You have a well put together web site, however, I agree with the author of the letter you have entitled "the truth." When you consider the several hundred million Christians there are in the world, and billions more down through the ages, that have believed in God as their creator, its easy to see that a huge number of minds have pondered these questions before, and even today the evidence points overwhelmingly to intelligent design. No matter how many years you wait, elements don't just align themselves into living things of greater and greater complexity, without a thinking mind behind them.
Anyway, until you find God for yourself, there's little use trying to convice you. Most people that are unwilling to examine the bible for themselves (which- by the way, contains events overwhelmingly supported by archaelogy and other witnesses and writings that parallel its events) Not to mention its prophesies that have enjoyed a 100% success rate in predicting the future. Just the scriptures foretelling Jesus' life, birthplace, death, etc. number in the hundreds in the Old Testament, written long before His birth. So, until you give God a fair shake in your life, and join some of the greatest minds in history that have sought to disprove Christianity, only to fall down on their knees and worship the God they could no longer ignore after viewing the evidence...... until then we will just love you and respect you, and try to be patient while you search for Jesus' place in your life. I was a sceptic of Christianity also, but God turned my whole life around, I no longer live in an empty life. God gives incredible joy and peace to life, that are better than mere happiness, (happiness is a temporary feeling that comes and goes with what "happens" in a persons life) joy is always there, regardless of whether you have a "good day" or a "bad day"
So, take care and I hope you find God soon, you are truly missing out on the best of what God intends your life to be, I've lived without God and with Him and let me tell you, there is no comparison!