Ramoon asked this question on 3/26/2000:

I've been trying for jears now not to give up the fight against negative thoughts about myself and my life. But it keeps getting harder and harder, i feel so lonely, don't know what i want with my life, the very few friends i have left are in a relationship and don't seem to notice i'm alive. My parents think support is pathetic, all i feel is rejection and useless. I try to take pleasure out of little things, like the sun is shining and give love and support to others, finding reasons to make some sense of this selfish world and my place in it. If somebody would still like to talk after this self-pity story, maybe i'm not the one with the problems :) kidding! Love, Ramona Ramonavschendel@hotmail.com

siobhan gave this response on 5/9/2000:

Hey girl, youre definitely not alone, many of us fight negative self thought almost constantly, including me, and i think that has contributed greatly to my depression, but it's a vicious cycle because the more depressed you get the more negative thoughts. You're feeling blah to put it simply. What you need is some change in your life. Do what you've always wanted to do like take a trip somewhere. Seeing beauty in the small things is great and crucial but treat your self to something big and beautiful, you deserve it and i think you haven't treated yourself in a long time. Take care siobhan

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Ramoon rated this answer a 3.

Thanks to the wonderful people here i realized that i and me alone am responsible for my thoughts.. Thank you for reacting, all the best. Love Ramoon