psychomania asked this question on 7/11/2000:

Somebody help me, Somebody please. oh yeah! Just to be there. C'mon everybody guess i'll take my time! Oh yeah! Just to be there. This is psychomania asking all you so called experts. How do I put my heart back together again? Don't tell me none of you know who I am? I am that lonely old guy you pass in the park, I am the street urchin in rags, I am the beggar man you never give any money to. I am the husband without the wife, I am the father without the children. I am the doubting Thomas Who will never believe. Christ forgive me? I do not fit in anywhere. CAN YOU HELP ME? A real nowhere man, I am still in pain with my back, and school began for me last Saturday. I am so lost and tired, I wish I were dead. Anything has got to be better than this meagre, poverty stricken, highway of sexlessness, drugs and loneliness. Can you fuck as like, help me!!!!!!!!!!!. See you all for now. Answers are what I require!!!!!!!!

Omega2000 gave this response on 7/12/2000:

Psychomania:

Don't give too much power to the pain. Don't claim it! Defame it! Learn to embrace life and don't forget to love yourself.WE ALL DO! Omega2000

psychomania asked this follow-up question on 7/13/2000:

Dear Omega2000, thankyou for the empathetic reply to my plea, you are correct in assuming the pain is the bane of my life. I have an appointment for a MRI scan on my spine on the 27th July 2000 this scan will determine whether I can be helped with surgery. I hope you can believe me when I say I am in a lot of serious pain 24 hours a day. I do love myself very much, but not as half as much as I love my children. Your answer was short but sweet. God bless. Psychomania ! p.s. Today is the start of the rest of my life and it will get better?

Omega2000 gave this response on 7/13/2000:

PSychomania: My heart,thoughts and prayers are with you as you as you claim your healing.Just keep in mind as you go through "that your breakthrough is just around the corner". Draw strength from those that love you,especially during the bad times.You have a purpose in this life and it has not been completed. Today and everyday make a proclamation to yourself "Today will be better than yesterday,because I made it through to see and embrace another day." I will be in prayer for you on the 27th. Omega2000