psychomania asked this question on 7/11/2000:
Somebody help me, Somebody please. oh yeah! Just to be there. C'mon everybody guess i'll take my time! Oh yeah! Just to be there. This is psychomania asking all you so called experts. How do I put my heart back together again? Don't tell me none of you know who I am? I am that lonely old guy you pass in the park, I am the street urchin in rags, I am the beggar man you never give any money to. I am the husband without the wife, I am the father without the children. I am the doubting Thomas Who will never believe. Christ forgive me? I do not fit in anywhere. CAN YOU HELP ME? A real nowhere man, I am still in pain with my back, and school began for me last Saturday. I am so lost and tired, I wish I were dead. Anything has got to be better than this meagre, poverty stricken, highway of sexlessness, drugs and loneliness. Can you fuck as like, help me!!!!!!!!!!!. See you all for now. Answers are what I require!!!!!!!!
Terry2351 gave this response on 7/11/2000:
You are on the right track asking for help, but your best bet is to seek counciling. You asked Christ for forgiveness, so I can only assume you are a believer in God. You did not mention which religion, but your best bet would be to go to the church where you feel most comfortable. Talk to the pastor, rabi or preist. Find out where you can get assistance for not just your sanity but also social groups..