psychomania asked this question on 7/11/2000:

Somebody help me, Somebody please. oh yeah! Just to be there. C'mon everybody guess i'll take my time! Oh yeah! Just to be there. This is psychomania asking all you so called experts. How do I put my heart back together again? Don't tell me none of you know who I am? I am that lonely old guy you pass in the park, I am the street urchin in rags, I am the beggar man you never give any money to. I am the husband without the wife, I am the father without the children. I am the doubting Thomas Who will never believe. Christ forgive me? I do not fit in anywhere. CAN YOU HELP ME? A real nowhere man, I am still in pain with my back, and school began for me last Saturday. I am so lost and tired, I wish I were dead. Anything has got to be better than this meagre, poverty stricken, highway of sexlessness, drugs and loneliness. Can you fuck as like, help me!!!!!!!!!!!. See you all for now. Answers are what I require!!!!!!!!

DLM4u gave this response on 7/11/2000:

I am so sorry you are hurting. It seems you have reached an all time low and need some personal support. You can call a suicide hot line, or a social service office. You can get free counseling through the county you reside in. It sounds to me that you need someone's ear to hear your pain. When I feel extremely low in life I just remember that the only way is "up" from this depth of the bottom. So many things can improve your life, that all it takes is a possitive attitude. Possitive attitudes are hard to obtain when one is severly depressed, so calling the local social service number will point you in the right direction to begin you recovery. I hope God sees your needs and I will pray for you. God bless. -Dena-

psychomania asked this follow-up question on 7/12/2000:

Thankyou Dena for answering my plea I am pleased you recognised the depression. I will say a prayer for you tonight, God bless. Psychomania

DLM4u gave this response on 7/12/2000:

Thank You for your thoughtfulness -Dena

psychomania asked this follow-up question on 7/13/2000:

Dear Dena, today is much better for me although the time of day has a lot to do with my mood. Early on in the day I can persevere with my pain. later on and my mood is as it was when I sent my original question. Thanks again for your concern psyvhomania

DLM4u gave this response on 7/13/2000:

You sound so sweet, why are you so depressed? I wish I could help you in some way. Please try to find someone to talk to. You need someone right now. If you don't have anyone to talk to personally then seek out a counselor. I would feel horrible if something happened to you. Hugs from me. -Dena

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