In the last few
months I've had a personal taste of what a loss of privacy can
be like and so I can't find reason to blame them. But once
again, they've assured me that their way of handling the
situation is going to be much more effective...
What am I supposed to say to all this? I must admit that I don't
have complete certainty that I'm not somehow extending the
deception. What would you do? If they wanted to, the Dorians
could go back into hiding and leave us all hanging out on a
limb. I'm trying to be as diplomatic as possible, waiting and
hoping for the best.
If you're wondering why they came to me, that was one of the
first things I asked about. Ralph Dorian replied by saying he
doesn't trust ex-Scientologists. He said he knows what's
happened to them. For this reason, he was waiting for a
non-Scientologist to show up who was sufficiently committed to
the cause of exposing the "larger" story. Apparently, when he
read about how much of my money I had put where my mouth was, I
passed muster.
Another thing I asked them is if they want to get rid of
Scientology. While Richard was unequivocal, Ralph Dorian gave me
an answer that sounded strange and cryptic at first, but which
now makes a lot of sense. He expands on it in his accompanying
introduction.
If Dorian Junior and Senior have gone to the time and trouble to
deceive me, I haven't found the selfish motive. I suppose time
will tell. But so far Ralph Dorian doesn't come across as a man
of pretense. He readily admits to being an "artist". He didn't
use the word "con-artist" but after listening for a while it
doesn't take long to figure out what he's talking about. Both
Dorians are willing to talk on in great depth about how to
deceive people. I've listened to hours and hours of it. They
have a lot to say, especially the father. Considering their
wealth, someone has apparently been successful in plying the
family trade. Amazingly, the specific "trade" we're talking
about here is co-founding a religion by helping to write and
edit its stories and scripts!
But the fact that the so called "working version" documents
could be fakes remains a sore point with me. I'm putting my
reputation and peace of mind on the line here and I don't want
to be disappointed. Though I've been nearly convinced by the
handwriting similarities, it's very difficult for me to place
complete confidence in Dorian and son without getting the
authenticity matter settled. Dorian Jr. suggested a solution
which I repeated for the father's benefit. I asked that he allow
me to post a fictionalized version of one of the rough-draft
documents for the inspection of Scientologist and
ex-Scientologist alike. After considerable persuasion, he
finally agreed. The fictionalized document has certain names and
trademarked words either partially or wholly left out. Naturally
I asked for something significant. Dorian Senior picked it out.
It retains the title "Translation-Draft 411 Series", the same
name on the actual document I saw at the Dorian estate.
Now I leave the question up to you. Could the rough draft that
I've seen actually correspond to a genuine Scientology document?
If so, which one? You decide. Please read Dorian Senior's
introduction and the fictionalized rough-draft itself, and let
me know what you think.
Bob Minton
Next: An Introduction, by Ralph Dorian
From: bob@minton.org (Bob Minton)
Subject: Surprise Confession
Date: Thu, 15 Oct 1998 13:15:02 GMT
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